together today. It would seem odd-and incomprehensibly rude-for me to ignore her while we did the
lab. It would make her more suspicious, more afraid...
I leaned as far away from her as I could without moving my seat, twisting my head out into the aisle. I
braced myself, locking my muscles in place, and then sucked in one quick chest-full of air, breathing
through my mouth alone.
Ahh!
It was genuinely painful. Even without smelling her, I could taste her on my tongue. My throat was
suddenly in flames again, the craving every bit as strong as that first moment I'd caught her scent last
week.
I gritted my teeth together and tried to compose myself.
"Get started," Mr. Banner commanded.
It felt like it took every single ounce of self-control that I'd achieved in seventy years of hard work to
turn back to the girl, who was staring down at the table, and smile. "Ladies first, partner?" I offered.
She looked up at my expression and her face went blank, her eyes wide. Was there something off in my
expression? Was she frightened again? She didn't speak.
"Or, I could start, if you wish," I said quietly.
"No," she said, and her face went from white to red again. "I'll go first."
I stared at the equipment on the table, the battered microscope, the box of slides, rather than watch the
blood swirl under her clear skin. I took another quick breath, through my teeth, and winced as the taste
made my throat ache.
"Prophase," she said after a quick examination. She started to remove the slide, though she'd barely
examined it.
"Do you mind if I look?" Instinctively-stupidly, as if I were one of her kind-I reached out to stop her hand
from removing the slide. For one second, the heat of her skin burned into mine. It was like an electric
pulse-surely much hotter than a mere ninety-eight point six degrees. The heat shot through my hand
and up my arm. She yanked her hand out from under mine.
"I'm sorry," I muttered through my clenched teeth. Needing somewhere to look, I grasped the
microscope and stared briefly into the eyepiece. She was right.
"Prophase," I agreed.
I was still too unsettled to look at her. Breathing as quietly as I could through my gritted teeth and trying
to ignore the fiery thirst, I concentrated on the simple assignment, writing the word on the appropriate
line on the lab sheet, and then switching out the first slide for the next.
What was she thinking now? What had that felt like to her, when I had touched her hand? My skin must
have been ice cold-repulsive. No wonder she was so quiet. I glanced at the slide.
"Anaphase," I said to myself as I wrote it on the second line.
"May I?" she asked.
I looked up at her, surprised to see that she was waiting expectantly, one hand half-stretched toward
the microscope. She didn't look afraid. Did she really think I'd gotten the answer wrong?
I couldn't help but smile at the hopeful look on her face as I slid the microscope toward her.
She stared into the eyepiece with an eagerness that quickly faded. The corners of her mouth turned
down.
"Slide three?" she asked, not looking up from the microscope, but holding out her hand. I dropped the
next slide into her hand, not letting my skin come anywhere close to hers this time. Sitting beside her
was like sitting next to a heat lamp. I could feel myself warming slightly to the higher temperature.
She did not look at the slide for long. "Interphase," she said nonchalantly-perhaps trying a little too hard
to sound that way-and pushed the microscope to me.
She did not touch the paper, but waited for me to write the answer. I checked-she was correct again.
We finished this way, speaking one word at a time and never meeting each other's eyes. We were the
only ones done-the others in the class were having a harder time with the lab. Mike Newton seemed to
be having trouble concentrating-he was trying to watch Bella and me.
Wish he'd stayed wherever he went, Mike thought, eyeing me sulfurously.
Hmm, interesting. I hadn't realized the boy harbored any ill will towards me. This was a new
development, about as recent as the girl's arrival it seemed. Even more interesting, I found-to my
surprise-that the feeling was mutual.
I looked down at the girl again, bemused by the wide range of havoc and upheaval that, despite her
ordinary, unthreatening appearance, she was wreaking on my life. It wasn't that I couldn't see what
Mike was going on about. She was actually rather pretty...in an unusual way. Better than being
beautiful, her face was interesting. Not quite symmetrical-her narrow chin out of balance with her wide
cheekbones; extreme in the coloring- the light and dark contrast of her skin and her hair; and then there
were the eyes, brimming over with silent secrets... Eyes that were suddenly boring into mine.
I stared back at her, trying to guess even one of those secrets.