Keeping What's His(17)

Sutton had begun to believe her husband was right when he had been unable to stir her passion and said something was wrong with her. However, the stirring between her thighs now was proving him wrong. Evidently, all it took was a look from Tate, and her body could become primed.

Only two things held her back from exploring the newness of her body’s reaction: Tate’s hatred and her brain telling her it would be a catastrophe. If she had sex with him and it was as lackluster as it had been with Scott, then her hard won confidence would be left in shreds.

Scott had blamed her for the problems in their relationship. If she slept with someone else and it was as passionless as it had been with her husband, then she would know all the insults and criticisms he had thrown at her were her fault.

“You want to watch anything?” The suggestive tone he was using had her backing away.

“No, thanks. I need to make some calls and cancel some appointments, unless you want several workmen showing up to begin work on the kitchen.”

“You sure?”

Her lips tightened. “What’s the matter, Tate? Are you willing to put aside the hard feelings you have against me to get your dick sucked?”

His eyelids lowered to half-mast. “Why? Is sucking my dick on your mind? You sucking my dick wasn’t a thought in my head.”

“Oh…” Sutton turned bright red, angry her own words had betrayed the direction of her thoughts. “Can I have the phone, please?”

He placed the phone in her hand with a warning glint before he resumed channel-searching.

She was going to sit at the table when his next words stopped her cold.

“I wasn’t thinking of you sucking my dick. I was too busy thinking about fucking you on the couch.”

Sutton changed direction, escaping outside.

Her breathing was erratic at his admission. The son of a bitch had sent her running like a scared virgin. She was tempted to call the police and watch in enjoyment when they put him in handcuffs and took his ass to jail. Instead, she made the necessary calls to delay the workers indefinitely, using the excuse that she wanted a realtor to look at it before she made any improvements. Then she called Drake, telling him she was still debating about selling the property, but she would call him back when she made a decision.

The hand with the phone dropped to her side when she was done. She had a terrible feeling she was going to be sorry she hadn’t handed Tate over to the police. She didn’t care what the townspeople or her family would say if it came out she had been harboring a fugitive. She was more concerned that old feelings for him would be dredged up, even if she wasn’t as innocent and easily susceptible as she had been.

She scolded herself while the voice in the back of her mind was telling her to run. Tate was even more attractive as a man, and that sexual awareness tugged at her body like a moth to a flame. If she didn’t find a way to get him out of her house, she would be burned or consumed by the very flames that had attracted her.

Sutton placed her hand on the porch rail, the sun glinting off her wedding band. The reminder of her marriage stiffened her failing resolve.

No man, especially not Tate, was going to get close to her again, not even to scratch an itch she hadn’t known could exist. She would give him a few days, and if his problems weren’t resolved by then, she would call the police and have him escorted from her life once and for all.





Chapter 12



“Where are you going?” Tate asked grumpily, setting down his beer on the end table.

Sutton paused before picking up her purse and car keys. “I’m having drinks with Cheryl. I told you this afternoon at lunch.”

“What about me?”

“You’ll be fine. I’m only going to be gone for a few hours.”

“Take your phone in case I need to get in touch with you.”

She raised the cell phone in her hand, waving it in the air before placing it in her purse. “You do that, and I’ll make sure I come running,” she said with an eye roll.

Tate narrowed his eyes at her. “Make sure you do.”

Sutton blew out an exasperated breath. “I need to leave before I bash that beer bottle over your arrogant head.”

“Why don’t you give it a try and see what happens?”

She tensed, noting the escalating sexual tension. The two of them being trapped in close confines was wearing heavily on both of their nerves.

“I’ll pass. I don’t believe in attacking someone weaker than me.” Sutton fled, sensing, like a bear with a sore tooth, she had prodded Tate one too many times.

She was parking her car in the parking lot of King’s when her breathing finally slowed. Angering a Porter never turned out well. She needed to remind herself that she needed to keep a distance between them. She wasn’t about to give Tate the opportunity to get physically or emotionally close to her again.

