"We're here because we want to be," Shadow said quietly, though his every word was heard. "This had nothing to do with DSS or our jobs there and it sure as hell doesn't have a goddamn thing to do about money, so take your paychecks and shove them up your ass."
Dane chuckled, but Beau's face looked like an angry storm cloud.
"You'd do well to remember who signs your paychecks," Beau snapped.
"Last time I checked, Dane hired us, Dane trained us and Dane signs our checks," Dex drawled. "As far as I'm concerned if he doesn't have a problem, and he hasn't voiced one yet, then my only job is to report to him and take orders from him and Isaac since Isaac is lead on this."
Three of the four women Jenna had been looking curiously at rolled their eyes and made faces at the men before turning and hurrying over to where Jenna stood. The other woman remained where she was and Jenna noted that she looked sad-and frightened. Did she resent Jenna for causing so much upheaval to all their lives?
"We're so happy to meet you, Jenna," Ari said warmly, after she'd introduced herself as well as the other two, Ramie and Gracie and explaining who their husbands were. "I think after hearing about the three of us, you'll find you aren't as alone as you think and you're most definitely not a freak."
Jenna lifted both eyebrows in question and then Ari launched into what power each of the women possessed, how different they all were and yet how helpful they were when they came together to save their men's asses.
Jenna's mouth fell open, and Ramie and Gracie laughed. "Now, don't go telling them that even if it's the God's honest truth. They like to think they keep us wrapped in bubble wrap and at home where nothing can ever touch us." She rolled her eyes again. "Never mind that we've gotten them out of more than one scrape by combining our talents and using them to bring down the bad guys."
Jenna looked beyond the group of women to the lone woman who was still standing alone across the room, her arms wrapped protectively around herself, her head down so that no one could catch her gaze.
"Who is she?" Jenna asked quietly. "She looks so . . . vulnerable." Much like Jenna felt, but in this moment, something about the other woman called to her, making her forget the danger to her. She was more concerned about exposing the other woman to the fanatics who were after Jenna.
Ramie's eyes darkened and she sighed. "That's Tori. She's Caleb and Beau's baby sister. She's been through so much. She also has a gift, but it frustrates and hurts her more than it helps her."
Jenna's brow furrowed with confusion.
"She was abducted a few years ago by a sadistic serial killer who did unspeakable things to her before she was rescued. Just hours before he was going to kill her," Ari said in a low voice. "She dreams of the future. Of things that will happen, but she often can't make sense of the dream. Either she won't know who the people are in her dream which prevents her from warning them, or if she dreams of people she does know, the dreams aren't clear and succinct. She sees images and situations but not the events leading up to whatever happened. It makes her feel helpless. Between her dreams of the future and her nightmares of the past, she is never at peace, never feels safe, and who can blame her? I can't imagine having to deal with what she does. Just one of those things is enough to break a person, but the two combined? She thinks she's weak and unfixable, but what she doesn't realize is how much strength a person has to have to endure what she did and still does and hold up under the strain. She's far stronger than she gives herself credit for."
Jenna glanced at Tori again, her heart filling with sorrow. She agreed with Ari's assessment. This was no weak or irrevocably damaged woman. If she was, she wouldn't still be holding strong and making it through each day.
Even as she thought it, Isaac's impassioned words came back to her, so similar to her thoughts about Tori. Him telling her that she wasn't broken, that she wasn't weak. That a weaker person would have never endured as long as Jenna had and wouldn't have been able to escape.
It was a stunning revelation and it provided a view of herself she'd never imagined before. Could he be right? If it was true about Tori, could it be true about herself? She didn't like to think of herself as a weak, helpless and broken woman. She wanted to be strong. Wanted to be worthy of the way Isaac and the rest of his team seemed to view her. Perhaps she needed to reevaluate her assessment of herself and stop wallowing in self-pity and acting like a helpless twit. If she wasn't even capable of helping herself, then how could she expect anyone else to be able to help her?