Midnight Sun(28)

take her out. Make up for today...
I was out in the hall, then, halfway to the emergency room, without thinking for one second about what
I was doing. Luckily, the nurse entered the room before I could-it was Bella's turn for X-rays. I leaned
against the wall in a dark nook just around the corner, and tried to get a grip on myself while she was
wheeled away.
It didn't matter that Tyler thought she was pretty. Anyone would notice that. There was no reason for
me to feel...how did I feel? Annoyed? Or was angry closer to the truth? That made no sense at all.
I stayed where I was for as long as I could, but impatience got the best of me and I took a back way
around to the radiology room. She'd already been moved back to the ER, but I was able to take a peek at
her x-rays while the nurse's back was turned.
I felt calmer when I had. Her head was fine. I hadn't hurt her, not really.
Carlisle caught me there.
You look better, he commented.
I just looked straight ahead. We weren't alone, the halls full of orderlies and visitors.
Ah, yes. He stuck her x-rays to the light board, but I didn't need a second look. I see. She's absolutely
fine. Well done, Edward.
The sound of my father's approval created a mixed reaction in me. I would have been pleased, except
that I knew that he would not approve of what I was going to do now. At least, he would not approve if
he knew my real motivations...
"I think I'm going to go talk to her -before she sees you," I murmured under my breath. "Act natural, like
nothing happened. Smooth it over." All acceptable reasons.
Carlisle nodded absently, still looking over the x-rays. "Good idea. Hmm."
I looked to see what had his interest.
Look at all the healed contusions! How many times did her mother drop her? Carlisle laughed to himself
at his joke.
"I'm beginning to think the girl just has really bad luck. Always in the wrong place at the wrong time."
Forks is certainly the wrong place for her, with you here.
I flinched.
Go ahead. Smooth things over. I'll join you momentarily.
I walked away quickly, feeling guilty. Perhaps I was too good a liar, if I could fool Carlisle.
When I got to the ER, Tyler was mumbling under his breath, still apologizing. The girl was trying to
escape his remorse by pretending to sleep. Her eyes were closed, but her breathing was not even, and
now and then her fingers would twitch impatiently.
I stared at her face for a long moment. This was the last time I would see her.
That fact triggered an acute aching in my chest. Was it because I hated to leave any puzzle unsolved?
That did not seem like enough of an explanation.
Finally, I took a deep breath and moved into view.
When Tyler saw me, he started to speak, but I put one finger to my lips.
"Is she sleeping?" I murmured.
Bella's eyes snapped open and focused on my face. They widened momentarily, and then narrowed in
anger or suspicion. I remembered that I had a role to play, so I smiled at her as if nothing unusual had
happened this morning-besides a blow to her head and a bit of imagination run wild.
"Hey, Edward," Tyler said. "I'm really sorry-"
I raised one hand to halt his apology. "No blood, no foul," I said wryly. Without thinking, I smiled too
widely at my private joke.
It was amazingly easy to ignore Tyler, lying no more than four feet from me, covered in fresh blood. I'd
never understood how Carlisle was able to do that -ignore the blood of his patients in order to treat
them. Wouldn't the constant temptation be so distracting, so dangerous...? But, now... I could see how,
if you were focusing on something else hard enough, the temptation was be nothing at all.
Even fresh and exposed, Tyler's blood had nothing on Bella's.
I kept my distance from her, seating myself on the foot of Tyler's mattress.
"So, what's the verdict?" I asked her.
Her lower lip pushed out a little. "There's nothing wrong with me at all, but they won't let me go. How
come you aren't strapped to a gurney like the rest of us?"
Her impatience made me smile again.
I could hear Carlisle in the hall now.
"It's all about who you know," I said lightly. "But don't worry, I came to spring you."
I watched her reaction carefully as my father entered the room. Her eyes widened and her mouth
actually fell open in surprise. I groaned internally. Yes, she'd certainly noticed the resemblance.
"So, Miss Swan, how are you feeling?" Carlisle asked. He had a wonderfully soothing beside manner that
put most patients at ease within moments. I couldn't tell how it affected Bella.
"I'm fine," she said quietly.
Carlisle clipped her X-rays to the light board by the bed. "Your X-rays look good.
Does your head hurt? Edward said you hit it pretty hard."
She sighed, and said, "I'm fine," again, but this time impatience leaked into her voice. Then she glowered