“It depends. As your Dom I will push you to your limits, and beyond. There’s always some discomfort with growth. However, if something truly bothers you, or you do not wish to try it at all, we’ll discuss it, and go from there. That’s one of the reasons it’s important to have a safe word.”
“That sounds reasonable. Can we set up a safe word now?”
“If you’d like.”
“Before I choose, will we practice outside the bedroom?”
“Yes, but I would never do anything that would embarrass you or cause unwanted speculation in public. We both have a … public persona to protect.”
She nodded her head and took a shaky breath.
“Then, maybe it should be a phrase? In case we’re out when I need to use it.”
“Very clever thinking.”
“What about, ‘I think I’ve had enough for now’?”
“That sounds reasonable to me. It wouldn’t attract attention, and it’s not a common phrase. For play in house I’d like to use the stop light signals, green for go, yellow for caution or slow down, and red for stop altogether.”
“I like that. Where do we go from here?”
“For now we’ll start slow, and if you have any questions that come up feel free to ask. I also have a list of books you can read if you’d like to familiarize yourself more with the lifestyle, providing you are interested in giving this a chance.”
“I’m very interested, Sidney.”
“Good.”
“Are you?”
“Interested?”
“Yes.”
“I wouldn’t be here if I wasn’t. I’m a very private man, Sutton, and that I revealed my inclinations to you at all, says a lot.”
“Oh.” The words were whispered, and he felt a smile curve his lips as she glanced at him coyly from under her lashes.
Despite her age, there was an aura of innocence that drew him in like a moth a flame.
His career and dealings with people had left him a bit jaded. But Sutton was like a breath of fresh air. A small town girl who made a career for herself in the big city and yet somehow maintained her values.
Jesus, now I’m sounding like a writer. His lips pursed into a frown as he cleared his head, and got back on to the subject.
“What made you bring this up to me now?”
“We’ve passed the casual dating stage, and before we moved any further I knew I had to make my intentions clear. Too be honest I noticed early on that you had a penchant for submissive behavior.”
“I do?
“Yes. One example is the way you avert your gaze from mine, and allow me to make certain decisions. BDSM isn’t always extremes. It’s more about nuances and power plays.”
“Power plays?”
“Yes, say we got to a restaurant. We might discuss what you’d like to eat, but in the end it would be I who ordered for the both of us.”
“But that’s just southern hospitality.”
“Aaah, is it? You’ve given me the power to make choices for you.”
Her eyes widened as she nodded.
“I suppose you’re right. I just never thought of it that way.”
“Do you think you’d be interested in doing some exploring with me now, Sutton? I know you must’ve wondered why I held off from doing more than heavy petting. This was why, and now that you’ve accepted my terms I find myself eager to begin. ”
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She felt heat fill her cheeks as she peered up at him and nodded. The thought of his decadent voice directing her actions made her panties wet. She’d practically taken to carrying an extra set of underwear around in her purse when they were together. There was something about him that kept her in a constant state of arousal. She had never been able to put her finger on the reason before, but now she might have an idea. She’d always liked a man who made her feel safe and well cared for. Where she’d grown up that was what made a man a man. Sure some girls didn’t like the old fashioned and at times domineering type, but she’d chalked up that to city girl versus country. She took a hasty swallow of her wine before she met his gaze and responded.#p#分页标题#e#
“Yes Sidney, I believe I would. I’d like more … details about what you’d like to try sexually. I-I don’t have much experience in that department.”
“Have there been … casual partners?” he asked. He studied her intently as he leaned forward to caress her jaw with his knuckles.
“No.”
“Good. I’m not sure where things will go between us, Sutton, but I can tell you it won’t be casual, and there will be no one else while I’m with you.”