"I should be doing that. You called for maid service and I answered." Audra dragged her feet toward the kitchen, but Jay got there first.
"I didn't call you to clean or serve. I called you to come have a drink with me. Now, what's your poison? There's no champagne here, but there is some of that mango beer you like."
"I really shouldn't."
"Yeah, you really should. There's about as much alcohol in one of these as a light beer or a midstrength. I think there might be a couple of cans of soft drink, if you want." Jay noticed Audra's wrinkled nose. "Mango beer it is, then."
Audra grudgingly accepted the opened bottle from him and sipped the frothing sweetness. What she'd give to be able to afford one of these every night. Maybe next year, when she got her weather station posting. If she got it. Shit, with the luck she'd had today, maybe they'd lost her application. That didn't bear thinking about. She needed to think about something else entirely. Work. Jay. Sharks. No, not sharks. Shit, the whole lot made her head hurt. Didn't alcohol help dull pain? She should just drink the beer and let him talk.
"So what made a rock star choose to buy a hotel? And this one, of all places?" she asked carefully, keeping her eyes on her beer as she took another sip. If she focussed on her drink, she wouldn't smash the bottle in his face like he deserved.
Jay grinned. "Oh, that's easy. I bought this place because of you."
Audra choked.
FORTY-NINE
"Here, some ice for that eye." Jay crossed the room and pressed the ice-filled tea-towel to her face. Before Audra could stop him, his other hand reached around the back of her head and touched the tender spot where Penny had tried to bash her head in.
Audra let out a wordless cry as the pain blinded her.
Jay pulled back, taking the ice with him. "Fuck, I'm sorry. She really did a number on you, didn't she? Here, lie on the couch and put this under your head."
Audra tried to stifle a sob as she let Jay help her. Alarm bells screamed in her head, but she hurt too much to react to them. She forced her eyes open, fixing her gaze on Jay's tear-blurred face. Was this when he tried to take advantage of her?
Apparently not, because he returned to the kitchen. A minute later, he was back with a second icy tea-towel. Audra accepted it gratefully and set it to soothing her eye.
Jay retreated to a seat out of her line of sight. "It's funny. My sister and I came here to view the place with the intention of buying it, but she said she didn't want to. I stay here for a couple of weeks, and buy the damn thing myself. I'll have to sell my place at Surfer's on the Gold Coast, I think. Either that or my place in Sydney, but I want to hold on to the Sydney one, just in case I don't retire. Depends, really. I heard this tour's concerts are almost all sold out already, which means they'll pay well. Maybe I can keep the Gold Coast apartment. Get a tenant in there or something. Don't know..."
Audra's attention drifted as Jay talked about money and investments the likes of which she could only dream about. Buying a whole island? Owning multiple houses that no one lived in? She couldn't even manage to hold on to her own car. But she couldn't afford to lose it – even if it did cost all her savings to make it roadworthy again. If she didn't get the job up here or if the Bureau of Meteorology turned her down again, she'd need a car to get places. No public transport served her parents' area – too dangerous. Not to mention dangerous for her if she came home after dark, which she would if she had to go back to waitressing. Damn Ben and Leon.
"Is your head hurting too much? Want me to shut up?"
"What?" Audra lifted her head so she could see Jay. "No, it's all right. I just...it's been a really bad day." She flopped back down on the ice pack with a moan of relief.
"I could improve it for you." Jay shifted so he stood above her, grinning. His voice took on the underwear-melting tone that shouldn't have worked on her, but it did. "Make you forget everything else except one perfect moment."
She squinted at him. "This is about sex again, isn't it? So much for promising to keep your pants on." Audra took a deep breath, and for what felt like the hundredth time, began, "I'll lose my job if I – "
His finger touched her lips. "Sleep with a guest? Yeah, but I'm not a guest any more. More like the landlord of this place. And even if I wasn't, no one will ever know. There's only us out here."
"My wristband's recording every word you say, Jay."
Jay laughed softly. "Not tonight. Where I've hidden it, it won't hear a thing. Does anyone know you're here?"
"The night porter does."
"Do you think the night porter will hear you scream from the other side of the lagoon?"
