Intricate Love (Sinful Souls MC #2)(28)

Blake

“Fuck!” I yell as I see Vicky take off onto the highway. I fucking feel like shit. I should never have agreed to this fucking parade, she deserves so much better than what I could ever give her. As much as I want to pursue her, need to pursue her, I won’t do it. The girl means that much to me that I do not want to fucking damage her by just being with her. Walking back into the bar, I am re-tracing my tracks in my mind; trying to figure out the exact moment that I fell completely in love with Victoria Abrahams. Fuck. I stumble in, smashing the door open. I see the boys all staring at me. “Don’t, I just need a drink.” I say to them, and Ade pulls out the chair next to him. “So,” Ade says, picking up his drink; I really hope he doesn’t say anything smart. Ade is fucking lethal, but I will gladly give him a go right now. “Did you tell her you loved her?” He asks, peering at me over his glass. I drink mine in one hit before tapping the bench for another. “Nope, there is no point. She deserves better.”

He turns to me with disbelief written on his face.

“That’s some bullshit brother, and you know it.” I laugh.

“You a relationship expert now? Mr I have not had one single girlfriend in all of my 28 years?” He laughs while drinking the rest of his drink.

“Touché, brother.” Ade is complicated. He is the biggest out of all of us and the most ruthless, and that is saying something, because the rest of us don’t walk around with pussy pouches on. But Ade? He is on a completely different level of dangerous. He hasn’t once had a girlfriend; he has his casuals, and he treats them as exactly what they are, garbage. But they always come back, they all want to save him, or attain the unattainable; no one has ever caught his attention, except for Kalie. “What happened with Kalie?” I ask with a smirk. I haven’t actually bought this up with him before, but I’m feeling reckless, so why not.

He flinches briefly, then smiles. “Nothing, I did the deed and that was that.” I laugh, looking back to him. “Something tells me there is a lot more to it than that, when she left me she was all ‘I still want my V card, but I will suck your dick though’. Gotta say, chick was on a mission.” Ade stands from his seat, looking at me with absolute disgust and murder in his eyes. “She fucking what?”

I laugh again, and stand up in front of him. Ade is my brother, I grew up with him and Zane, we fight like brothers but I love him nonetheless. “She sucked my dick brother; she was balls deep in that shit while I was licking Vicky’s sweet spot. She was fair—” The first fist goes flying into my face.

“You piece of fucking shit!” Harvey and Felix pull him off me from the floor, and I laugh.

“She was fair fucking game Ade, you were too busy with the slut spread out in front of you to care,” I continue, spitting the blood out of my mouth onto the floor. He’s breathing in and out at a dangerous speed; I get up and grab my drink. “Are you done?” I ask, watching his face calm and his eyes settle.

“Don’t ever, fucking speak about her ever again, understood?” he replies. I look at him and narrow my eyes, I know without him saying anything that she is different; I am intrigued.

“She’s different,” I say with a knowing expression.

“Drop it Blake, I fucking mean it.”

Harvey looks to me and shakes his head. “Kalie is a touchy subject, don’t go there brother, I tried.” I nod my head in understanding before sitting back down to finish my beer.

“Are you seeing her now or what?” I ask, no one tells me anything. Or maybe I have been too caught up with my own shit; between Vicky, my sister, and Zane’s mission he has me on, I haven’t been able to take a breather. He shakes his head, setting his mouth into a hard line.

“She was a one night thing. I should never have done it; it’s hard to turn down the sexiest chick you have ever seen when she’s begging you to put your dick in her. I was weak.”

I smirk at him. “She was fucking fine though, don’t shoot, I’m just sayin’.” I throw my hands up quickly. He chuckles, “Brother, she’s fucking outstanding.”



When I get home, I drop my shit in the games room and grab a beer out of the bar fridge. Sitting on the sofa, I think over all the shit that has happened lately. I know I have fucked it for Vicky and me, and it couldn’t fucking hurt more if someone stabbed me right in the fucking heart.





Vicky

Getting home, I go straight up to our dorm and sink into my bed. I have cried enough tears for him; fuck Blake Rendon. I feel like I have been saying that a lot lately.