My voice didn’t sound like my ow; it sounded like two pieces of sandpaper rubbing together.
“Aideen,” Kane spluttered and shook his head as he stared down at me. “You aren’t going anywhere.”
I didn’t believe that. I felt like I wasn’t going to wake up again once I feel asleep. My body didn’t feel right. Everything was heavy, tired, and ready to give up.
“Promise me!” I repeated, tears streaming down my face as I began to cough again.
“Please, don’t make me choose-”
“Promise!” I screamed through my coughs.
Kane wailed, “I promise!”
I tightened my hold on him. “I love you, so m-much. You’re perfect, inside and out...” I paused to cough once more, “you make me so h-happy.”
“Stop it!” Kane bellowed at me. “Stop talking like that. Just stop. Please.”
I slumped, as the weight on my chest grew heavier.
“Do not go to sleep!” Kane shouted and slapped my face with force, but I didn’t feel it. “Keep your eyes open.”
Sleep.
That sounded so good.
“Aideen!” I heard Gavin’s voice whimper. “Please!”
I wanted to comfort him and Kane, but I couldn’t move.
“Tired,” I rasped.
“Just rest a little, but don’t go to sleep,” Kane said, his voice cracking.
I opened my eyes and gazed into his for a long moment and just in case I didn’t wake up and see his face again, I said, “Bye.”
The force of my words hit him like a train, I saw it.
Goodbye.
“No,” he whispered, “it’s never goodbye. It’s I’ll see you later, remember?”
I slid my eyelids closed when they became too heavy to keep open.
“Don’t you think of leaving me, Aideen Collins. I need you. I love you, babydoll. Please, stay with me. You can do this, I’m right here with you. Me and you?”
Me and you.
I heard loud sirens then a lot of shouting and commotion. I didn’t need to open my eyes to confirm there were now loads of people around me—I could sense their presence.
“Sir, please, save her. I’m begging you. Please.”
Kane.
“She’s almost thirty weeks pregnant, don’t press on her stomach! Don’t let me sister and nephew die. Please save them. Please.”
Gavin.
“Move back. We’ll do everything we can, but you both have to stand back.”
Everything became noise.
“Aideen!” I heard his voice through the cloud of haziness. “Stay awake, babydoll.”
“Aideen!” This was Gavin.
I wanted to reply to them both, I really did, but I just couldn’t stay awake any longer. I let myself fall into darkness, but just before my mind when blank I saw Kane’s smiling face and it put me at peace. I just hoped if I didn’t wake up, he could somehow find peace, too.
Blinding white light.
That’s what I was greeted with when I blinked my eyes open. It took a moment for my eyes to adjust to the light, but even when they did, I still had to blink a lot. They stung pretty bad.
I squeezed my eyes shut and attempted to lift my hand to rub them. I frowned when I found I couldn't. There was some sort of wire on my arm and I had no idea what it was. I forced my eyes open and tried to look down, but something on my face prevented me from seeing.
There was a mask over my nose and mouth.
What the hell?
I closed my eyes again and placed my hand on my bed and felt for Kane, but I just felt mattress then a rail?
“Kane?”
When I spoke, it sounded more like a rasp and it hurt like fucking hell. I erupted into a fit of coughing, and each cough tore through my throat.
Oh, God.
What was wrong with me?
“Aideen, it’s okay.”
Kane?
I opened my eyes and focused them until I could see his face. He was leaning over me and it looked like he just woke up.
“Where-”
“Don’t speak, babe,” he cut me off. “You’re in the hospital.”
The hospital?
“Wh-”
“There was a fire at the school. You were trapped for a little bit, but you’re safe now. You’re safe, babydoll.”
A fire in the school?
I tried to think of a fire, but I couldn’t.
My mind drew a blank.
I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion.
“You don’t remember?” Kane questioned.