Audra was done playing. This was getting way too creepy. "Yeah, he will. I'll make sure of it. You're freaking me out here, Jay. I'm not one of your fangirls and I don't want to sleep with you. I took a hell of a beating today and I hurt. So I'm going back to bed now. I'll send someone out here to clean your villa in the morning." She winced as she stood up. "Thanks for the beer and the first aid and the Shakespeare, even if it was on the wall. It's been surreal."
"Fuck, Audra. Why do you always take what I say the wrong way? If a rock star makes you scream, it's a good thing. 'Cause you're enjoying yourself?" His eyes seemed to beg her to understand. "No one's ever seduced you properly, have they? Fine. I want you to ride my tongue, Audra. I want to thrust my fingers into your pussy and make you come so I can taste it. And when you do, I want to hear you scream. For joy. Pleasure. What do the blokes in your romance books say? I want to taste you. Well, I do."
Audra managed a shaky laugh. "Sex isn't like in books, Jay. The only time girls scream is if they're faking it like Penny or if it's rape. Real sex? A bit of grunting, a lot of mess and that's about it. Life isn't a romance novel and no one comes twice in a night." Not even once, most times.
"Rock star sex is all that and more, Audra. Twice?" Jay stepped closer, close enough to kiss. Even his eyes seemed to draw her in. "I'll make you lose count before I even take off my pants. We'll still be going at dawn. Trust me, Audra. I'll make your body sing better than I can."
Her knickers weren't just melting – she was afraid they were going to burst into flame. If she didn't take them off first. Every word seemed to warm her insides like melted chocolate. A tiny voice inside told her he was seducing her. Of course he was. And she wanted him to, damn it. "Jay," she breathed.
His eyes seemed to glow. "I bought this place so that you'd be free to make your own choices. Not constrained by someone else's stupid rules. Free to do what you want. I know what I want. Do you?"
Hell yes. She threw her arms around his neck and kissed him, feeling his hands slide around her back to pull her closer. Only then did he open his mouth, enticing her tongue inside. Like the big bad wolf in a fairy tale, or was it some sort of pig? She didn't care. His tongue caressed hers, an erotic dance that more than hinted at what he wanted to do later. No, not later. Now. He was hard and ready, all she'd have to do is reach down, unzip his pants and...
No. Then it'd be over in five minutes. He'd talked about dawn and that was hours away. Time to call his bluff.
"I want you to make me scream for joy," she ventured, feeling ridiculous.
"You will." He kissed her throat, his lips lingering for just a moment. "And...fuck. Everything's in the other villa." He closed his eyes, as if in pain. From the look of his straining pants zipper, he probably was. "I'll be right back. Please, don't go anywhere."
When he let her go, Audra's knees folded and she barely made it back to the couch. Not that she cared. Jay would be back soon and there'd be no space for anything in her head but him.
FIFTY
Cold fear settled into her heart as Audra waited alone in Pinctada, and it wasn't just from the ice numbing her hurts. Giving in to Jay was a mistake which could cost her everything she'd worked for. She'd lose her job, just like Penny. Shit, sleeping with him made her no better than Penny. And he'd already fucked Penny. He only said he'd bought the hotel – he could be lying to get her to sleep with him. If he was lying about that, then he was probably lying about his prowess, too. He'd turn out to be like the only other boy she'd been with, just a quick fumble in the dark in less time than it took to stuff him into a condom. Oral sex was a fantasy only found in books. No man she'd ever met wanted his mouth anywhere near a girl's lady parts. Jay wouldn't, either. He was as full of shit as any other man.
She needed to get her ID and head back to bed. Alone. Now, where had Jay hidden it? It wouldn't hear them, he'd said, which meant under or inside something. Shit...what if he'd stuffed it between the couch cushions? It would have recorded everything.
Audra ripped the cushions off the modular sofa, sweeping them all onto the floor, but there was no sign of her ID. She ducked down to check under the couch, but it wasn't there, either.
Jay's laugh echoed off the tiles as he entered the house. "Look all you like, but you won't find it there. Are you trying to trash this place like I did next door? Go ahead." He set the heart-shaped box on the bench. "You said you put this in my bedroom for romancing my guest. The only woman I want to romance is you, so I hope you picked the ones you like. There sure are a lot of them." He flipped open the lid and pulled out a strip of foil packets. "Studded for those who like it rough. Ribbed for extra pleasure. Chocolate for extra sweetness..."