Mouth nearly dropping to the table Roni chokes, and clears her throat a few times. I laugh at her expression.
“I… I never thought she’d…”
“That she’d let me, let her, make love to my mouth?” I cut her off.
Still gaping wide-eyed, she nods repeatedly. “She did?”
“Yes, but she doesn’t know I’m the Suit Master, yet, or how I knew about lady. I know she wants me just as much as I want her. That’s how I knew when I threw myself in her way outside of Vino’s tonight, I could convince her, to let me take her home. I couldn’t not try, six years is a long time to want somebody, Roni, to dream about them. I took my chances and they paid off big time.”
“You didn’t force her did you?” Her stunned expression changes to one of hard protective concern and I growl at her.
“Don’t fuckin’ look at me that way. I love that woman. I would never force her into a God dammed thing. I’m not Brian. I will get her off a hundred times before I even let her touch me. She has to know this isn’t about me. It’s about her and her needs.”
“What about Emma? You want to sexually satisfy Lex, but what about Emma? That bond with that little girl satisfies more in her than you’ll ever know.”
Roni is hard and to the point and damn, I respect the hell out of her for that.
“I never expected Emma and Lex to meet this early. I didn’t want that. I wanted her to want me first, and then meet Emma, but shit happened and I can’t deny either one of my girls. Emma needs Lex. Her mother is a shitty one and Lex can, if she wants to, maybe fill that role. But only if she can accept me and us as a couple. I can’t put Emma through another heartbreak like me finally having to divorce her mother. Lex is it for me and has been for a long time. If she doesn’t choose me in the end, I will be lonely and stay single for the rest of my life.”
“You’re a love sick puppy.” She almost feels sorry for me, I can see it on her face.
“Yeah tell me about it! A horny one with the worst case of blue balls.” I grab my stomach.
She laughs. “Poor Gage, love sick puppy got a taste of a real woman.”
“Fuck off, Roni.” I bark playfully and we both break into a fit of laughter. I can see why Lex, and Roni are best friends. Roni’s one hell of a woman. Tomboy to the core, and perfect for Bob.
We chat a bit longer, mostly about Lex and how hard this might be for her to overcome. Especially when she finds out, I’m not only me but the Suit Master as well. She told him a lot of things I know she’d never have admitted to me. That might break her trust a bit, not that I blame her.
“Well, I think I’m heading to bed.” I stand, place my glass in the sink and wave Roni goodbye.
“Sleep in her room.”
I stop at the kitchen door and crinkle my brow. Sleep in her room?
“Come again?”
“There are blankets in the hall closet. Sleep on the floor in her room. This way when she wakes up and freaks out about what happened, you are there to talk her down. It’ll happen. She flipped out the morning after you kissed her. This is going to be the motherload of freakin’ the fuck out.”
“Thanks for the tip.”
Solemnly, I climb the stairs, hanging my head. She’s going to freak out. Why in the hell didn’t I think of that? Of course she will. Am I am idiot or what? It’s a damn good thing Roni and I are rooting for the same team. It’s a godsend she’s on my side. I couldn’t have done any of this without her help.
Chapter Nineteen
Sunday
Lex
Opening my eyes, the sun from my opened drapes fills my bedroom. What time is it?
Rolling onto my side, I freeze and look down. I’m in the white dress. I. Am. In. The. White. Dress!
Gage! He…he…oh my God… Oh my God… I came in his mouth… It happened didn’t it? … Oh my God!!
I screech aloud, flop back onto my back and slap my hand over my mouth. My eyes are wide with panic. Inhaling a deep calming breath to relax my sizzling nerves, I can still smell him. His scent and the smell of sex is surrounding me. No, my come, my arousal. I. Came. In. His. Mouth. He drank me down, like I was a fine wine. I remember it all. He groaned and swallowed me. All of me. That was the sexiest damn thing a man has ever done.
“Lex.”
I jump, startled. Where is he at?
“Lex?”
“Yes.” I whisper.
“It’s okay. Don’t freak out. Do you want me to come up there with you?”
Do I want him to? My brain screams NO, but every single cell in my body is begging for him to do what he did to me again last night. I’m already turned on thinking about it.