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His thumb runs along my knuckles. "There's nothing to talk about."

"Do I need to do some cuddle therapy here?"

His eyes meet mine, and I see the weariness in them. He clearly thought  he'd hidden his feelings well and good. It makes me smile, sadly.

"I know you, sunshine. We might as well be on a plane right now." I squeeze his fingers. "You are not all right."

With a sigh, he rests against the headboard. His throat moves on a swallow. "I hate doctors."

"Dr. Stern is very nice."         

     



 

"No," he shakes his head. "Not in that way. Bugger … I didn't get myself  checked out because I hate seeing a doctor." Blue eyes filled with pain  meet mine. "My mum …  She was fatigued, always sleeping. Fainting spells."

I go ice cold. "You think you might … "

I don't say the words. I can't. I will not give them credence. But I crawl into bed and wrap myself around him.

He leans into my touch. "I fear it. I always have."

I see the effort it takes for him to admit that, and I snuggle in  closer. He wraps an arm around my shoulders and squeezes back, his lips  pressing to the top of my head.

"Do the tests, Gabriel." When he tenses, I push on. "It worries you, and  that makes everything worse. Do them and get that fear out of the way."

He doesn't say a word, just breathes against my hair, his hand clutching my shoulder.

I raise my head. "If it were me, what would you say?"

"To take the bloody tests," he grumbles.

I kiss his lips. "I will not leave you. Ever."

He must see the determination in my eyes, because he gives a short nod.

When we call in Dr. Stern and tell her his concerns, she calls the nearby hospital and sets up a few tests.







It takes two days for the results to come back. Two days of Gabriel  stomping around like a snarling bear to hide the fact that he's  terrified. Two days of me distracting him with sex and holding him tight  when he sleeps to hide that I'm terrified.

Nothing gets done, despite Gabriel's insistence that everyone go about  their business. At the moment, he is the top priority, whether he likes  it or not.

On the day the doctor is supposed to call, I outright give up trying to  pretend I'm okay. I don't bother getting out of my PJs but sit in a  chair and flip through a magazine, seeing absolutely nothing.

Somehow Brenna, Rye, Jax, Killian, and Libby find ways to be near him  too. They've all ended up in our suite sitting around as well. It's as  if we're all waiting, circling our wagons. And oddly, Gabriel doesn't  send anyone away. He might not admit it, but he needs his friends.

Silence settles over us so thickly it's choking.

When Gabriel's cell finally rings, I think we all jump out of our skin a  little. I stop breathing all together for a moment. I can't move.  Gabriel answers, his voice low. And when I can't hear what's being said,  I go to him, take his cold hand in mine. My heart pounds so loudly, I  hear it reverberating in my ears.

A tremor goes through him, and his hand jerks. My breath hitches.

When he hangs up, everyone stares at him. The silence grows, and then he finally speaks. "All clear."

I sob and throw myself into his arms. Around us, the guys and Brenna are  talking, laughing-I'm not even sure. There's only Gabriel for me at the  moment, the sound of his pounding heart, the faint dampness of his  shirt, and the scent of his cologne mixed with the sweat of his body.

He holds me so tightly, my ribs ache. But the hug is over soon, and he  sets me away and stalks over to the window. He doesn't fool me. I see  the sheen of sweat on his brow and the way his hand trembles before he  tucks it into his pocket.

Jax speaks up first. "That settles it, then. You're taking a vacation."

Gabriel doesn't bother looking our way. "No."

"Ah, yeah you are," Killian snaps. "And if you say no again, I swear  I'll clock you one. I don't care if you can kick my ass or not."

Gabriel snorts and turns to face us, his cold mask firmly back in place. "I do not need-"

"Stern literally said you need a vacation, Scottie," Whip cuts in, looking pissed. "So stop messing around."

All the signs of an imminent blow up are rising in Gabriel: eyes going  icy, cheeks flushing, nostrils flaring. But his voice remains calm.  "There's too much to do."

"Jules can handle it." Brenna gives a firm nod. "You told me yourself  she's getting on well. And everything is set, so all she needs to do is  steer the boat, so to speak."

