I stood up before Brooks could come at him with anything else. “No! I’m not marrying you. I can’t. I don’t love you like you need me to. I’ve never loved you like I love him, and you’ve always known it, haven’t you? Why did you tell me he never wanted me? How could you do that to your own brother, and to me?”
Branch stood up and got close to me. I knew Brooks was ready to pounce again, so I held up my finger to keep him from making a move. “Are you really going to bring up shit from when we were teenagers to justify you fucking my brother the night before our wedding? I should have known you’d whore yourself out to him. You always did want things that were beneath you.”
I slapped him as hard as I could across the face. “Get out! Get out of my face!”
He grabbed my arms and Brooks had finally had enough. He placed his hand on Branch’s back. “Let go of her, Branch.”
“Screw you.” He looked from me to Brooks. “You two make me sick. If I never see you again it will be too soon. Get your shit out of my apartment before I get home, Katy. After I’m done telling my parents about the two of you, I’ll be the only child that this family has. You just ruined your lives. I hope that pussy was worth it.”
Brooks hit him so hard Branch fell to the ground. Then he picked him up and threw him out of his room. When the door was shut, he turned to see me falling back down on the floor, unable to breathe. I was having another attack, and this time it was because I knew we’d ruined our happy lives.
It wasn’t about me, but more about Brooks losing more respect from his parents when he’d done nothing but love me.
In that moment I knew what I had to do and neither of us were going to like it.
Chapter 12
I started pulling my dress down over my head, before Brooks could say anything. He approached me with a worried look. “What are you doing? You don’t have to leave. We can do this together. Did you think I’d expect you to face them by yourself?”
“I need to get my bag out of my room, before they all come looking to kill me. I’ll be right back, I promise. You don’t have to worry.”
He grabbed my arm as I began to reach for the door handle. “Kat, you are going to come back so we can talk, right? You’re not just saying you are?”
I gave him a look, as if he was crazy for thinking it. “Of course. Stop worrying. I’ll be right back.”
He leaned down and kissed me passionately, like we had all of the time in the world. I savored it, knowing I wouldn’t be back. This was our last kiss, and I had to remember it forever. His love radiated through me and I couldn’t help but start to cry. He had my heart and I wanted him to always remember that. Without it he wouldn’t be able to move on and I wanted him to be happy, even if it would take him a while to open up again.
I’d ruined our happy family and the only way to make amends was to leave. Without me in the picture they could work on forgiveness. My love had destroyed the three of us and I couldn’t live with myself knowing it.
When I finally pulled away, he wiped the tears off of my cheeks. “Hurry back to me. We’ve got forever to spend together.”
Those words were going to haunt me for the rest of my life.
I was a bawling mess by the time the elevator doors closed. When I reached my room I rushed in, finding Melissa standing there trying to call someone. She threw her phone on the bed. “Where have you been? I called Branch looking for you and he cussed me out. What the hell is going on, Katy? I thought you spent the night with him? Where were you? What is going on?”
I started throwing all of my things in my suitcase. “I can’t talk about it right now.”
“You need to be downstairs for pictures in two hours and you look like death. What is going on? I’m your friend. You can talk to me. Just tell me what happened. Are you two fighting?”
I looked right at her with the most serious face. “I spent the night with Brooks. You know, the guy who shut you down last night? He did it because he wanted me. He’s wanted me since we were little kids. As much as you’re probably judging me in your head right now, I’m already judging myself.” I shook my head and zipped up the luggage. “Look, I don’t have time to explain the details, and I don’t expect you to even consider me a friend again. There’s so much more to the story than you could ever know, and I feel like if I had the time to explain you’d understand. I just can’t talk about it, right now. I’ve got to get out of here.”
She stood there, stunned and speechless.
I pushed her to the side to get my bags near the door. I was running out of time. At any moment Branch was going to come after me. He’d probably already told his parents, who were equally devastated. The thought of that made bile rise to my throat. I could feel my body getting dizzy and my chest felt tight. My anxiety was through the roof and I had to disappear before it could get even worse.