Lost Love (Cowboys and Angels #1)(58)

When he buried his face into my neck, I wrapped my arms around him. “Baby, I’m so sorry,” he whispered.

I closed my eyes and let the feel of his finger moving take everything away.

“More,” I said in a needy voice. I didn’t care how it sounded. If I had the guts I would have told him to fuck me right here.

Steed slipped another finger in and hissed. “So fucking tight.”

Oh God, it felt so good. My mind started to wonder. What was his sex life like with Kim? Did he enjoy being with her? Was it meaningless sex or did they connect? I couldn’t help myself. I needed to know.

“How long has it been for you?” I asked with nothing but fear laced in my words. Steed stopped finger fucking me and drew his head back.

“A little over six years.”

My heart dropped. “What?”

“The night we conceived Chloe was the last time I had sex with Kim. It was our…our wedding night.”

His words both made me happy and hurt like hell. Knowing he had married another woman still hurt, no matter what the reasons were behind it all. But then, knowing he never had sex with her after that made my wounded heart feel a bit better. Their connection wasn’t real. Nothing about their relationship was real except for sweet Chloe.

His soft lips ran over the edge of my jaw. His hot breath caused my heart to beat even faster. “It’s always been you, Pax. Always you.”

My hand gripped the back of his neck, pulling his mouth to mine. Our kiss was hungry…almost frantic. Steed’s fingers moved again, building up my body to what I was sure was going to be the most explosive orgasm ever.

My hips rocked against his hand. Shit. I needed more.

I gripped his shirt, our tongues dancing erotically against each other. I broke the kiss long enough to pant out, “More.” Steed pushed another finger in. The slight burn caught me off guard. I tensed, and he stopped.

“Don’t stop!” I cried out.

“Jesus, Paxton. I need to fuck you.”

His mouth was back on mine while his fingers worked me into a frenzy. Thrusting my hips faster I moaned into his mouth. My release building and building to the point where I needed to come.

My orgasm hit me so fast and hard it took my breath away. I choked out Steed’s name. “Steed! Oh God!”

“That’s it, baby. Fuck, I can feel you coming.”

When they say it felt so good your eyes rolled to the back of your head…yeah. I was seeing freaking stars. A haze filled my head as my body trembled with nothing but pure pleasure.

If his fingers could do this to me, what would his mouth feel like? Or him inside me?

Another wave hit me just thinking about—

“Oh God! Steed, I’m coming again.”

“Goddamn it, Paxton,” Steed said, his voice so low and deep I knew he wanted the same thing as me.

“Need you. Steed, I need you inside of me. Please. Please…fuck me!”

It was right then that Allure decided she’d had enough. She starting to walk off. My jeans were around my ankles, and Steed was totally in a daze from me begging him to fuck me. I’d let my lust-filled mind speak for me, and it was clear Steed had not prepared himself for that. He let go of me while he stared.

“Steed!” I cried out as I stumbled back. It took him a few seconds to realize I was going down.

“Paxton!” I grabbed his T-shirt, and we both went down. With a loud thump we looked at each other and started laughing.

“Oh my God! I’m in the middle of the pasture half-naked!”

Laughing, Steed shook his head and gazed into my eyes. His beaming face faded. Our gaze deepened, and I didn’t want to tell him the grass was itching the hell out of my ass. The moment was too beautiful.

“I’ve missed you so damn much,” he said. “I want you to know that. There wasn’t a single day that went by where I didn’t think about you.”

“I wish you would have come back.”

His eyes closed, and he buried his face into my neck. “So do I.”

Steed laid over me with his face pressed against my skin. I had no idea how long we had been laying there. “Steed. The horses?”

“They’re fine.”

“Well, um, my ass is itching so bad.”

Lifting his head, that sexy crooked smile of his appeared. I could barely see his dimples through the scruff on his face. My stomach fluttered from the way he looked at me.

“Then we better get you up.”

I giggled. “Please.”

He stood, then picked me up like I weighed nothing. Bending, he lifted my panties up followed by my jeans. Watching him do something as simple as that had my libido kicked into overdrive. Again.

He buttoned my jeans. God, he was handsome as hell. I swear he got more handsome as the years passed. Chewing on my lip, I felt my cheeks heat.