King:Las Vegas Bad Boys(26)

"Claire," he says. "About last night – "

"Don't," I stop him. "We both said a lot, and I can't deal with that while Emmy and Tess are right there in the bedroom."







"Later, then, we'll talk?" His eyes plead with me, and I know this knot in my stomach needs to unfurl.

"Okay," I tell him. "After the family meeting we can talk it out. I'm sure we'll know more by then anyway."

"Nothing my dad says is going to change how I feel about wanting to be your man."

"Landon." I close my eyes, pressing my hands to his chest. "I can't right now."

He doesn't argue. He just takes my hands and kisses my knuckles, smiling despite the fact that I'm walking away.

That alone melts me in ways it shouldn't. With him, right now, I need to stay resolved.



Once Landon leaves and it's just Tess, Emmy, and me, I hand them each a mimosa.

"I'm going to tell you something that might shock you. So drink that while I talk, okay?"

"There is nothing you can say that is more shocking than the fact you  are here in England, with Landon, engaged," Tess says coolly.

"No," I say, shaking my head, and then clasping my hands together to stop them from shaking, too. "There is."

"What?" Emmy asks.

"I'm not who you think I am, not entirely." I forge ahead, knowing I  just have to get this over with. "I have a five-year-old daughter."

For a second the room is silent, and then they're asking questions all at once.

"Wait, what?" Tess asks. "Why didn't you tell us?"

"You're a mom?" Emmy sets down her drink. "I'm so confused, Claire, what the actual fuck?"

So I explain. I tell them about why I kept my personal life under wraps  at first, and how then too much time had passed to tell them without it  being weird. And how I didn't want it to be about me when Emmy's sister  was in the hospital. And how I'm self-sufficient and don't want them to  judge me.

And how, deep down, I know if they know what I really am-a mom-the friendship will change.

It already has, because both their eyes are filled with tears.

I've ruined this.

"I can't believe you'd hide your kid from us. Like ... are we not good enough to know her or something?" Emmy asks.

I realize the story she is telling herself about my secret is that she  isn't good enough, when the truth is I wanted to keep Sophia to myself  because I am selfish.

Because I'm scared.

"We've only been friends a few months." I feel like such a mess, still  in my pajamas, not ready for the day at all-and especially not ready to  be confronted by my friends. "It isn't about either of you. You are more  than I deserve."

"Then what is it really about?" Tess asks.

"It's about me. About me not liking my place in life. I love Sophia. So  much. But sometimes I feel stuck. Like the life I have isn't one I  chose." I bury my hands in my face, ashamed at what I've admitted to  them.

"But you chose Landon? He knows about Sophia, right?" Tess asks.

"Yeah, and when did you fall in love? I just ... Claire, this is a crazy  amount of information to try to absorb," Emmy says, and I agree with  her.

Mostly because half of it is still untrue.

I'm still stuck in my lies.

I try to move ahead using half-truths instead. "Landon proposed at the  airport. It was sudden and unexpected, but his family thinks we've been  together a few months, and I'd appreciate it if you didn't tell them  that it hasn't been that long."

"How long has it been?" Emmy asks. "When did you start seeing one another?"

Telling her the truth is my only choice. "We hooked up after your  wedding. I didn't want to say anything because I didn't want to mess  things up in the group if Landon and I were a one time thing."

"Okay, I can forgive you ... I guess," Emmy says. "I mean, my feelings  are really hurt, and I don't get it. Get you." It's quiet for a moment,  then she asks, "Who is Sophia's father?"

"I don't want to talk about it." There is no way I can get into that  with them today, on top of everything else. I swallow, not able to meet  Emmy's eyes. "It's the past. Five years in the past. Not now."

"Ohmigosh," Tess says, completely disregarding the serious turn the  conversation took. "That night of the poker party at Emmy's penthouse,  Landon didn't just take you home, did he? You guys were having a secret  sex date, weren't you?" Tess smacks me, already moving on from Sophia.

And I get it.

