Lilly's Torment(40)
He turned so his back was to her, but didn't move until she'd put her hand on his waistband again. Only then did he signal her forward. They moved slowly through the house. Every now and again, Ax would pause, tilt his head, and then continue onward. They found a door finally, thankfully. But he didn't head out right away. He pulled her close to him and pressed her back to the wall, his lips pressed to her ear. "I don't want to move until the others arrive, if we can help it. It's pretty exposed out there and we'd be sitting ducks."
Lilly nodded and wrapped herself around him as tightly as she could. Just holding him, being held by him was what she needed. "We wait, then." Her weapon was still up, her eyes still watching everything around them as she did so. "Swear to me when we get out of this we will bond so that you can keep me from being programmed or whatever it is again?" she whispered against his ear.
"Fucking right we will," he said quietly. He squeezed her closer and pressed a kiss on her jaw. "I almost couldn't find you. It was just the faintest of threads I found," he said with a sigh. He nipped at her jaw and then soothed the small sting with his tongue.
"Good," she whispered. "How long until they get here? Please tell me that it will be soon. I need to be with you both. Gods, I want to be with you both. I want to complete our bond. I want to stop this whole programming thing, and when we find who did this to me I'm going to damn well beat the shit out of them myself."
"Shh," he whispered. He looped his arm around her neck and pulled her in closer to him. "They are coming, I can feel Gavriel's energy. A few more minutes. Take a few deep breaths, Lil. We'll be getting out of here soon. But you still need to be focused here, right now. One mistake could cause you harm, and that I won't stand for."
She nodded and did as instructed. Focusing, she turned her attention back to the shadows, back to the danger that lurked there, determined to keep both herself and Artaxias safe. She would do this, she could do this. A few more minutes, her mind latched onto. A few more minutes.
He tensed suddenly. "They're here." Turning her around, he put her back to the wall. Digging in his pockets, he pulled out his new cell and sent off a text. "Gav and the others are coming in, slow sweep. We're to stay put until they clear the grounds and the rest of the house."
"Sounds good." She took in a deep breath and nodded. "We will do this. We will get to safety and then somehow, we will find them," she promised. Somehow, some way they would find whomever had tagged her, and they would punish them.
"We're going to break their tie with you and have them come to us, on our terms, on our turf. And we'll make them pay for all they've put you through. Period." He kissed her hard, a light scrape of his teeth telling her just how pissed off he was behind the calm facade.
"Good," she growled right back at him. "Because that's what I want as well. I want them to pay for what they did to me, to us. I need for them to pay for it. And I want the tie with you and Gav. Need it. So we need to hurry before I lose control and attack your beautiful ass right here."
Chuckling, she saw a small flash of his fangs. "You are rather saucy in dangerous situations, aren't you? I rather like it. But we do need to wait until we get home for what you have in mind, my dear. And I think you should have a nice long, hot shower first." His lips twitched slightly, but otherwise he told her that with a perfect straight expression.
"I think that sounds like a very, very good idea. I really and truly believe that we need to finish this up, get home as soon as possible, and yes, a shower is a good idea." She felt disgusting right now and wanted to be clean. "But not alone," she added. "I don't want to be alone for a very, very long time, please," she admitted to him softly. "Promise me that I won't be alone for a long time?"
"I would handcuff you to me if I didn't know for a fact you'd use it to your advantage at every turn. And some of us do have reputations to uphold. But yes, you will not be left alone for even a second until we catch these assholes. Nothing, and I do mean nothing, is going to happen to you again. We screwed up once, we won't do it again." He turned his head slowly, his body predator-still. "They're coming, gun up in the air, finger off the trigger." He moved his own to point at the ceiling and lifted his other hand into a surrender position.
Lilly did the same thing, weapon up in the air and coming out in a surrender pose. When she saw Gavriel exit the vehicle and come toward them, she didn't even hesitate. She raced to him and wrapped her arms around him and held onto him tightly.
"I've got you, darling." Gav hugged her tightly. She felt his entire body shudder when he buried his face in her neck. "You had me scared," he whispered softly, squeezing her closer. "I have never been that terrified in my entire life."
"I had me scared, too," she confessed but didn't lessen her hold on him. If anything, she tightened her hold on him. "I'm never letting you go," she whispered in confession. "Neither of you. I want us to bond tonight, as soon as we can, because I never want to be vulnerable like that again," she whispered with tears freely flowing from her eyes. "Can we go home, please?"
"Yeah, love, we can go home," he said, pressing kisses to her cheek. "The captain will understand, I'm sure. We'll just do the write-up tomorrow, early. Ensure he's kept happy so we can stay happy. Come on." He loosened his hold enough to turn slightly. Walking her toward the truck, he kept her tight at his side. "We'll get in and wait for Ax to join us, and then we're going home, locking the doors, and not coming out until after you are ours."
"Good," she whispered and nodded. "Because I refuse to leave before we have all three bonded. I refuse to leave before we are able to all have our forever. Our happiness and our well-being hinges on it. And I never, ever want to be taken again. I mean it."
"I know darling, I know," he said. Opening the passenger door, he urged her into the front seat of the SUV and slid in with her. Lifting her into his lap, he wrapped his arms around her. "I should have been there. If I hadn't been running late I'd have been there and this wouldn't have happened."
"No, it would have still happened," she whispered. "I might have hurt you if you had been with me," she whispered. "And that's not something that I ever would have been able to survive, if I had harmed you in any way at all."
"You wouldn't have," he said, his voice very confident. Pressing a kiss to her cheek, he let out a shuddering breath. "But we'll never know, I wasn't there and you never had to test yourself. It matters little now. We have you back, we will bond and we will break whatever this damned tie is to these freaks. No one takes you and gets away with it. No one hurts you and lives."
"I agree," she whispered and leaned into him. Sighing heavily, she rubbed her cheek to his chest. "I love you, Gav. I need you and Ax both in my life, for now and always. I'm never letting you go and you are never letting me go. We will break this bond, and then we will go for the sons of bitches that did this to us." Because it was to them, not just her.
Gavriel just nodded and hugged her to him again. The driver side door opened and Artaxias slid in. After starting the engine, he reached over to touch her hand and gave it a squeeze. He stared at her for a long moment before he got them moving.
Lilly found herself reaching out and touching Artaxias as they drove. She needed the connection to both men. She had to touch both of them, because they were hers and she was theirs. It simply was the way that it was. She didn't watch where they went, she simply rested her head on Gavriel's shoulder.
Gav's fingers stroked her arm, Ax's were tangled with hers and the silence was heavy in the cab of the SUV. It wasn't tension from what they'd left so much as what they were driving toward. She knew that both men were more than ready to be with her, tie their lives to hers, and the closer they got to the house, the more the sensation grew. Artaxias was throwing her looks, hot, heavy, and telling looks. Gavriel was starting to run his fingers over her thigh, higher each time and curling a little closer to her pussy with each stroke. Then they were at the house and getting out.