Initiate Me(41)
“What was your first time like?” she asked.
“Fast. It happened in the back of a car at my high school fair when I was sixteen.”
Mia looked up at me. “I’m glad I waited. Thank you. It was...spectacular.”
“Except for the fact you didn’t come.”
“Yes, I did. You gave me an orgasm before. On the couch, remember? Not to mention the other times, like at the rotunda against the tree and at my house last week.”
“Those times don’t count, angel.”
“Why? They count to me.”
“I’ll tell you why. A considerate lover will always see to your needs first. I rushed it with you; I need to take more time and see to your needs. And next time, I want to feel you come around my cock. I want to watch your face when you come and feel the difference. That is what I want to see.”
“What are you saying? Is there a difference in orgasms?”
Right after she said that, my dick twitched to life again. Damn, I had intended to only take her the one time and then let her wait until we went to Queensland.
Her eyes widened. “Oh, boy, I just felt you go all big again. Doesn’t it take a while for a guy to get it up and get hard again so soon?”
I lifted my brow. “You saying I’m old, angel?”
“No, I am not! Stop putting words into my mouth. I read it in a magazine somewhere. And stop referring to yourself as old; it’s becoming quite tiresome. You know you’re not old. You’re sexy and as hot as...” She averted her gaze in embarrassment.
“Hey, don’t stop there; by all means keep going. I was enjoying where that sentence was heading, angel,” I teased.
“I can’t believe I finally had sex and with you.” Mia admitted. “You know I have had a crush on you for quite a while.”
I grinned at her. Shit. Next thing I know she’ll be hinting at a ring or a proposal. No way am I going down that road. I just want a companion, not a fiancée or a wife. “Really, a crush, hey?”
“Yeah. But you’ve never noticed me. You have only ever seen me as Max’s little sister.”
“Not entirely true.” I twisted a section of her luxurious hair around my index finger. “What would you have done if I’d made a move on you when you were eighteen, Mia?”
“I probably would’ve lost my virginity in the vineyard somewhere or up against a tree with you.”
“Fuck, are you serious? Jesus.”
“Well, as long as we’re confessing things...a couple of times when you used to sleep over at the house and you’d sleep in the guest room, I would go in there and lay down, wondering what it’d be like to be in the bed naked with you.”
“Don’t tell me stuff like that.” Jesus, I knew she was attracted to me but what she confessed blew me away. I studied her face for a short while. “But what you can tell me is if you touched yourself at all when you were laying there on the bed.”
“Geez, God, no. My parents could have walked in. But I did imagine you touching me, though. I must admit my imagination didn’t do it justice.”
I captured her face in my hands. “Angel, there’s no need to make your imagination work like that anymore when I’m here. I’ll admit I’ve been having my own fantasies about what you’d look like on top of me. Naked.” I nudged her upright and murmured, “So, ride me, sweetheart.”
I saw a wave of panic flash across her face. “But I don’t know how—”
“Just go with your instinct, babe. Your body will guide you. Bring your knees by my hips first like this.” I positioned her and placed her hands on my shoulders. “You can set the pace as fast or as slow as you want to take it. The control is all yours this way.”
“No, I can’t. What if I do something wrong and you don’t like it?”
Damn, she was sweet. “Just do what feels good for you. You can’t get it wrong, whatever you want. I won’t be complaining either way.”
Her wide eyes met mine. “But...what do you do when I do...this?”
“I’ll be watching you. Watching your face, your tits jiggle and I’ll be holding onto your hips.”
At first Mia was extra tentative, hardly moving, unsure what to do with her hands. I could tell she wouldn’t trust her body to find a natural rhythm. I found her innocence so arousing when she was like this. My thumbs rasped her nipples. I was dying to get my mouth on them again and suck them until she screamed, but I was worried my attention would be a bigger distraction to her sense of imbalance.
When she leaned over to kiss me, her clit rubbed the top of my groin. She blinked with surprise. “Wow, that felt good.”