It Happened in the Highlands(31)
Where would she be today without him?
"Kealy is certain we'll find no record of Charles Barton in the books. From the information we were given when he arrived at the Abbey, I know he was born at Tilmory Castle," he told her. "The curate claims they have their own parish and church. Still, I asked him if we could take a look in whatever he has of the older ledgers."
"The coincidence is jarring," she said. "The date."
Wynne nodded. "He's agreed to let us search through the records of births and baptisms and marriages." He offered her his arm as they walked. "If she came from here, how many people do you think we'll find with the name Josephine?"
"But we don't know if she was born in Garloch." She took a deep breath, trying to remain calm.
"We're here. We should pursue every possibility."
He was right. Jo was letting her nerves get the better of her. This church. This might have been her mother's church.
"You said Lady Millicent always spoke of her as being quite young," he went on. "I gave the curate a range of about six years or so that we'd like to look at."
She looked up, feeling admiration for him and gratitude that he was here. "When can we search the records?"
"Mr. Kealy has promised by the time we walk to the inn and have something to eat, he'll have concluded his business and be ready for us to proceed."
"Are the records here in the church?" she asked.
"No, he told me since the flood, the books have been kept in the rectory, up the hill, away from the river."
She followed his gaze to a small stone cottage. The place looked tidy but unoccupied, and she remembered that the curate only came here twice a month. The church itself looked better kept.
After Sir John Melfort purchased Highfield Hall, Jo had often wondered if she would run into Wynne at the church in Melrose Village. She never went without thinking about it. The same fear haunted her at social gatherings at their neighbors. In her imagination he was happily married and would be aghast at seeing her. The incident would be terribly painful and tear at her heart all over again.
How wrong she was.
"I can't tell you how thankful I am for you," she said without a tinge of embarrassment. "You're thoughtful, considerate, dependable, and wise. In short, you're indispensable, Captain Melfort."
He smiled, running a thumb caressingly over her hand before bringing the palm to his lips. "I like the last one the best. It gives me great pleasure to think you find me necessary in your life."
But he was so much more.
"What are you saying?" she dared herself to ask.
"I'm asking if-once we have returned to the Abbey-I may have the honor of calling on you and making my intentions known."
She studied the smile creasing his handsome face. "Let me see. We have conversed privately many times, have been alone in a room, traveled unchaperoned in a carriage, called one another by our given names, corresponded with one another and exchanged gifts, danced more than two sets on any evening-"
"And touched intimately, if I may be so bold as to recollect." He lowered his head and brushed his lips against hers, making Jo's breath hitch, before straightening again.
"You are indeed bold, Captain."
He bent his head. "I bow to your reprimand, m'lady."
"And I recollect that we have exchanged a great many smiles and sighs."
"And becoming blushes," he said, caressing her cheek. "Pray tell me, though, that you are inclined to accept my proposal."
Jo felt as if she'd stepped into a dream. Wynne wanted her.
Sixteen years ago, her happiness with him had been destroyed because of her unknown origins. Today, here in Garloch, where she might find the truth of her mother, she was also being given a second chance at happiness.
"I am so inclined, Captain," she said, slipping her arms around him. "But pray don't write for my parents' permission to visit and pay your respects. I have a great deal of explaining that I need to do first."
Chapter 16
Jo and Wynne returned from the coaching inn to find the door of the rectory open and Mr. Kealy starting a small fire, despite the warm weather. Neither did much to diminish the damp and stuffy smell of the little cottage, but the curate's efforts on their behalf were greatly appreciated.
After seating them at a table by a sunny window, he disappeared into another room and then returned shortly, carrying a large wooden box. Jo watched his every step, studied the curate's pale hands as he started to pull out the old parish record books. Her heart climbed into her throat.
"The most recent registers are far better organized," he told them. "We now use a superior system with ruled pages."
"Are the years we discussed here, Mr. Kealy?" Wynne asked.
"Of course, Captain," the young man replied, taking out the books containing prior years and checking the entry dates until he found the two relevant volumes. "Here we are."
He opened one and laid it on the table, giving the other to Wynne.
"No last name. Only Josephine, you say?"
The difficulty of the search became immediately clear. The volumes containing the years surrounding her mother's birth had been soaked during the flood, and it didn't appear that anyone had opened them for decades. The smell of mold rose from the stiff pages, many of which were stuck together. In spite of the curate's extreme care, edges of the paper cracked and crumbled as he handled them. The water damage had caused the ink on the pages to blur and run. Whole pages were illegible. The register Wynne was looking through was in no better condition.
Jo began to feel queasy as she tried to read the entries along with them. She'd been given the task of writing down any relevant information, but nothing had as yet turned up.
"Are there any copies of these?" Wynne asked.
"Very likely not," Kealy told them. "Though I believe this far back, the procedure was to have each year's records copied out and sent to offices of the bishop in Aberdeen. Yes, I'm certain of it."
"And whose job was that?" Jo asked hopefully.
"The parish clerk, I should think. But looking at the condition of these registers and the untidy handwriting, I have to think they were as short on qualified help as we are now." He shook his head. "I would not be surprised if very few of the records from this time were copied out and sent along to the bishop."
Several times, they were interrupted by parishioners coming to the door with problems requiring the curate's attention. Three separate times, he left them alone to continue reading the entries. Jo imagined Mr. Kealy was required to perform all the duties of the rector, and for a meager salary. She'd already noticed that he could not afford a maid.
As the afternoon began to wear on, Jo took strength in Wynne's presence and his attentiveness to her. Their earlier conversation, his offer of marriage, and their time together at the inn had provided new life and new hope for her.
As they'd walked through the village before going to the rectory, he told her about Cuffe's words of encouragement about winning her over. She, in turn, suggested perhaps the three of them could return to the Borders. While she spoke with her family, Wynne could be introducing Cuffe to his brother and wife and children. She hoped they could sufficiently mend the rift between the Melforts and the Penningtons. Though she didn't mention it, the prospect of Hugh and Wynne coming face-to-face did give her heart palpitations.
Before sitting down to search the registers, Jo hadn't imagined that so many children would have been born and baptized during the six-year span of their search. When she posed the question, Mr. Kealy explained that since the village was on the coach road, many families continued to straggle through Garloch because of the ongoing tragedy of the clearances occurring farther to the north, in particular. For this reason the number of names in the books was far greater than one would expect.
Another problem that slowed down the search was that occasionally two or more children were baptized together, and their details were entered at the same time. Wynne shared an entry where a family's older sons and daughters were mentioned alongside their youngest.
It was some time before the curate stopped, his finger pointing to a page.
"Finally!" he exclaimed. "Josephine. Do you see? This entry is difficult to read because the ink is blurred and faded, but I'm certain of it. Josephine Young."