[Jedi Apprentice] - Special Edition - 01(12)

CHAPTER 7


Obi-Wan woke at dawn. He heard the soft footsteps of the Temple students heading to meditation. He knew he should go with them. Meditation would calm his mind for the day ahead. But he could not bear to move. He did not want this day to begin.

The nighttime hours had seemed to stretch on endlessly. Obi-Wan had wanted to contact Qui-Gon, but he had nothing to say, just a longing for his Master’s serene presence. He had looked for Bant, but she had told him she was going to sleep early and didn’t want to talk. Just when he needed his friends, they disappeared.

Obi-Wan swung his legs over his sleep-couch. Across the room, his comlink was blinking. He hurried toward it eagerly. Maybe Qui-Gon had returned and wanted to take the morning meal together. The hearing wasn’t for hours yet. If he’d thought last night was endless, this morning would be even worse.

He heard Qui-Gon’s voice with joy, but disappointment flooded him within seconds.

“Obi-Wan, I’m still on Centax 2. Something has come up and I need to stay. I should be back for the hearing.”

“Should be?” Obi-Wan couldn’t keep the anxiety out of his voice.

“You will do fine, Padawan. Speak the truth. That is all you need.”

It is not all I need! Obi-Wan wanted to cry. He needed his Master’s presence.

Qui-Gon sensed his dismay. “Tahl and I are very close to solving the problems here. The lives of Jedi pilots depend on us. I will try to make it, Obi-Wan. Now I must go.”

Qui-Gon sounded rushed. Obi-Wan said good-bye and ended the communication. He looked out at the spires of Coruscant, then above to the upper atmosphere where Centax 2 was shrouded in clouds. Tahl had gone there alone to solve the base’s problems. She had made it clear that she did not welcome Qui-Gon’s interference. Why had Qui-Gon made the decision to support Tahl instead of his Padawan?

Tahl had always been more important, Obi-Wan thought bitterly. On Melida/Daan, she had been Qui-Gon’s first priority. He had been anxious to get her off-planet and out of danger, even at the cost of leaving his Padawan behind. Tahl’s evacuation had been more important than a civil war and a righteous cause.

He rested his hot forehead against the cool pane. He knew his thoughts were petty. He knew that his guilt about Bruck was tearing him up inside.

Bant. Bant would help him. She always had a way of seeing things clearly, yet never making him feel stupid for having the thoughts he did. He went to her quarters, but she had already left. Obi-Wan searched for her in the meditation rooms and the dining hall, where students were beginning to gather. There was no sign of her. No one had seen her that morning.

Obi-Wan decided to go down to the Room of a Thousand Fountains. Maybe he could calm his fevered thoughts there and prepare for the ordeal ahead.

The coolness of the air hit him as he exited the turbolift. He paused to listen for the quiet rush of the hidden fountains, then moved down the overgrown paths toward the waterfall. He threw himself on the grassy bank. The waterfall streamed over the rocks and caressed his skin with its cool, gentle spray. He gazed at the clear green of the pool, trying to calm his mind. …

It was like a dream. Bant was at the bottom of the pool. Her eyes were closed. Her salmon skin was pale, paler than he’d ever seen it.

This was no dream. Bant was in trouble. Obi-Wan bounded to his feet and dived into the pool in one fluid movement. Bant’s eyes opened as she saw him stroking frantically toward her. She shook her head slowly, as if to tell him to go away. Obi-Wan ignored her. He simply scooped her up in his arms and kicked toward the surface, panic sending a burst of energy through his muscles.

He came up gasping for air. Bant sucked air in through her lungs and shook her head violently.

“No, no, let me go back—”

He dragged her to the bank and pushed her up. Bant scrambled onto the grass and collapsed. He hauled himself out and sat next to her, breathing heavily.

“What was that all about?”

Bant’s face was pressed against the grass. “I was … testing … my limit,” she said breathlessly.

Obi-Wan sat up. “You were what?”

“He said I didn’t … know my limit,” she said, sucking in deep lungfuls of air. “If I stayed under the same amount of time and passed out, then we would know I was as close to death as I thought.”

“Great plan,” Obi-Wan said. “Do you mind telling me how you were going to get to the surface?”

“I rigged a chronometer to a signal that would alert security that I was in trouble,” Bant said, her breathing slightly more normal. “I wasn’t in danger.”

“What if security didn’t get here in time?” Obi-Wan demanded shakily. “What if you were already dead? You took a great risk, Bant. How could you do that to me?”