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By:Colleen Hoover


            I text him back immediately.

            Good idea. Stay put. Be there in thirty.

            I slide the phone back in my pocket, but it sounds off again with an incoming text.

            Holder?

            I shake my head and shoot a text back that says, Yeah? He replies immediately.

            Oh, good. Just mak’n sure it was u, man.

            Jeez. He’s more than just drunk.

            I stand up and take the book out of her hands, then set it on the nightstand and mark the page she stopped at so I’ll have an excuse to come back over here tomorrow. I walk to the kitchen and spend the next ten minutes cleaning up her mess. I swear you would think she harbored resentment toward flour considering the amount I have to wipe up. After all the food is wrapped in Saran Wrap (minus the few cookies I might have swiped), I walk back to her bedroom, then sit down on the edge of her bed.

            She’s snoring.

            I love it.

            Shit. That’s four things already.

            I really need to leave.

            Before standing up to leave, I slowly lean forward, hesitating, not wanting to wake her. But I can’t leave here without a little preview. I continue inching toward her until my mouth grazes her lips, and I kiss her.





Chapter Thirteen-and-a-half



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Les,

            Sky, Sky, Sky, Sky, Sky, Sky, Sky, Sky, Sky.

            There. Get used to it, because I have a feeling she’s all I’m going to be talking about for a while. Oh, my God, Les. I can’t even explain to you how perfect this girl is. And when I say perfect, I mean imperfect, because there’s just so much wrong with her. But everything wrong with her is everything that draws me in and makes her perfect.

            She’s flat-out rude to me and I love it. She’s stubborn and I love it. She’s a smartass and she’s sarcastic and every witty thing that comes out of her mouth is like music to my ears because that’s exactly what I want. She’s what I need and I don’t want her to change at all. There’s not a single thing about her I would change.

            There is one thing about her that worries me, though, and that’s the fact that she seems to be a little emotionally detached. And as noticeable as it was when I saw her with Grayson, I don’t see that at all when she’s with me. I’m almost convinced she feels different about me, but I would be lying if I said I wasn’t worried that she wouldn’t feel anything if I kissed her. Because dammit, Les, I want to kiss her so fucking bad but I’m too scared. I’m scared if I kiss her too soon, it’ll feel like every other kiss she’s ever received. She’ll feel nothing.

            I don’t want her to feel nothing when I kiss her. I want her to feel everything.

            H





Chapter Fourteen

            What you want to do tonight?

            I read Daniel’s text and respond.

            Sorry. Plans.

            WTF, puss flap!? No! Me. You. Plans.

            Can’t. Pretty sure I have a date.

            Sky?

            Yep.

            Can I come?

            Nope.

            Can I be your date next Saturday, then?

            Sure, babe.

            Can’t wait, sugar.

            I laugh at Daniel’s text, then clear the screen and find Sky’s number. I haven’t heard from her since she fell asleep on me last night, so I’m not even sure if she wants me at her house tonight.