“I don’t want to hurt you baby.”
“You won’t, just love me.”
I eased the last few inches up inside her and clasped her hips to control her movements. With her nipple in my mouth and her pussy clenched tight around my cock, she rode me nice and slow. I let her keep that pace for as long as I could until the day caught up with me.
I tried to leash myself I really did, but there was no hope for it. There was a storm brewing inside me and Lily was about to reap the whirlwind.
“Hang on baby.” I turned her onto her back and drove into her, stopping short at her wild scream. “You hurt?”
“Uh-uh.” She pulled me back down to her and fucked up at me even as I slammed into her over and over.
Halfway between fucking her into the bed and trying to pull my thrusts, I realized she was soothing me with long strokes of her hands up and down my back. It was then I realized I had totally lost it. I had her practically pinned against the headboard and her legs were stretched at an odd angle. She was wide open and my cock looked like it was tearing her in two as I watched it go in and out of her.
“Fuck Lily I can’t stop, I need this.” I pounded out all my frustration and anger on her poor pussy, and all the while she encouraged me with her body and her words. When I’d fucked myself to exhaustion but still hadn’t cum, she once again turned me to my back and took over.
She pulled my hands up onto her sides where our son was doing cartwheels. “Feel.” I looked up at her beauty and was hit by a love so profound it defied words. Then and only then was I able to spill my seed inside her warmth.
Chapter 21
I sat up most of the night while she tossed and turned in my arms. I had the need for a cigarette and I don’t fucking smoke, so that’ll tell you what kind of state I was in. I dozed off in the wee hours only to jump back up again when I hear my little girl calling for me in my dreams.
I rolled out of bed at the crack of dawn and she awakened at the movement. One look at her face told me it had all come crashing back and whatever relief she’d gained in the few hours of sleep was now gone.
I wasn’t surprised to hear my boys gathering outside, I wouldn’t be at all surprised either to find that they’d bedded down on my lawn the night before. “I have to get up and get going baby.” With a quick kiss on her lips and a gentle rub of her tummy I headed for a quick shower.
She had coffee ready when I came down and I could tell from her puffy eyes that she’d been crying. She broke as soon as I rinsed my cup and put it on the drain. I was moving on autopilot, I had no idea what the fuck I was doing.
“Shh, come here baby.” I pulled her in and held her close. “I’m gonna need you to be real strong now baby. This is one of those times when your man is gonna be as close to being a dick as he can possibly get. I won’t have any time for you or anything else right now. My sole focus is gonna be on my kid. It’s also gonna prove who we are together as a team, because I’m gonna need you to have my fucking back. This is not just my kid this is our kid that’s in danger. She’s a part of me, she’s mine, as you’re mine, the three of us are a unit. Are you getting what I’m saying?”
“Yes.” Her voice broke and tore at my fucking heart. I wish I could howl at the fucking moon myself but there was no time for that, I had shit to do. Shit that called for me to be stone cold. But as much as my mind and heart was with my baby girl, I knew my woman was hurting now too, so I had to give her something.
“Come on baby don’t be scared, don’t cry. I’m gonna get our girl back. You just prepare our home for when I bring her home because she’s not going anywhere after this. She’s with us from now on okay.”
She nodded her head against my chest as I squeezed her and kissed her hair. “I love you baby, now be my big girl and go clean up while I get moving.” She held onto me for a minute longer and I could feel the wild beating of her heart. I knew her fear was twofold; she was afraid that Holly or myself might be hurt. But she was also afraid of what I would do once I caught up to this fuck. The jury was still out on that one.
I heard the roar of engines outside as what sounded like the rest of my boys pulling into the driveway, horns blasting. I went from lover and concerned dad to terminator in a hot second. There was only one way to go into battle and this might just be the most important battle of my fucking life. With one last kiss on her lips I walked out the door. I didn’t look back; her soft sobs would only make this shit harder than it already was. I know she was trying to be brave but the fear was plain in her eyes and I couldn’t handle that right now.