She is overjoyed. "That man … I keep telling him that there will be no other woman who will make him as happy as you, Lil. Every time I tell him that, he tells me to drop the subject, but I guess, it did get through to him. The way my son looks at you, he won't stop until he gets what he wants."
"I know," I whisper. I remember how relentless he can be and I clearly remember how he has been since I've succumbed to him. He's insatiable and I love every second of it. The man knows his way around a woman's body. I blush as I recall his antics.
Patricia and I go into the dining room and join the rest of the group. I greet Mom, Hugh and Colin. Colin is still pleasant and still looks the same since I last saw him. Which was ages ago. Patricia explains that I'm not feeling too well, but before I leave the dining room, I see her wickedly wink at me.
I meander back towards the hall and find Drake waiting for me at the stairs, leaning against the staircase. My body prickles when I get close to him. "Hi."
"Ready?" Drake asks.
I frown. "For what?"
Drake picks me up and takes me upstairs to his old bedroom. How he manages to get there without tripping, I will never know. Once we are next to his bed, he slowly puts me down and undresses me until I only have my bra and underwear on. He then puts me in his bed and covers me with the sheets.
"You might not be hungry, but I'm going to feed you anyway," Drake says as he takes a tray of food and places it on the side table. The smell of fresh sautéed shrimps, grilled steak and vegetables makes my mouth water. "Open your pretty little mouth, Lil."
I glare at him. "I can feed myself."
He shakes his head. "Nope, where's the fun in that? Let me take care of you, Babe."
Damn the man for being so sweet. I can't help but say ‘yes' every single time this side of him comes out.
So he feeds me until I'm full. Drake wants me to finish the entire raspberry topped crème brulee, but I'm way past my limit. "I can't … no more. You've already proved to be such a good nurse. I'm good." I grin at him.
Drake stands up and puts the tray aside after he carefully cleans my lips of any food residue. "What now?" I look at him, expectantly.
"What do you want to do? Do you want to rest? I can get you more pain meds if you need them." Drake sits on the bed and starts to stroke his fingers against mine.
Emboldened, I tell him, "I want your kisses. Can you make that happen?"
Drake jumps right on the bed and gets on top of me. "Thought you'd never ask," he murmurs before he kisses me with such affection, I hopelessly burn against him.
I run my fingers through his hair, playfully pulling it. Drake groans against my lips. "Relax and sit tight while my mouth devours you."
I yelp when Drake situates his head in between my core and bites into the flesh of my inner thigh. "You're too playful," I complain. I hear his light chuckle and feel his hot breath against my mound as he removes my panties.
"You have no idea … how playful I can be." My fingers clutch the sheets when his tongue pierces into my wet entrance. Those were the last words he spoke to me for an hour and half.
19
"Masie, this is Drake. He wanted to tag along. I hope you don't mind me bringing him without giving you a heads up." I look at my smiling, curious friend.
She might be smiling, but I know what she might be truly thinking behind the façade. She's probably freaking out and jumping for joy that I brought Drake here.
"Ah, I've heard a lot about you, Drake. Nice to finally meet you. When Lily said you were good-looking, I didn't realize she was lying. ‘Cause you're more than good looking." Masie greets him and Drake blushes from Masie's boldness.
"You asked for it. You did invite yourself to come along," I mutter next to him.
"Nice to meet you, Masie." Drake hands her a bottle of red wine before Masie leads us inside.
Masie doesn't hold back when she checks Drake's backside as he moves past her, then gives me a thumbs-up. I simply glare at her. "It's just us and a few of our close friends." Masie informs Drake.
I stop when I see Jared outside, laughing and drinking a beer.
Hell, am I being punished? Why are bad things happening to me? When it rains, it pours, they say. Now I know what that phrase truly means.
When Drake sees my expression, he follows to where my gaze has landed. He immediately tenses behind me. "Try to behave will you, Lil?" Drake asks me in a low tone, just loud enough for me to hear.
"Scared that I'll ditch you for another man?" I'm beyond amused. Drake is really possessive. He cusses and I just give him a bright smile.
"Don't worry, you can't be easily replaced."
Drake starts to thaw, just a tad. "You mean that, Lil?"
Always, Drake. "Yes, I do mean it."
When we go out to the backyard and join the rest of the party. Jared smiles when he sees me, but that smile turns into a frown once he spies Drake, who follows behind me.
Masie introduces Drake to the rest of her friends. Nick eyes Drake before he shakes hands with him. I'm guessing Nick instantly knows who he is, based on his reaction. "Welcome, Drake." Nick motions for Drake to take a seat and join them at the table. There are a dozen or so of their friends sitting around the table.
As the party goes on, Nick, David and Drake are engrossed in their talk about movies and special effects. I decide to go inside and help Masie out in the kitchen instead of trying to follow the guys' conversation. I hardly notice when Jared follows me in.
"Lily, can we talk?"
I clear my throat before I agree. Jared leads us to the living room for some privacy. Jared chooses to stand towards the very end of the room, away from where I am.
"The weeks you promised, I guess that's not valid any longer?" he asks accusingly.
"The other night, we sorted things out somehow. I want to give Drake another chance. I have to. I feel that I owe it to myself to know if it could really work or not. I meant to tell you," I plead to Jared. He looks like he can't believe what I'm telling him.
"I really like you, Lily. You must know that. I'm hurt, yeah. Although, I'm not going to lie and say I didn't see this one coming after leaving you the other night with him being so angry." Jared sits on the beige couch and huffs out a sigh. "Tell the guys that I'm going home. I need to clear my head for the day. I just got hit by a big blow. I need time to process this, if you don't mind." He suddenly stands up and walks towards where I stand, rooted on the spot.
I feel like the most wretched person for making this sweet guy miserable. There is no other way to go about it. I want Drake and I want to see where this can go. I'm done denying what my heart's been telling me since the day that he came back into my life.
Jared kisses my cheek. "I knew that this man owned your heart when I saw how you reacted to him. Follow where your heart leads you... and be happy. Take care, Lil."
"Thank you, Jared," I say with gratitude for his understanding.
He gives me a sad, shaky smile before leaving the living room and out of the house.
After a few minutes, Masie comes in and gathers me in her arms. "Don't feel too bad, Missy. I think we all know that your heart lies with Drake after all these years. Jared knew the score. Nick tried to warn him off, but he didn't listen."
Masie and I join the rest of party. When one of the guys asks where Jared went, she just shrugs, tells them that he had to sort something out and needed to leave immediately.
"Everything okay, Babe?" Drake whispers against my ear when I sit next to him. He sounds worried. I'm grateful that he didn't freak out when Jared followed me inside. Knowing how Drake is, he most likely saw it, but trusted me to take care of it and I did; I took care of it.
I brightly smile at him before I give him a quick kiss. "It is now."
His pauses and looks me over. "Yeah?"
"Yeah, Drake."
His pleased, beautiful smile does me in. "Thank you. That makes me so happy. I'll show you how happy I am tonight." Drake's eyes burn me up. I feel my cheeks grow hot and my vaginal muscles tighten.
Damn the man. He's getting me aroused right in front of my friends.
His shrewd eyes figure out what is going on with my body as he sees the changes in me. His eyes dilate as he stares at me. I'm surprised when he suddenly stands up and excuses us both. "I have to speak to Lily for a bit. Please excuse us."
Since they are busy talking about playing poker, they don't mind us leaving.
Drake quickly leads us upstairs and shoves me inside the bathroom where he locks us in. "I need to be inside you. Now!" He hisses against my ear as he positions me facing the mirror, against the sink. His hands take care of my jeans along with my underwear, pulling them down just past my knees.