“What did Yoda and Tahl say?” Obi-Wan asked, swallowing the last bite of his tart.
“I don’t have a clear picture yet,” Qui-Gon told him. “But somehow Senator S’orn is either connected to Fligh’s death or involved in it. Her son died the same way Fligh did.” Qui-Gon explained the story of Ren’s confused life and tragic death.
“But what does that have to do with Didi?” Obi-Wan asked.
“Maybe nothing.” Qui-Gon guided the transport along the crowded air space surrounding the Senate.
“But it doesn’t make sense,” Obi-Wan said. “Her son died on another planet. And Didi has never met Senator S’orn.”
“It doesn’t make sense, true,” Qui-Gon answered. “But it has to, somehow. We just have to figure out the connection.”
Qui-Gon left the speeder in the Senate landing area. He strode into the Senate building. The usually crowded hallways were almost empty. Their footsteps echoed on the slate floor.
“What makes you think she’ll be here so late?” Obi-Wan asked.
“Because her resignation was announced,” Qui-Gon answered. “No doubt she had a busy afternoon. And she seems the kind of Senator to work late. Most of them leave as soon as Senate business has concluded.” Qui-Gon paused, then remarked, “The Senate is not what it was. And it is getting worse. It has lost one idealist after another.”
They made their way to the Senator’s office. The outer office was dark, but Qui-Gon knocked on the inner door.
“Come in.”
They entered. Only one light was on in the office. Senator S’orn sat in a chair, staring out at the bright Coruscant night. “Yes?” she asked without turning.
Qui-Gon closed the door behind them. “We regret having to disturb you.”
She spun the chair around and sighed. “It has been a day of disturbances. I didn’t expect my announcement to cause such a stir. I guess there’s not much else going on.”
“I do not wish to bring up something that is no doubt painful for you,” Qui-Gon said gently. “But is your son’s death the reason you are leaving?”
Senator S’orn’s face changed. Her features hardened and her lips thinned. “Yes, I know why you are here. I should have given him up for Temple training. I was selfish.”
“No,” Qui-Gon said quickly. “Not at all. Many parents choose to keep a Force-sensitive child. There are many paths in life. You make the best choice you can for your child.”
“So I chose to keep him with me, and that decision destroyed him,” Senator S’orn said bitterly. “I chose a path that led to death.”
“No, Ren chose his own path,” Qui-Gon said firmly. “Senator S’orn, I do not know you. But I have known many Force-sensitive children. There is no more guarantee a Force-sensitive child will grow up to find happiness than one who does not have that ability. Many do not choose the Jedi path. Some flourish outside the Temple, and some do not. We are not here to question your decision or blame you.”
“There is no need. I blame myself,” Senator S’orn said bleakly. “Ever since I heard the news of Ren’s death, I have been unable to focus, unable to do my job the way it needs to be done. I have managed to concentrate for only brief periods of time. What right have I to serve my people when I could not save my son?”
“I cannot answer that question for you,” Qui-Gon said. “But perhaps you are right to take time apart from your life’s journey. I have found such a time helpful, if you can look at your choices with forgiveness and calm.”
“Forgiveness and calm seem very far away when your son is dead,” Senator S’orn said in a choked voice. She spun her chair around so that her back was to them. When she turned again, she had composed herself. “But if you didn’t come here to blame me, you certainly didn’t come to counsel me, Qui-Gon Jinn. What is it that you are looking for?”
“I’m not quite sure,” Qui-Gon said honestly. “Tell me something. When your data pad was stolen, why didn’t you report the theft?”
She shrugged. “The chances of Senate security finding it were slim. My friend’s data pad was stolen as well. Jenna didn’t think it worthwhile to report. We were both too busy to bother.”
Qui-Gon’s watchful gaze turned alert. “Jenna?”
“Jenna Zan Arbor,” Senator S’orn said. “She’s a friend of mine, visiting the Senate for a conference. Surely you’ve heard of her. She’s the foremost transgenic scientist in the galaxy, and a great humanitarian.”