“No longer,” Yaddle said softly. She had talked little on the journey and had spent much of it meditating. Now the sharp gaze from her green-brown eyes seemed to give strength to Euraana, who nodded. Although Yaddle was small in size, her presence loomed large.
Without air traffic guidelines, the Senate pilot didn’t need clearance or coordinates. The landing platforms for the city had all been destroyed. He set the cruiser down in a large courtyard of a formerly impressive living complex, carefully avoiding the rubble.
Obi-Wan watched Anakin as his Padawan grabbed his survival pack and waited with the others for the ramp to lower. Usually at the start of a new mission Anakin’s eyes were alive with curiosity. Obi-Wan had always appreciated how his Padawan threw himself into a new situation, using all of his senses to gather information. But Anakin’s expression looked shuttered.
He walked beside him as they exited the craft. “Any impressions?” He was always interested to hear what Anakin had picked up. The Force spoke to Anakin in a different way than anyone Obi-Wan had ever known.
Anakin shook his head. “Nothing to speak of. I feel the dark side of the Force, of course. That’s clear.”
“And to be expected,” Obi-Wan said. “What about your vision? Any connections?”
Anakin shook his head. “Nothing.”
There were shadows between them now. He could see them in the way Anakin held his shoulders, the way his eyes spoke. It wasn’t as though Anakin didn’t meet his gaze directly. But his gaze was like glass. Obi-Wan found himself sliding off it into uncertainty.
He knew he was partly responsible. Ever since Andara he had held himself back from his Padawan. His anger had gone, but it had been replaced with caution. He had wanted to give Anakin room, time to reflect without the pressure of his own opinions and interpretations. He knew he could be heavy-handed at times. He remembered Qui-Gon, how his own Master had sometimes withdrawn his focus on him and gone to a place Obi-Wan could not reach. It had sometimes left Obi-Wan feeling stranded, but it had forced him to come to terms with his own feelings. He wanted to do the same for Anakin. His Padawan was sixteen now. It was time for him to achieve a deeper connection to his core.
Anakin had been wrong on Andara. The fact that he had concealed the disappearance of a Jedi still astonished Obi-Wan. His actions did not take away from the fact that Anakin was special. When he made mistakes, they were big ones. His need to be perfect, to be powerful, was a flaw. Try as he might, Obi-Wan could not show Anakin that if he held himself back, everything would come to him. Anakin just kept pushing.
He resolved to work out some of their differences on this mission. They were on a journey together, and for each phase they would develop different rhythms, different paces. Anakin needed to understand that. A little distance between them didn’t mean that the core was threatened.
“Our contacts are meeting us nearby,” Euraana Fall said. “This way.”
The Jedi picked their way through the rubble of the courtyard and followed Euraana down the dark street, leaving the pilot and cruiser behind. “Better not use a glow rod,” she said. “No need to attract attention. This part of the city isn’t used much. It will be a good place for us to set up operations.”
She led them to a building that seemed miraculously untouched by the signs of war, until they entered and saw that part of the rear portion had been blown out. The domed ceiling was half destroyed. Stars littered the sky above, thrown like mineral dust on shimmersilk.
“This was once a meeting hall.” Euraana’s voice echoed in the space. “I attended lectures here, and concerts. There are still offices and even a cafŠ here. We can make it work.”
Two forms separated from the shadows. Obi-Wan tensed, but he saw almost immediately that they were friendly. They were most likely the Mawan contacts. They were both short, muscular men with pale complexions and long hair that was tied back with metal clasps. One of the men had gleaming dark hair, the other snowy white.
The shorter one with the white hair and youthful face gave a short nod to Euraana and held out his hand, palm out, in the Mawan gesture of friendship and welcome. “Glad to see you made it.” His voice rumbled like a balky sublight engine.
“Greetings to you, Swanny,” Euraana said to the white-haired man. Then she faced the dark-haired Mawan and said, “Hello, Rorq.” Euraana turned and introduced the two to the Jedi party. The two men nodded greetings.
“Swanny and Rorq were tunnel workers before the war,” Euraana explained. “They live below. The tunnel workers have agreed to help us, and they are their representatives.”