Marrying Mr. English:The English Brothers #7(37)
"I'll be brief," he said. "Tomorrow night. The union League Club. Seven o'clock."
Emily sighed. She had plans tomorrow night with a sensitive, easygoing, doctoral psych student named Chad who'd asked her out more than once. She'd repeatedly turned him down, but Val had insisted that after four months spent at Barrett English's beck and call, Emily needed to go out with someone with whom she actually had a chance.
"Emily?" he prompted.
"How late?"
"Three hours minimum. Possibly four."
Pushing her hand through her straight blonde hair, she knew it would be smart to decline Barrett's request and go out with the psych cutie as planned. The arrangement she had with Barrett-while beneficial to her bank account-wasn't doing her social life any favors. Nor her heart, which didn't seem to comprehend that Barrett only called her because she was his employee. Still, she couldn't bring herself to say no to him.
"Engagement ring?" she asked.
"Per usual."
"The Chanel or the Givenchy?"
"As you wish."
"Hair band or chignon?"
"You always look presentable, Emily. I leave the details to you. Smith will pick you up at six forty-five. Are we done?"
"Yes," she answered and the line immediately went dead.
"Goodbye," Emily said wistfully in the quiet of the alley, disappointment making her grimace. She fisted the phone in her hand until the case pinched her skin and shook her from her trance. "See you tomorrow! You're welcome! By the way, I love you, you jerk!"
Her yell caused a flurry of commotion overhead as a flock of pigeons departed in a hurry for safer, quieter lodgings, one of them pausing just long enough to crap on Emily's shoulder with a big, fat plop.
Fantastic. The perfect metaphor for my life.
She stared at the goopy grayish-white spot in surrender before taking a deep, restorative breath, tucking her phone into her jeans and heading back inside to clean her shirt and rejoin her study group.
An hour later, she trudged home beside Valeria, who started scolding her as soon as Emily shared her last-minute plans for tomorrow night.
"So you'll have to reschedule with Chad? Jeez, Em, I don't understand why you keep saying yes to Barrett!" said Valeria, turning up her collar. "Why not just say no?"
"He has a way about him." Emily sighed. "I always consider saying no, but I somehow end up saying yes."
Though they'd never been close or intimate, Emily had known Barrett her entire life-well, not really known him, because they were from very different parts of Haverford Park, but he'd been a peripheral part of her life since birth. The economic nature of the call she'd just shared with him was textbook Barrett: businesslike, methodical, and goal-oriented. Emily somehow knew he wasn't trying to offend her-he was merely taking care of their mutual business as efficiently as possible. It just hurt that he employed efficiency over warmth since it verified what she had suspected for months: Barrett had little to no personal interest in Emily, despite her growing feelings for him.
Valeria continued in the no-nonsense tone she used when student teaching. "Here's a solution: say no next time. ‘No, Barrett, I refuse to play the part of fake fiancée for you. Take a hike.' Three words, Em-TAKE. A. HIKE." Valeria held up three fingers one by one, then tucked them back into the pocket of her peacoat. "Darn, it's cold."
"It's October in Philadelphia." Emily pointed out.
"Don't change the subject."
"Okay, Val. I'll say no next time. Here goes. ‘No, thanks, Barrett. You don't make me do anything disgusting. You barely say a word to me. I get to dress up in gorgeous clothes I could never afford, have an expensive glass of wine, and enjoy a scrumptious dinner with people who go out of their way to be polite to me. And yes, I'm flat broke and so is my roommate, but no, thanks, I don't want your one hundred an hour to play your fake fiancée. Keep it.' How does that sound?"
"Not so smart."
"I rest my case," said Emily, though the case was far from closed in her heart and mind, which feuded in a tightly locked conundrum. Lately, her heart murmured that she should walk away from Barrett before her feelings for him grew any stronger, while her head insisted she couldn't possibly turn her back on the income he offered.
Valeria's voice interrupted her internal struggle. "Why does he need a fiancée anyway?"
"He only told me once and briefly. Some of his business associates and clients like the stability of a family man on the way to the altar, and he feels that a date makes dinner meetings feel more social and run more smoothly."
Emily's role was to smile warmly, laugh softly, and occasionally make a flattering remark about Barrett, which he would accept with a tight smile before refocusing on the business at hand.
"Why you?" asked Valeria.
"My family has worked for his for three generations-four, if you include me. My father is his family's gardener, just like my grandfather and great-grandfather before. My mother's the head housekeeper at Haverford Park. He knows where I come from. He knows I'll behave myself and keep my mouth shut. I've known the English family since I was brought home from the hospital to live in the gatehouse at the foot of their estate." She shrugged. "Me working for Barrett makes sense."
"I still think it's weird," said Valeria, grumbling as she adjusted her backpack. "Doesn't he know about a hundred society girls he could ask to be his fake fiancée?"
Emily shook her head. "Nah. They'd all take it too seriously. They'd get hopeful. They'd hope that what started as a favor would lead to something real."
Unlike you, her head gibed sarcastically, poking with precision at her heart.
"From what you've told me, he's not exactly Prince Charming."
Emily had explained this before, but Valeria had never lived among the English family. She didn't understand the breadth and depth of their wealth and influence.
"Forget Prince Charming, Val. Barrett's the oldest son of English & Sons. He buys companies for breakfast and eats them in pieces for lunch. His nickname is ‘The Shark,' for heaven's sake! He's smart and driven and stupendously wealthy. For the woman who doesn't require emotional intimacy, that's a whole lot of diamond tennis bracelets."
Valeria nudged Emily's side, and when she looked up, Val smiled at Emily as she waggled her eyebrows suggestively. "Speaking of intimacy, he's also scorching hot."
And don't I know it, Emily thought with a grimace.
All her life, she'd made a quiet study of Barrett's perfection. His tall, lean, muscular body, his burnished blond hair, the clear blue of his eyes that made her breath catch when he occasionally flashed them at her. He was unbelievably gorgeous-as were all of the English brothers-except Barrett was the original. Over six feet tall, with a jaw like a superhero, he was more than attractive. He was, as Valeria had pointed out so illustratively, scorching hot.
But, who cares about that?, thought Emily in a concerted effort to convince herself she was immune to his movie star good looks even though it was patently untrue, when he can barely offer me a smile?
"I work for him, Val."
"I wouldn't mind working under him."
"Val!" exclaimed Emily, blushing as she swatted her roommate's arm.
"Speaking as a woman and not an employee, isn't there anything you like about him?"
Sure, thought Emily unhappily. Lots.
The oldest of five brothers, Barrett was the heir apparent to the most prestigious private equity firm in Philadelphia, and by all outward appearances, Barrett's nickname was right on target. He was a business shark, dedicated to the financial dominance of English & Sons. But Emily couldn't help sensing-as she always had-that deep down inside, there was more to Barrett English than business. She had long held the heart-fluttering theory, possibly incorrectly, that someone so passionate in his business life must have the capacity for other deep passions as well.
Honestly, Emily had no good reason for believing this. His behavior to her was always polite, though not especially warm and inviting. He didn't make Emily laugh, nor did he ask personal questions about her studies or her family. When he dated someone, which wasn't often, Emily noted that he never seemed thoroughly engaged or delighted with her, and watched his short-lived girlfriends work like crazy to capture and hold his attention without success. Barrett was austere and focused, totally driven by business purposes. Further, he was reserved, old-school, and buttoned-up, and in the twenty-four years Emily had known him, she couldn't ever remember seeing him let loose. It was like he'd been born with an expensive tie around his neck and a leather briefcase attached to his hand.