Indebted:Part 1(11)

My hips instinctively grind up to meet his mouth, chasing his tongue for  more pleasure, but he denies me until I settle back down. Grabbing my  hips firmly, he pulls me up to meet his tongue, slowly licking the  entire length of my slit like he's drinking in my sweet nectar. I bite  my fingers to stifle my groans and shudder with the intense pleasure  building up inside my belly, threatening to spill over with just the  slightest bit of attention. When his tongue finally rests on my clit, I  almost cum. The sensation is too much for my sensitive body, making me  cry out louder than my fingers can muffle. His tongue dances over, and  my body writhes as my orgasm trembles through me, making me snap my head  backward into the pillow as my back arches as if I'm being jolted with  electricity.         

     



 



He's smiling at me, his head resting on my quivering thigh while I try  to compose myself. I didn't even realize how loud I must have screamed  until now, my throat is so raw it hurts to swallow. He kisses my thigh,  then my belly, my collarbone, and he's lying back beside me. I  frantically try to rip the buttons open on his shirt with my weak,  shaking hands, longing for more of him. So much more. He easily clasps  my hands together in only one of his and cups my chin with the other,  looking me straight in the eyes. "Don't do anything you're unsure of  Kendra." His rich voice washes over me, calming my nerves and slowing my  breathing back down to a normal pace.



"I'm not unsure, I want this. I want you," I whisper. He releases my  hands, and I fumble with the buttons on his shirt until I manage to get  the first few undone. He pulls it off and tosses it with my crumpled  clothes on the floor. As he unbuttons his pants, slowly tugging down the  zipper, I gulp. He slides the jeans down easily, and since he isn't  wearing anything underneath them, his thick cock springs up immediately.  I'm mesmerized. I've never seen a naked man in person before. I'm  nervous about all the stories I've heard from my friends over the years  about how this is going to feel. He climbs between my legs, centering  his cock at my entrance and under extreme control he pushes the mushroom  shaped head of his dick inside my lips. As my fold eases open around  him, the scent of my juices and his sweat mingle around us, I breathe in  the intoxicating perfume deep into my lungs as he pushes his meaty cock  inside me. My pussy welcomes his steel shaft. He slides into me a few  inches like a hot knife through butter, but then my body rebels,  resisting his entry as splinter of pain embedded deep in my core.

"Oh my god Kendra, you're so tight," he murmurs, his eyes never leaving  the place where my pussy meets his thick rod. Pushing into me slowly, I  can feel my pussy making room for him, hugging his dick like a sleeve as  the pain becomes less intense, dissolving into a mild burning  sensation. With one final shove, he buries every last inch inside me  making me full inside.

He slides back in and out, this time the pain has subsided. Instead, a  hum of bliss is vibrating through my core. His cock smoothly pushes into  me this time, and my nervousness floats away. I start to rock my hips  back and forth as Matthew grabs my hips and heaves himself into me  bottoming out.

"You feel so good," I moan, swaying my hips against him.

"Oh Kendra, you have no idea." He thrusts his hips into me wildly as he  pulls down on my shoulders, making me squeal with surprise at the force.

Clinging onto my shoulders, he pulls me up and leans back on his  haunches so I'm on top of him. He looks over my body slowly, like he's  studying a painting, as I grab his carved shoulders and slowly ride up  and down his thick cock. I always thought being intimate with a man  would make me feel shy, but the way he's looking at me makes me feel  like the only woman in the world he could ever want. I throw my head  back, pushing my breasts toward him and start really sliding up and down  as quickly as my toned thighs can push me. He closes his eyes and  groans, his lips pulled tight and his body stiffens under me, but I keep  my rhythm steady.

Digging his fingers into my hips, holding them perfectly still, he  pushes his thick cock into me as deep as it will go and pumps in short  little bursts. His legs are vibrating as a shudder overtakes him, and he  fills my pussy with his warm cum. He pushes into me hard, still holding  me in place, as his seed spreads inside me. The sensation drives me  wild, and an unexpected orgasm tears through me, making me clench my  pussy tightly around his cock, milking every last drop of him.

