[Jedi Quest] - 04(20)
The Force entered him. He felt it. He saw the rock wall as a shifting shape, ready to receive him. He sprang off the wall and straight over Ferus’s head. It seemed the easiest thing in the galaxy to simply lean down and touch the side of Ferus’s neck with his lightsaber.
He landed and looked up. Soara had seen everything. He had never fought so well.
She called down from the cliff, “Thank you, Ferus. Stay there, Anakin. “
“Good fight,” Ferus said, sticking the training lightsaber in his belt. “Except for one thing.”
“What one thing?” Anakin asked, irritated. He wiped the sweat off his forehead with his sleeve.
Ferus only smiled. Then he walked off.
Anakin jammed the lightsaber hilt into his belt. No one could get to him like Ferus could.
Soara walked toward him. “That was your last lesson,” she said.
Anakin was surprised and pleased. She must have seen how seamlessly he had connected with the Force.
“Before this, I had been impressed with your gifts,” Soara said. “I had thought you had the potential to be one of the great Jedi fighters of all time. I thought I could teach you. Now I have grave doubts about you, Anakin.”
Anakin couldn’t believe what he was hearing. “What did I do wrong?”
“That question is the problem,” Soara said, shaking her head. “That is what is wrong. You don’t know what you did. Didn’t you feel your anger, Anakin? Didn’t you realize it was fueling the battle?”
“Obi-Wan told you that Ferus and I do not get along,” Anakin said sullenly.
“Obi-Wan didn’t need to tell me,” Soara snapped. “I saw it. Not from Ferus. From you.”
“He wanted to win,” Anakin said. “I saw triumph in his eyes when he surprised me.”
“And it made you angry.” Soara sighed. “Ferus did not fight from his emotion, Anakin. If you saw triumph in his eyes, he absorbed it and went on. That is the lesson you must learn. You will feel the emotion. You must let it go.”
To his surprise, she suddenly strode forward and grabbed him by the shoulders. “You must do this, Anakin. You must learn this lesson. It is the most important one of all.”
He didn’t know what to say. He could promise her that he would learn it, but his promise would mean nothing. He knew that as a Jedi only his actions would convince her.
“Thank you for the time you devoted to teaching me,” he said.
She dropped her hands. Now sadness was in her eyes. That was the worst thing of all. “Go get something to eat.”
Soara left, heading for the turbolift. Anakin walked over to the lake. He knelt by the deep pool created by the waterfall. He ducked his head into the cold water and came up spraying droplets that shined like bright gems in the light created by the illumination banks overhead.
He would not let this bother him, he told himself fiercely. He had made a mistake. Soara should have understood that. He was a Padawan, not a Jedi. Of course he would make mistakes. It wasn’t fair.
She said she had her doubts that he would make a great Jedi. Yet she had seen the potential for it. He would surprise her. He would surprise them all.
He rose and headed away from the lake. He would start by surprising Obi-Wan. Thanks to Tic Verdun, he would locate Granta Omega.
CHAPTER TWELVE
Upon his return to Coruscant, Obi-Wan didn’t stop at the Temple, but went right to the Senate. He paused inside the massive grand hall and accessed the directional system. He entered Sano Sauro’s name and a map instantly appeared, highlighting the quickest route to his office. He would have to snake through several wings of the Senate complex. The system would print out a map on a durasheet, but Obi-Wan didn’t need it. He memorized the route and took off.
Ever since he’d come here as a Jedi student, he had seen a Senate bustling with beings from all over the galaxy, but lately the halls had seemed even more crowded. The Senators’ staffs were bloated with consorts, advisors, clerks, secretaries, assistants, and droids. Committees and subcommittees were tied up in hearings that stretched on for months, and sometimes years. Obi-Wan had always found Senators to admire for their dedication, but it was getting harder. The Senate continued to legislate, but it took more and more effort and time to get the smallest things done. Coalitions were formed, favors traded, credits amassed. Betrayals caused grudges that resulted in deep rifts that lasted for years. It was a different place than he had known.
Yet he continued to serve it. He did not think it was possible to have peace in the galaxy without it.
What kind of Senator was Sano Sauro? He did not want to make judgments before meeting him again. He had not seen him in ten years. Beings changed with time. He had known an ambitious lawyer who had attacked the Jedi and mocked the Force. Perhaps Sauro had found peace in a life of service. Obi-Wan would not expect trouble. He would hope for the best.