This was it-the test of whether the makeover would stick or Dannie would fail.
With a deep breath, Dannie smiled. "It's beautiful, Leo. I'm very eager to learn my way around."
"Let me show you." He placed a hand at the small of her back as she exited the car and kept it there, guiding and supporting, as they ascended the stone steps to the front door. "Please think of this as your home. Anything you want to change is open for discussion."
Anything. Except the arranged-marriage part.
It was ridiculous to even think that. But her wedding day felt so anticlimactic. And disappointing. She shouldn't be wishing Leo would sweep her up in his arms and carry her over the threshold, Rhett-style. Or wishing they had a timeless romance.
The palm at her back signaled security. Not passion. A partnership based on mutual affection was enough. Dannie was Leo's wife, not the love of his life, and she didn't have the luxury of entertaining daydreams of eventually being both.
Leo led her into the foyer. The interior of the house opened before her, with soaring ceilings, twenty-foot windows and grand arches leading to long hallways. It reminded her of a cathedral, beautiful and opulent.
The tour of her new home took close to thirty minutes. By the time Leo concluded it in the kitchen, she was out of breath and ready to get started on the first thing she wanted to change-her shoes. The house had four flights of stairs.
Leo leaned a hip against the granite island in the center of the kitchen and picked up a cell phone from the counter. "For you. The number is written here, along with the alarm system security codes and the code for wireless internet access."
She took the phone with numb fingers and stared at the glossy screen. Her current cell phone was of the make-a-call-only variety. It would take hours to figure out how this one worked. "Thank you. Is your phone number written down, too?"
"I programmed it into your phone. Here's the user manual." He slid it across the counter and stuck a hand in his pocket, casually, as though they were a normal married couple chatting in the kitchen. "This model has great planning features. Feel free to add things to my schedule as needed. My admin's phone number is programmed in, as well. Mrs. Gordon. She's eager to meet you."
He had an admin, one who knew him far better than Dannie did, like how to make his coffee and whether he paced while on the phone or sat at his desk.
Suddenly, she felt completely out of her depth. "Oh. All right. I'll contact her right away."
"The car and driver will be on call for as long as you like," he continued, and his mellow voice soothed her nerves as he ticked off the items on his mental list. His confidence and self-assurance were potent. "But please, take some time to visit a dealership and buy yourself a car. Whatever kind you like. You'll want the independence."
A car. Any car she wanted. She'd been hopping public transportation for so long, she nearly swooned at the idea. Was there anything he hadn't thought of? "That's very nice. Thank you."
But he wasn't finished waving his benevolence around. "I opened a bank account for you. It will be replenished regularly, but if you find yourself low, let me know. Spend it like it's your money, not mine." From his pocket, he produced a shiny black credit card and handed it to her. "No limit."
"Leo." He'd spun her around so many times now, she could hardly keep her balance. The phone and credit card in her hands blurred as she blinked back overwhelmed, appreciative tears. "This is all very generous. I'm sorry if this is too forward, but I have to ask. Why would you do all this and expect nothing in return?"
His dark eyebrows drew together in confusion. "I expect quite a bit in return, actually."
"I meant in the bedroom."
Leo went still.
Yeah, far too forward. But jeez, really? A no-limit credit card and he didn't even want one conjugal visit a month? There was a punch line here she didn't get and she'd prefer not to have it smack her in the face later.
"Daniella..." Leo swallowed and she realized he was at a loss for words.
Why couldn't she keep her big mouth closed? She should have stuck to yes and thank you.
"I'm sorry," she said in a rush. "Forgive me. You've been nothing but kind and I have no right to question your motives."
The lines of his handsome face smoothed out and he held up a hand. "No apology needed. I want to have a good relationship, where you feel like we're equals. The best way to achieve that is to give you your own money and the power to do as you like with it."
She stared at him. Power. He'd been granting her power with these gestures. The man she'd married was thoughtful, generous and very insightful. This whole experience could have gone very differently. Gratitude welled in her chest. "I don't know what to say."
"You don't have to say anything." He smiled and it was as powerful as it was comforting. "Remember, I'm going to be at the office a lot. You should find a hobby or volunteer work to keep you busy. A car will come in handy."
Implausibly, he was giving her the ability to entertain herself, when her sole focus should be on him and his needs. "Won't I be busy with all your social obligations?"
He waved it off. "That won't take one hundred percent of your time. You're building a life here and when our paths cross, we should enjoy each other's company. You can regale me with stories of the things you're involved in."
Elise had coached her on this extensively. It was part of her role to provide stimulating conversation for Leo's business associates. Who better to practice with than her husband? After all, they were a married couple having a chat in the kitchen. "That makes sense."
"Good." His eyes warmed, transforming him from movie-star handsome into something else entirely. Her breath caught.
If that's what happened to his eyes when he was pleased, she really wanted to see them stormy with desire.
She shook her head. They were talking about hobbies.
Leo took her hand, casually, as if he'd done it a thousand times. "I don't want you to be disappointed by our marriage. In the past, it's been a struggle to balance work and a relationship because the expectations weren't clear from the beginning. Women in my circles tend to demand attention I can't give them and I'm grateful we won't have that issue."
The feel of her hand in his sparked all the way up her arm, unsettling her. It was the only plausible excuse for why she blurted out, "You couldn't find one woman besides me who was willing to forgive your absence in exchange for a life of luxury?"
Her mother would have a coronary if she could hear Dannie being so outspoken. But he'd said in the car they could discuss anything. She hoped he meant it.
"Sure. But I wanted the right woman."
All at once, the reason he'd gone to a matchmaker seemed painfully obvious. He'd tried to buy his way out of putting any effort into a relationship and his previous girlfriends had told him to take a hike. So to avoid a repetition, he bought a wife.
Her.
No wonder he'd been so adamant about honoring commitments. He didn't want her to bail when she figured out she'd be all alone in this big house from now on.
Gothic indeed.
"I see."
"Daniella." His gaze bored into hers, pleading with her to believe...something. But what? "Neither of us have any illusions about this marriage, and that's why it will work. I understand the drive for security. I'm happy to provide it for you because it's a drive we share."
She nodded and excused herself to unpack-and get some breathing room. Security was important and she'd married a good, solid man who'd never leave her like her father had. She just hadn't expected gratefulness for that security to blossom into unexpected warmth toward the husband who'd provided it. And who promised to never be around.
As she climbed the stairs to her room, she realized what his unspoken plea had been meant to communicate.
He needed her as much as she needed him.