He releases my hips, tumbling forward onto the bed beside me. I'm  completely spent. He pulls me into his arms, the warmth of his body  covering me like a blanket and for the first time I realize that I'm in  love with him.





  Chapter 6: The Betrayal



Dear god, I'm gonna burst if I don't talk to Brianna soon! I've been  sitting through lectures at Columbia all day that I could barely hear  because I can't stop replaying last night in my head. I never realized  that life could feel so sweet as if everything makes sense, and I'm on  my way. Even things like waiting for the bus feel exciting and fun  today. The world just feels like a better place to be living in today  than it has for the past twenty-six years.         

     



 



I know that Brianna is working tonight, so I'm taking the bus to the  diner to hit her up before her shift gets started. I'm going to tell her  everything. She's going to die when she hears about my night with  Matthew. I'm so happy I gave him a second chance after our first  disastrous date, he said that he could be a gentleman, and he proved it,  and proved it, and proved it! My face is actually sore today from  smiling so much at my little secret.



I walk into the restaurant but don't see Brianna anywhere. Of course,  when I want her to give me some privacy she's like two feet away, but  now she's nowhere to be seen. I go into the kitchen, taking a quick look  around and see her backpack by the back door. She's here! Good. Relief  floods through me, I can't go another second holding all this in. I'm  going to wait for her at a table out front.



Heading back into the dining area, I see that Brianna is sitting at one  of the booths with her back to me. My mouth physically drops wide open  when I see that Matthew is sitting cuddled up right beside her, and  she's holding his large hand in between both of hers, deep in  conversation with him. I keep walking up behind them, quietly, hoping  that there is some reasonable and logical explanation for what I'm  witnessing. My mind is spinning in its tracks trying to come up with  something, anything, to make this better.



"Matt, you gotta make this right with Kendra." Brianna is looking at his  face so hard she doesn't even see how close I've gotten to them. I stop  dead in my tracks. They're talking about me? What is this about? "You  can't leave her in the dark, Matt, it isn't fair. You have to tell her  the truth about this."



What. The. Fuck.



"I know you're right, of course you are." He smiles weakly. He's looking  at her in a way that I've never seen him look at me. He looks so  vulnerable, so open. My heart twists in my ribcage, but I can't stop  watching this train wreck. "I just never thought I could fall in love  like this."



"Awww." Brianna squeezes his hand and looks at the table.



"I never wanted things to get away from me like this. I just hope she  can forgive me, you know? I hope she'll understand." He continues,  staring at her earnestly.



I'm going to throw up. How is this even happening?



"Look, I know it's gonna be hard, but you have to tell her ok? I can't  predict how she'll take it, she'll probably be really upset at first,  but I know she'll come around. She's my best friend still, so you can't  expect me to keep this from her."



"Just give me some time. I need to tell her when the time is right, ok? I  can't just spring it on her out of the blue," he pleads.



"If you don't let her know soon, I will," Brianna answers flatly, staring him in the eyes. I've heard enough!



I storm up to their table. "Don't worry, I already know!"



"Kendra! What are you doing?" Matthew's head snaps toward me and his eyes widen.



"What am I doing? I can't believe the nerve of you! I gave myself to  you, Matthew. That meant something to me! Now you're hooking up with my  best fucking friend?" I'm yelling, I know I am, but I can't calm myself.



"Kendra, no! It's not like that!" Brianna pleads, throwing her hands  that were just locked around Matthew's up in the air like a dirty  convict being taken down at gunpoint.



"Shut-up, Brianna! I have eyes. I can't believe you'd sit there and lie  to me like that. I just saw you two. I just heard you. You know what,  you fucking deserve each other." The tears I've been desperately holding  back spill down my cheeks. I turn and run toward the exit as fast as I  can manage.