Masquerade Secrets(16)

Slowly, he took her lips one last time, savoring the taste of her, the  feel of her in his arms. Memorizing her body, the way she fit against  him, he branded her into his soul. And with every ounce of willpower, he  let her go.

He leaned his head against the wall, trying to get his body back under  control before looking to her. "I will find you." His gaze bore into  hers in promise. "I will find you and then you will never leave my side  again. I promise you that," he said, his words sounding more like a  threat.

"I know. If you recognize me, I will be forever yours. I will never part from you. I love you," she said again softly.

His mouth opened before she pressed her fingers against his lips,  preventing him from speaking. "No. Don't say it. Tell me how you feel  about me once you find me. Tell me then."         

     



 

He gripped her wrist before she could pull it away. Slowly bringing her  hand to his lips, she looked at him warily. There might be a chance that  he could push her into giving him the information that he wanted, but  it wouldn't make her happy.

He wanted her, all of her. Especially her trust. He would do this for  her. He would find her. "I promise," he whispered to her once more.

With that promise hovering in the air, he let her slip away back into the crowded ballroom.

Unwilling to face the crowded room, he stayed in the sheltered cove,  discreetly watching as she twirled on the dance floor with another man.

He would find her. There was no doubt in his mind. And when he did, she would be his.

With that pledge firmly in place, he walked out of the alcove, his dukely façade securely in place.



On waking the next morning, Aubrey concluded that she should have never  gone to the masquerade the night before, but the opportunity had been  too great. It had given her another night with the duke, a chance to see  if what had happened between them during the previous masquerade had  been real.

It had been more than real. It had been earth-shattering.

But now she felt even closer to him, desired him even more. She wanted  him to be hers more than she had ever wanted anything before. But she  wanted him to want Aubrey. Just Aubrey.

And now he knew she was staying here.

Bradford was a man of his word, and he would find her. Hunt her down.  She had no doubt in her mind about that. It might be today or in a year,  but he would find her, would finally recognize her. Was that truly such  a bad thing?

Yes.

If only she had more time alone with him as Aubrey, she might have a  chance. But why would he make time to be with her when he was looking  for another woman?

She screamed her frustration into a pillow. She was competing with herself. It was ridiculous.

The time that they had spent in each other's company during their ride  had told her that he didn't find her unappealing. In fact, she had  thought she saw desire in his eyes for a second.

Pausing, she thought over that moment again, reliving the glint in his  eyes, the way his eyebrows had narrowed down as if seeing her body  unobstructed by clothing.

A hot feeling rushed to her cheeks and she knew she was blushing. Yes,  he had found her attractive for a moment, but could she attract him  again?

He had been relaxed, carefree like she had never seen before. His smiles  and laughter were treasures that she hoarded in her heart, never to be  shared with another. He had enjoyed her company, she was sure of it.

But would it be enough? If given more time, could she steal him away from the masquerade woman? A woman that didn't truly exist?

Ringing for Bitsy, she hurried and dressed. He would be searching for  her today, was probably already down at breakfast eyeing the ladies that  were in attendance, and she wanted to see what he thought.

See if he recognized her.

Fully dressed, she stopped in her tracks. She shouldn't get her hopes up  again. She had been sure that he would recognize her after the first  masquerade, but that hadn't happened. There was no guarantee that it  would happen today either. In fact, it was more likely that he wouldn't  recognize her as the woman he had kissed.

But she had to try. She had to see him.

Most of the guests had finished their breakfasts and were loitering in  the morning room and library, engaging in games of cards and worn books.

Natural light filtered through the tall windows, brightly illuminating  the room's inhabitants in their colorful frocks. The flowers on the  entry table, bright and cheerful, were still wet from the morning shower  they had received in the garden before being cut. They were fresh,  crisp, and gave the room a sweet smell that mingled with the rose  bathwater many had enjoyed that morning.

Deciding against joining in a game, she ventured to the library and  chose one of the novels that had been laid out for their enjoyment. But  she had no intention of reading this morning.

Making her way back into the sitting room, she murmured a few hellos  before taking a corner seat with a perfect view of the room.

She was surprised Bradford wasn't in attendance as more and more people  began to filter into the room, but she knew he would soon join them. And  she was ready to watch when he did.

Opening the book, she was only two pages in when the air in the room  changed. She wasn't sure if it was because she sensed his presence, or  if she had sensed the change he had evoked in others. In either case,  she knew that he had arrived.

And what an entrance he made. Had he any idea how handsome he was? That  just him standing in the doorway, scanning the crowd, was enough to  cause more than one heart to flutter.

His frame wasn't overly large, but he was tall enough, and muscled  enough to look imposing in the doorframe. His light morning coat,  tailored to perfection, caused men to look at the design in envy. And  she couldn't blame them. No one looked like he did. No one else could be  that handsome.         

     



 

The fact that he was that good looking, kind, wealthy, and a duke was  enough to make him the catch of the decade. At least she believed so.  She wouldn't be surprised to find that others believed that as well.

Joining a group of ladies playing hearts, she watched as he examined  each of the women, watching the way they moved, cataloging their traits,  the way they spoke. She wanted to laugh.

To others, he would look like an attentive suitor, but she knew differently.

After a few minutes with the women, he excused himself. Clearly he had crossed them off his list of possibilities.

She watched as he went from group to group, chatting amiably, looking  for any hints that pointed to the masquerade woman, but eventually  leaving with more names crossed off his list.

Glancing up from her book to see who he was currently evaluating, she  felt a shock course through her when she locked eyes with his.

He was coming toward her.

Sitting a bit straighter, she placed her book down and greeted him with a warm smile that only slightly wobbled.

"Good morning, Your Grace."

"Good morning," he said before sitting across from her, his back to the  room. "I hope I am not disturbing you. Is that an interesting book?"

"It's passable. Honestly, I was just using it to whittle away the time,"  she answered frankly, barely sparing a glance at the discarded book.  "You've been quite social this morning." She couldn't stop herself from  prodding.

"Yes, well, it seemed like the right time for it."

She tried to read if he was cataloging her like he had with the others,  but couldn't tell. "Yes, I don't think there is anything scheduled until  this afternoon. I believe most people will be rather restless by then."

"No doubt." His lips curved wryly. "They are in the country and bored after a few hours from sitting inside too long."

She laughed softly. "Most are used to being in London where their lives are lived out indoors."

"Exactly. However, I noticed that you do not share that opinion."

"Not at all. In fact, I would live in the country at all times if possible."

His brow arched in fascination. "How unfashionable of you."

She shrugged in an unlady-like way and laughed. "To be honest, I find  myself unfashionable most of the time. I never really jumped into the  way of debutants, finding myself different in both looks and temperament  from others. I have no desire to change."

"And I'm grateful for it," he said, not bothering to dissuade her. "I  find that I enjoy the diversity you offer from other women. I've never  once heard you giggle." He gave a dramatic shudder.

Laughing with her whole body, she shook her head. "No, I have never been  known for my giggling, to my mother's relief. However, I believe she  would wish me to prefer London as others do."

"The country is far superior," he agreed.

Surprise.

"You? But you're a duke." The moment she said the words she knew she sounded ridiculous.

"And? It is so much more peaceful in the country. I don't have to stay  up all hours, I may ride as freely and as often as I wish, and I am  usually in the comforts of my own estate. What more could a man ask  for?"