Marrying Mr. English:The English Brothers #7(28)
"Hello, Geoffrey," she said warmly.
"Happy New Year," he answered with a grim smile, taking a long sip of his drink.
"I hope it will be," she said.
"Of course it will be," said Charity, entering the room and taking Geoffrey's arm with a big show.
He brightened suddenly, his face losing years as he looked down hopefully at his ex-fiancée's hand on his arm.
Poor man, thought Eleanora. It's obvious he's crazy for her and-from what Tom had told her-Charity's just stringing him along.
Charity's eyes swept over Eleanora and slid to Tom, where they lingered for a moment, her lips turning down when she didn't find what she was looking for. Eleanora felt Tom's arm slip around her waist and his lips press tenderly to her temple. She was waiting when Charity met her eyes with a flinty expression.
You see, said the look she gave Charity. He's mine.
"Dinner's ready," said Charity, turning to her sad-sack ex-fiancé. "Come, Geoffrey. I've switched things around and put you next to me, after all."
***
Charity's ridiculous rivalry with Eleanora strained things at the table for the first course, but by the second, Dean Gordon had taken over the conversation with a discussion of future improvements at Kinsey, and with four graduates at the table, they didn't lack for opinions or debate.
One thing that bothered Tom, aside from Charity's frosty treatment of his wife, was the way she was treating Geoffrey. If he'd been better friends with Geoffrey, Tom would have pulled him aside and told him to run for the hills-reminding him that there were a million delightful girls in Boston, where Geoffrey was from, or in New York, where he lived and worked-and advised him to find some sweet girl who could make him happy. But Geoffrey only seemed to have eyes for Charity, delighted when she gave him a moment of attention, and subdued but accepting when she made eyes at Tom.
It made him extra grateful for what he'd somehow managed to find with Eleanora-someone who had quickly become his whole world, but who loved him back in equal measure. How terrible to be in a relationship with someone when it was clear you were the one who loved harder and better, and always would. What a lonely way to live, to know that the love you bore would never be returned, that your heart would ache for more, and more would never be forthcoming.
And suddenly he was reminded of a verse from one of Elizabeth Barrett Browning's sonnets: "The face of all the world is changed, I think,/Since first I heard the footsteps of thy soul."
Under the table, he reached for his wife's hand and squeezed it with unending gratitude. For finding her. For her love. For the right to love her. For the footsteps of her soul across the landscape of his heart.
After dessert she turned to him. "The bathroom?"
"I'm guessing it's in the front hallway," he whispered, standing as she excused herself, and noticing when Alex Gordon left the table not a moment later.
He would have had to be blind not to notice the way Alex had been staring at Eleanora from across the table, and after a few minutes of polite conversation, on which Tom could barely focus, he excused himself as well, hopeful that he'd intercept his wife before Alex did.
He stopped just short of the vestibule, standing in a dark hallway between the dining room and front foyer, as he heard Alex Gordon's voice ask, "Can I ask you a question?"
"Okay," said Eleanora.
"How old are you? Twenty-one? Twenty-two?"
"Around there."
Alex's cocky voice continued. "Then why on earth are you with an old man like Tom English? For God's sake, he could be your father."
"Sure. If he fathered me at nine," she said dryly.
"Come on, sweets. You know what I mean. He's old. He's dull. You're too young and too foxy to be tied down. I mean, your ass? It's a thing of total beauty, and I say that having attended college in New York City for the past three years. I've known many beautiful women and never had any complaints. Let's get out of here and go have some real fun. What do you say?"
She chuckled as though his words were genuinely amusing, and Tom pressed his hand to his chest, sucking in a painful breath and holding it.
Alex Gordon was right. She was young and beautiful, and Tom was quickly heading into his mid-thirties. Right now, he was different from other men she'd met, and maybe that made him seem unique or special to her. But sooner than later, she'd be able to move fluidly in his world of privilege. How long until she realized that she could have any man in his social set? Any of his peers, including the younger ones? The richer ones? How long until she realized she'd made a bad deal and wanted out? Wanted someone younger and cooler?
He quieted his mind as she spoke again. "It's Alex, right?"
"It is," he said, his voice low and suggestive.
"I like the name Alex."
"There's a lot more to like than my name, kitten. I promise you that."
"Alex, do you know how Tom and I met?"
"Sure. In Vail."
"On the slopes?" she asked.
"I'm assuming. Or through friends."
"Through friends," she repeated, laughing softly. "How about my education? What do you figure?"
"Bryn Mawr? Vassar?"
She sighed. "Are either of those near Princeton?"
He chuckled as though she'd made an amusing remark. "So you went to Princeton."
"No, Alex. I didn't go to Princeton."
There was a pause, and Tom's lips twitched as he remembered the first time he'd ever seen his wife, giving a forward skier hell when he'd had the indecency to proposition her at Auntie Rose's. By the tone of her voice, he was fairly certain he knew what was coming next, and he exhaled softly, relaxing against the wall behind him to enjoy it.
"Alex, when Tom and I met, almost two weeks ago, I was a waitress in a twenty-four-hour diner in Vail. I guess you could say we met through friends. My cousin was trying to, well-let's just be honest here-bang Tom's friend Van. She was a waitress too."
"Fine," he said tersely. "Have a laugh at my expense."
"I'm not having a laugh. I'm from Romero, Colorado. You've never heard of it. The extent of my education is some night classes at Colorado Mountain College. You've never heard of it either. We have no mutual friends. And I certainly didn't go to Princeton."
"Well," said Alex, and Tom imagined him fumbling now because there was no way to mistake the sincerity in Eleanora's voice. "I just . . . I assumed . . ."
"Alex? Can I give you some advice?"
"Well, I . . . I guess so."
"Don't assume. It makes an ass out of you and me," she said, and Tom had to bite his lip to squelch a guffaw of laughter. Poor Alex Gordon. "The reason I married Tom English, the reason I fell in love with him, and the reason I will stay faithfully married to him until the day I die, despite our age difference and our wildly dissimilar backgrounds, is this: Tom saw beyond a waitress uniform. Tom didn't give a, forgive me, shit about my lack of connections, and my crappy, incomplete education was never a blip on his radar. He treated me with respect from the start. And though I'm sure he noticed my ass, he touched my heart. And he was the first man . . ." She laughed softly, and Tom wondered what was coming next. ". . . who didn't treat me like meat."
He got the joke and laughed silently to himself.
"In short, Alex," she finished, "he wasn't a jerk."
"I never said he was," Alex rallied back defensively. "Tom's a fine-"
She continued as if he hadn't spoken. "Don't be a jerk, Alex. You're what? Twenty? Twenty-one?"
"Twenty-one," he confirmed, his voice strained. "Almost."
"Almost twenty-one," she repeated gently, and Tom imagined her smiling at Alex Gordon, showing him a little mercy. "You still have time to learn how to stop being a jerk before it's too late. Don't squander it, huh?"
"I think I'll go back in and join the others," said Alex, his voice low and embarrassed.
"That's fine. But to answer your question? I say no, Alex. Thank you for asking, but I'm happily married to my husband, so no, I'm not interested in leaving him here and going off with you."
Tom heard her heels move on the hardwood floor, and she rounded the corner, standing before him in the dim hallway, her eyes widening in surprise to find him suddenly in front of her.
"Tom," she whispered.
"You're fucking amazing," he murmured, grabbing her arm and pulling her against his chest.