Cheryl was waiting for her at a small table. Sutton was amazed at the level of sophistication of the restaurant and bar: sleek, black, modern furniture and tables that made you want to relax and spend time there, which Sutton was sure was the effect the owners wanted.

“What do you want to drink?”

“I’ll take a Malibu.”

“That sounds good. I’ll take one, too,” Cheryl told the passing cocktail waitress.

“You’re early,” Sutton said, sitting down across from her.

“The store wasn’t busy, so Jared let me leave early.”

Sutton leaned back as the waitress set their drinks down in front of them. “It isn’t difficult working with your ex-husband?”

“At first it was, but it was harder being broke all the time.”

Sutton took a sip of her drink, enjoying the atmosphere of the bar. “I like this place.”

“I do, too. Jared brought me here the other night for dinner.”

Sutton couldn’t resist giving her friend a warning. “Be careful. I know you probably still care for him. It’s easy to let yourself fall back into a relationship with an ex.”

Cheryl gave a bitter laugh. “Maybe I was a naïve idiot at one time, but not anymore. I know what else is out there now. I won’t get taken in by Jared twice.”

“I’m sorry. I know how much you loved him.”

Cheryl lowered her voice, leaning across the tale so they couldn’t be overheard. “The thing is I’ve discovered a different side to myself. In bed, Jared was all about what he wanted. He didn’t care if I enjoyed it or not. I actually think he enjoyed it more if I didn’t.”

“I can see that.” Sutton nodded. “He was very controlling of you, even in high school.”

“Those days are over. I’ve found out that sex is better than potato chips. The more you have, the more you want.”

Sutton tried not to blush at her frank talk. She had never been the type to want to discuss intimate details with her friends.

“If they’re single, I’ve fucked them.”

Sutton couldn’t bite back the question on her lips. “Any of the Porter brothers?”

Cheryl lost her eagerness to share. Leaning back, she picked up her drink, and Sutton had the answer she didn’t want.

“Which one, or more than one of them?”

“Sutton …”

She shrugged. “It’s not a big deal. Tate and I were over before I graduated.”

“The brothers don’t fuck the same woman. I would go to Mick’s after The Last Riders were finished with me, and the Porters showed me a good time, bought me drinks, and danced with me. We had a lot of fun.”

Sutton had heard enough. She started to change the subject, but Cheryl had lost her reticence and gave more information than she wanted.

“Greer is too intense for me, and Dustin was too young …” Her voice trailed off. “I wouldn’t have touched Tate if I thought you still cared about him. It was only a couple of times. He made it plain it was just sex, he wasn’t going to get serious with me.”

“That was more than he did for me.” Sutton lifted her glass, draining it, then motioned for the waitress to bring her another.

“You and Tate?”

“No, we never had sex, only fooled around a little bit when we were dating.”

Cheryl blew out a relieved breath. “That’s good. I would hate to think it would cause a problem between you and him.”

“Why would it cause a problem? I don’t care whom he’s slept with in town.”

“He doesn’t do much sleeping,” she wisecracked, and Sutton wanted to throw her drink in the woman’s face. “I wonder which woman he’s holed up with while he’s hiding out from the cops. I wouldn’t mind if he wanted to hide at my place. I wonder if he’s still answering his phone.”

Sutton paid the waitress for the second round of drinks. Before she left, she ordered a screwdriver.

“I haven’t finished my first drink.”

Sutton lifted her glass toward her, giving an imaginary toast. “Then you need to catch up.”

Cheryl took a long drink. “I never turn down a free drink.”

“I bet you don’t turn many things down.” Sutton bit her lip, angry at herself. Why should she be angry at her for having sex with Tate?

“Turned down Jared,” Cheryl snickered. “Does it make me a bad person that I get a kick out of him knowing I’m fucking anything with a dick, and he can’t do a damn thing about it?”