What was it?
Peering closer he realized it was her hair. The shiny midnight curl was stark against the white powder that dusted the rest of her hair.
Black hair.
Stunned, he stopped in his tracks. Black hair, not blond.
The masked woman turned to him in surprise. "Is something the matter? The next set should be starting soon."
Brown eyes, not green.
"Who are you?" he asked, an edge in his voice.
"Your masked woman."
"Tell me your name," he demanded softly in her ear.
Her shoulder shrugged daintily. "I will tell you everything after we are through dancing."
With the slight gesture, he didn't need her answer. Anger boiled within him, choking him as he swallowed it back down.
Lady Victoria.
She had tricked him. But how had she known about his masked woman?
Remembering her interruption on the terrace he wanted to throttle her. She must have seen him with the other woman and overheard some of their conversation.
All of a sudden everything about this masquerade seemed to make sense. The nameless women, the powdered hair. She must have arranged everything for this deception.
How did she think she would accomplish that when he knew for sure that the only woman that wasn't his masquerade woman was Lady Victoria?
Realization hit him at once. Scandal.
He didn't know what would happen during this dance, but he knew that she planned to trap him into marrying her.
"Forgive me. I just realized there is something I must do."
She sputtered, and he wanted to smile. They were only a few steps away from joining the others.
Spying one of the other house guests, he called out for his attention. "Lord Rawlings, I fear I have just remembered a previous appointment, and I must ask if you will step in my place and dance with this beautiful woman."
"But you can't!" she screeched.
He turned to the fuming woman beside him, serenity written over his features. "I fear I must. I apologize for the inconvenience, my lady. I'm sure Lord Rawlings will be an excellent partner."
A muscle ticked in her cheek as he handed her off to the waiting gentleman, and he could tell she wanted to rail at him.
Walking away from the couple, relief coursed through him. He should have listened to his instincts from the start. He had known something was wrong, but he had ignored it.
Now that he knew Lady Victoria was aware of the masked woman, he couldn't be sure how many others knew as well and would try to trick him. But he had a feeling that Lady Victoria wouldn't have told anyone. She wouldn't have wanted anyone else to think of a way to trap him.
That meant that the masked woman was still out there. Perhaps even at this party. He needed to find her, but for once the thought seemed exhausting, overwhelming.
Lady Aubrey came to mind again. Her relaxed manner, her humor, were enough to make him ache for her company. She wouldn't try to trick him into marrying her. She would be honest with him.
And why was he thinking of her again? Was he really so shallow that he would go from his supposed masked woman to another within a heartbeat?
Making his way to the refreshment table, he accepted a glass of champagne and downed the contents in one swallow.
Good Lord, he was. He was just that shallow.
Scanning the edge of the room for Lady Aubrey, the one woman he could relax with, his brows furrowed when he didn't see her. Hadn't she come tonight? He quickly glanced over the people dancing, but knew she wasn't there.
While glancing over the dancers, his eyes stopped at the entrance. There, in the doorway, a woman in shining emerald silk entered with confidence, drawing many appreciating eyes from the crowd.
She was here. His masquerade woman. Even as his heart rate increased, he cursed, moving toward her.
He would have to find Lady Aubrey later. He promised himself that he would take the moment of peace with her no matter what happened.
But for now, he had to go claim his masked woman.
There were no doubts in his mind that this was she. Opposite of what he had felt with Lady Victoria, every step he took toward the woman in emerald felt good, it felt right. The magic he had felt that night on the terrace began to weave its spell over him again.
Quickly approaching her, her delicately masked face darted to his and held. She recognized him. Why that one simple fact pleased him, he couldn't say. It just did.
"My lady, I believe this dance is owed to me," he said quietly for her ears only, but held out his hand in a gallant gesture.
She hesitated for a brief moment before accepting and he wanted to smile. She was nervous.
Good. She ought to be.
After the hell he had gone through the last few weeks trying to track her down, he was glad she was wary. She had to know that he wouldn't easily accept that she had left him that evening without even divulging her name.
On his arm, she glided over the floor like a goddess, ignoring the speculative looks and comments that were aimed their way. It was as if she didn't hear them. Almost as if she were above it all. Was she truly that aloof?
The beginning strings for a waltz began and he quickly swept her into his arms and into the twirling couples.
It felt good holding her, right even. But there was much to say. And he didn't intend to have that conversation in the middle of a ballroom full of listening ears.
While he would have liked to have forgotten the deception Lady Victoria had played, he was at least grateful that she had shown him a private location that was easily accessible from the ballroom where few people would notice them.
He was a strong lead, and had no trouble getting them to the other side of the dance floor and into the alcove.
Guiding her in quickly, he turned, pinning her to the wall. "You, my dear, have quite a bit of explaining to do."
She was breathing heavily, clearly startled by the turn of events. "I'm sorry."
His blood raced through his veins at her voice. The tune was melodic, magical. He closed his eyes as he let it settle in his mind.
There was a moment he thought she might deny what he was talking about, but he was grateful for her honesty.
"I shouldn't have left the way I did."
"Why did you?" he asked after a moment. He had been ready to attack, ready to demand answers from her, but the quiet apology only made him soften.
She looked directly into his eyes, ready to confess everything to him. "I was afraid. Afraid of what was happening between us."
"Did you not believe my words? Believe that I want you no matter who you are?" Frustration tinged his voice. "Tell me who you are. I don't know how else I can prove to you that I am in earnest."
She shook her head softly. "It isn't enough."
"What isn't?"
"It isn't enough that you want me after I tell you who I really am. I want you to love the real me first, regardless of the masquerade."
He pushed away from the wall, turning so he could regain his composure. "How can I do that when I have no clue who you really are?"
"You must discover it on your own." She sounded sad by the prospect, like she couldn't imagine him doing so. "I want you to love the real me."
He turned to her abruptly, gripping her arms to pull her closer. "I do. I love you, whoever you are. Regardless of who you are. Can't you see? You're driving me mad!"
His lips crushed against hers, but it wasn't a tender kiss filled with the love he felt for her. It was frustrated, angry. Pulling back, his breath came out in gasps. "Do you have any idea how the last few weeks of trying to find you have driven me mad? I looked for you. Every party, ball, soiree, musical. I looked for you, only to go home frustrated."
"I was there," she whispered softly, unable to meet his eyes.
"No." He shook his head in denial. "I looked. That's all I ever did. I searched for you."
She looked at him sadly. "I was there. In fact, we spoke on several occasions."
The bottom of his stomach dropped. "It's not possible."
"It is. In fact, I'm staying in this house even now."
He wrapped his arms even more possessively around her, searching her eyes for the sincerity of her words. The brilliant green that met his eyes was full of truth, and sorrow.
He was a blind fool.
"Please," he heard himself beg. "Tell me who you are. Let me prove it to you." He would have fallen to his knees with the plea if he thought it would help.
"I need you to love me for me. I need you to recognize me outside of this setting, this fantasy world." Her eyes pleaded into his. "I love you, Bradford. I'm not going to hide my feelings or pretend with you. But I need you to love the real me. If not, I will always wonder. Always wonder if you regret pledging yourself to the masquerade woman."
He felt like a man that was slipping under water, knowing that he would drown, knowing that he would see the last glimmer of his life slowly ebb away. But there was nothing else he could do besides rip the mask off her face. The idea had merit, but he knew that she would never forgive him for it.