She would think talking about Landon and me is a lot more fun than  discussing my five-year-old. Because our lives are so completely  different. Landon thinks the two parts of my life can be merged, and  merged with his. But he is so over his head. He has no clue.







And neither do I.





Landon


It's really fucking simple. Get my dad's company, therefore securing a  legitimate job, and prove to Claire that I can be the sort of man she  needs.

Because right now the only thing standing in our way is her fear.

Because, shit, I'm all in with her.

"You proposed?" Ace asks, stunned. The girls are in my bedroom, and I'm  walking out of the house with Ace, needing to get fresh air like I never  have before.

Running my hands through my hair, I sit down on the back steps. Ace paces the yard.

"This is all kinds of insane," he says. "When did you fall for her?"

"At your bloody wedding. It's your fault; you're the one who told me to ask her to dance. I was done for."

"Shit."

"You know, Claire has a daughter? She kept it from everyone, the last few months."

"What the fuck?" Ace stops and looks at me, hard. "What do you know about this girl? I mean, really?"

"I know enough."

"I'm not sure, bro. You already proposed. This is fast. Like, faster  than Emmy and I. And Claire kept her kid a secret. Who does that?"

I don't tell him it's a fake engagement, because Claire asked me not to.  But the truth is, I don't want to tell him it's fake because I want it  to be real.

"You're really gonna get high and mighty about secrets?" I flip him off.  "You hid the fact that your name is Adrian Genova from us for five  fucking years."

"I know. But I had good reason."

"It's pretty fucking relative, though, isn't it?" I ask.

"This is insane." Ace sits next to me. "What is Claire's crisis?"

"She knew she needed to come clean about her daughter."

"You really ready to be a father?" Ace asks.

"I don't know. But shit, I'd be anything for Claire. Right now, though, I just need to get my father to give me his company."

It's like something connects in Ace's mind, and I know he's putting pieces together.

"Fuck you, man," Ace says. "Does Claire know this is just a way to prove  to your dad you've grown up? Because you can't fucking hurt her, just  for some money."

"It's not just some money, Ace; it's The King's Diamond we're talking  about. But don't worry. It's real. I'm gonna marry that girl."

"You better not mess with her or I swear to God it's over, between all  of us. You can't recover from this kind of mess. I need to trust you,  Landon."

"You can trust me."

Ace nods, and I do, too. I mean everything I've said.

I'm gonna prove to Claire what kind of man I am. And then I'm gonna marry her.



The lunch buffet is awkward.

Fiona tries to discuss her wedding plans with Claire and Emmy, but  neither of those girls are as caught up in flowers and venues as she is.  Mostly because Emmy is already married and Claire is only fake getting  married.

Tess is the only one who seems to want to engage. And she isn't engaged.

Geoffrey looks agitated with everything my father says, and Mum gets pulled away with a call from the Garden Society.

Ace looks at Geoffrey with appropriate disdain and picks at his fish  until finally Mum returns and Father announces the family summit can  begin.

"Your friends need to leave," Geoffrey tells me. "It's sensitive family matters we are discussing."

"Everyone is welcome; I don't want any secrets," Dad says. This piques  my interest. Combined with Geoffrey's seemingly underhanded comments to  Dad, and their obvious disagreement about the family business, I'm  starting to get a little anxious about this meeting.

"This is such bullshit." Geoffrey clenches his jaw and I watch as Fiona grips his hand.

"Actually," Ace speaks up. "We've had a long night and we'll check into a  hotel for a few hours. Maybe you can call us when everything is more  settled?"

"Don't be ridiculous. I'll get you set up in some guest rooms," Mum  says. "Come with me." Tess, Emmy, and Ace follow my mum out without  argument.

"I'm going to get some papers in my study prepared," Dad says. "Will you four join me there in ten minutes, with your mother?"

We nod, the mood suddenly tense. Fiona and Claire exchange a look, and  it's the first moment something other than hostility has seemed to move  between them.

Geoffrey walks to the bar and begins pouring Scotch into a tumbler. "Want some?" he asks.