Love's Taming(63)

At that, she burst into laughter. “You’d take all of us?”

Shane looked the floor of the tiny apartment, where his dog and her three cats were all angling for the best sun-spot on the carpet. “Babe, I’ll start looking tomorrow.”

She maneuvered over to straddle his lap, her laughter slowing to a sly grin.

Raising his eyebrow, he asked, “You got somethin’ on your mind, sunshine?” sliding his arms around her back.

“Maaaaybe,” she replied, rolling her eyes to the ceiling as though having to think about her answer.

His hands found their way to the bottom of her shirt and he began to slowly slide them upwards, dragging the material with them higher and higher until he had to lift it over her breasts.

Feeling adventurous, she unsnapped her bra and flung it to the floor as well. Then she slid her hands to her breasts, cupping them, pushing them together as though to present them to him for his attention. “Need a snack?” she asked seductively.

Growling his response he leaned forward latching onto one nipple while his other hand began to massage the other breast. Sucking deeply, he moved his mouth from one nipple to the other, hearing her moans echoing in his ears. Sliding his teeth to the pointed nub, he nipped, then lapped with his tongue to soothe the sting. His cock was painfully pressing on his jean’s zipper, but he wanted to make this last.

“Babe, gotta take this to the bedroom,” he said while trying to stand up.

Moaning, “Why?” was the only response she could think of.

“Too much company,” he said against her breast, still sucking between words. With that, he stood up quickly as she wrapped her legs around his waist. Stalking to the bedroom he lay her down but before he could make a move she scampered off the bed.

She quickly divested him of his clothes as well as her pants and panties. She slid down on her knees surprising him when she took his swollen cock deep into her mouth.

“Oh Jesus, fuck,” he moaned, placing his hands in her hair, trying not to grab her head and face fuck her. He threw his head back against the wall and felt his world tilt. How many woman had he let suck him off, especially in the last couple of years where that was preferable to stickin’ his dick somewhere nasty, even with a condom. For an instant, he was back there – in the dark, dirty rooms that the gang used to hole up in, waiting on orders. The women would circle around the men, sucking them off or fucking them in a corner. No privacy. No way to avoid that shit if your life depended on fitting in.

Coming back to reality, he looked down at his woman, on her knees as though she were worshipping his body. Her eyes were looking up at him strangely and she slowly slid her mouth off of his aching cock.

Running her tongue over her lips she stared up at him, knowing that his mind was not with her. Maybe I’m not doing this right. Maybe he doesn’t like it.

“Are you okay?” she asked tentatively, insecurity stealing over her.

Shane looked down as the doubt crossed her expression. Fuck. How do I fix this? “Baby, you’re fine. I just…I didn’t…”

“If I’m not doing it right, just tell me. I’ll try to do better,” she said, trying to fight back the tears that threatened.

He dropped to his knees in front of her, gathering her up in his arms. “Oh baby, you were doin’ everything right. It was perfect. You’re perfect. I’m so fuckin’ sorry I made you feel that way.”

Biting her lip in uncertainty, she asked, “So what happened?”

Shaking his head, he pulled her tight against his body, relishing the feel of her flesh next to his. One large hand cupped the back of her head as he cradled her closely. “I just sometimes have…flashbacks.”

He felt her stiffen immediately. Oh fuck.

“Flashbacks?” She pulled back to stare into his face. “Flashback like your nightmares? What kind of flashbacks?”

He was silent as his eyes implored her to just move on.

Her eyes widened in understanding as she jerked to a standing position. “Oh my God. You mean you were remembering others doing…on their knees…doing…oh my God,” she said, turning from him with her hand clasped over her mouth.

“Baby,” he began.

“No, no, don’t baby me,” she said with tears in her eyes. “I knew there were other women, you told me about it. I just had no idea that you thought of them when we were…oh my God.” With that, she grabbed her panties off the floor, pulling them up.

Shane, desperate to stop her actions grabbed her arms, holding her firmly without hurting her. “Baby don’t do this. I was not thinkin’ of other women. Yes, my mind flashed back to a darker time, but there has never been anyone who has had my heart.”