His eyes narrow. "Yes, thank you for that observation, Brenna."

"You're welcome."

With a huff, he tugs at his cuffs. "Go on holiday. It's absurd. Where would I even go?"

Rye laughs without humor. "You're in Italy, for fuck's sake. Laze around, eat good food, drink wine, fuck-"

"Do not finish that statement, Ryland." Gabriel's stare is suppressive.

Rye shrugs. "You get my point."

"I think it's a great idea." I pipe up.         

     



 

Oh, but Gabriel looks at me as though I'm the worst traitor. I move  closer and put my hand on his forearm. It's like rock beneath his  jacket. "Come on, sunshine. You've got the all clear. Let's celebrate  life, laze around like Rye suggests, and … " I grin wide. "Eat. We'll hole  up in the room, just you and me."

"Nah." Jax shakes his head. "He'll find a way to slink off and work."

Whip nods. "Truth."

"See?" Gabriel gestures toward them. "It is agreed."

"Go to your villa," Killian says, firmly.

"You have a villa?" I picture wineries and rolling Tuscan hills.

Gabriel's jaw bunches. "On the coast. In Positano." He glares at Killian. "But it's all closed up."

"You can have it aired out with a call. Come on, man, try a little harder with your protests."

"Arse."

"It must be beautiful," I say. With Gabriel's sense of style, it's probably perfect.

"We wouldn't know," Rye says with a dramatic sigh. "He never invites us anywhere."

"Because I work, you git."

Rye waggles his brows. "I bet you'd take Sophie."

If looks could kill. "Sophie has to work too."

Hurt makes my voice small. "You don't want me to see your villa?"

Gabriel's brows lift. "What? No. My home is your home, Sophie. I thought you knew that much."

I smile at the tender reproach in his voice.

"Or take her to one of your other houses," Jax puts in.

"How many houses do you have," I ask, because, really?

Gabriel glances away. "Five."

Every time I feel I've finally got to know all there is about this man, he surprises me with more. "Where?"

With a long-suffering sigh, he answers. "The flat in New York. The townhouse in London. A flat in Paris."

"The lodge in St. Moritz," Brenna adds.

"The villa in Positano," Rye reminds us.

Gabriel's gaze darts around, glaring, as if he can't figure out how to  stop them all from speaking but is dearly wishing he could.

"And didn't you buy a place in Ireland last year?" Jax asks.

"Right," Killian snaps his fingers. "That little cottage in County Clare."

"Near my place," Whip says with a grin. "By the Cliffs of Insanity."

"They are the Cliffs of Moher," Gabriel says with a grimace. "Christ, you're half Irish. Know your country."

"Dude, whatever, the Cliffs of Insanity sounds way cooler."

"So that's six homes," says Libby, who has been quiet this whole time.

"Great gravy," I mutter. I rent my place, and it is literally the size of a walk-in closet.

The difference between our stations is staggering, and yet I can't see him as anything other than mine.

Gabriel ducks his head and shrugs. "Property makes for a good investment."

Jax saunters over and puts an arm around my shoulders. "Sophie girl, you  don't know the half of it. Scottie is a genius with money. Our boy here  is solely responsible for all of us being obscenely rich, as opposed to  mostly rich. Seriously, stick with him."

I roll my eyes. "I'd stick with him if he was a pauper."

Gabriel looks up and a quiet smile softens the hard edges of his  expression. I return it, my heart beating a little faster. Relief that  he isn't terminally ill weakens my knees, and the lump has returned to  my throat.

I will stay by his side in sickness, in health, the whole deal. Yet I'm  so very glad that he's safe, my voice comes out thick and husky. "Given  that Positano is the only place we wouldn't have to fly to, I vote we go  there."

His eyes search mine for a long moment. "Do you truly want to go?"

I could give him a hard time about trying to pawn this off as doing me a  favor, but there's something to be said for picking your battles. So I  nod and give him the puppy eyes.

"Do this for me? Please, sunshine?"

He sighs, and his shoulders lower from their defensive stance. "All right, chatty girl. You win."