My hips instinctively grind up to meet his mouth, chasing his tongue for more pleasure, but he denies me until I settle back down. Grabbing my hips firmly, he pulls me up to meet his tongue, slowly licking the entire length of my slit like he's drinking in my sweet nectar. I bite my fingers to stifle my groans and shudder with the intense pleasure building up inside my belly, threatening to spill over with just the slightest bit of attention. When his tongue finally rests on my clit, I almost cum. The sensation is too much for my sensitive body, making me cry out louder than my fingers can muffle. His tongue dances over, and my body writhes as my orgasm trembles through me, making me snap my head backward into the pillow as my back arches as if I'm being jolted with electricity.
He's smiling at me, his head resting on my quivering thigh while I try to compose myself. I didn't even realize how loud I must have screamed until now, my throat is so raw it hurts to swallow. He kisses my thigh, then my belly, my collarbone, and he's lying back beside me. I frantically try to rip the buttons open on his shirt with my weak, shaking hands, longing for more of him. So much more. He easily clasps my hands together in only one of his and cups my chin with the other, looking me straight in the eyes. "Don't do anything you're unsure of Kendra." His rich voice washes over me, calming my nerves and slowing my breathing back down to a normal pace.
"I'm not unsure, I want this. I want you," I whisper. He releases my hands, and I fumble with the buttons on his shirt until I manage to get the first few undone. He pulls it off and tosses it with my crumpled clothes on the floor. As he unbuttons his pants, slowly tugging down the zipper, I gulp. He slides the jeans down easily, and since he isn't wearing anything underneath them, his thick cock springs up immediately. I'm mesmerized. I've never seen a naked man in person before. I'm nervous about all the stories I've heard from my friends over the years about how this is going to feel. He climbs between my legs, centering his cock at my entrance and under extreme control he pushes the mushroom shaped head of his dick inside my lips. As my fold eases open around him, the scent of my juices and his sweat mingle around us, I breathe in the intoxicating perfume deep into my lungs as he pushes his meaty cock inside me. My pussy welcomes his steel shaft. He slides into me a few inches like a hot knife through butter, but then my body rebels, resisting his entry as splinter of pain embedded deep in my core.
"Oh my god Kendra, you're so tight," he murmurs, his eyes never leaving the place where my pussy meets his thick rod. Pushing into me slowly, I can feel my pussy making room for him, hugging his dick like a sleeve as the pain becomes less intense, dissolving into a mild burning sensation. With one final shove, he buries every last inch inside me making me full inside.
He slides back in and out, this time the pain has subsided. Instead, a hum of bliss is vibrating through my core. His cock smoothly pushes into me this time, and my nervousness floats away. I start to rock my hips back and forth as Matthew grabs my hips and heaves himself into me bottoming out.
"You feel so good," I moan, swaying my hips against him.
"Oh Kendra, you have no idea." He thrusts his hips into me wildly as he pulls down on my shoulders, making me squeal with surprise at the force.
Clinging onto my shoulders, he pulls me up and leans back on his haunches so I'm on top of him. He looks over my body slowly, like he's studying a painting, as I grab his carved shoulders and slowly ride up and down his thick cock. I always thought being intimate with a man would make me feel shy, but the way he's looking at me makes me feel like the only woman in the world he could ever want. I throw my head back, pushing my breasts toward him and start really sliding up and down as quickly as my toned thighs can push me. He closes his eyes and groans, his lips pulled tight and his body stiffens under me, but I keep my rhythm steady.
Digging his fingers into my hips, holding them perfectly still, he pushes his thick cock into me as deep as it will go and pumps in short little bursts. His legs are vibrating as a shudder overtakes him, and he fills my pussy with his warm cum. He pushes into me hard, still holding me in place, as his seed spreads inside me. The sensation drives me wild, and an unexpected orgasm tears through me, making me clench my pussy tightly around his cock, milking every last drop of him.
He releases my hips, tumbling forward onto the bed beside me. I'm completely spent. He pulls me into his arms, the warmth of his body covering me like a blanket and for the first time I realize that I'm in love with him.
Chapter 6: The Betrayal
Dear god, I'm gonna burst if I don't talk to Brianna soon! I've been sitting through lectures at Columbia all day that I could barely hear because I can't stop replaying last night in my head. I never realized that life could feel so sweet as if everything makes sense, and I'm on my way. Even things like waiting for the bus feel exciting and fun today. The world just feels like a better place to be living in today than it has for the past twenty-six years.
I know that Brianna is working tonight, so I'm taking the bus to the diner to hit her up before her shift gets started. I'm going to tell her everything. She's going to die when she hears about my night with Matthew. I'm so happy I gave him a second chance after our first disastrous date, he said that he could be a gentleman, and he proved it, and proved it, and proved it! My face is actually sore today from smiling so much at my little secret.
I walk into the restaurant but don't see Brianna anywhere. Of course, when I want her to give me some privacy she's like two feet away, but now she's nowhere to be seen. I go into the kitchen, taking a quick look around and see her backpack by the back door. She's here! Good. Relief floods through me, I can't go another second holding all this in. I'm going to wait for her at a table out front.
Heading back into the dining area, I see that Brianna is sitting at one of the booths with her back to me. My mouth physically drops wide open when I see that Matthew is sitting cuddled up right beside her, and she's holding his large hand in between both of hers, deep in conversation with him. I keep walking up behind them, quietly, hoping that there is some reasonable and logical explanation for what I'm witnessing. My mind is spinning in its tracks trying to come up with something, anything, to make this better.
"Matt, you gotta make this right with Kendra." Brianna is looking at his face so hard she doesn't even see how close I've gotten to them. I stop dead in my tracks. They're talking about me? What is this about? "You can't leave her in the dark, Matt, it isn't fair. You have to tell her the truth about this."
What. The. Fuck.
"I know you're right, of course you are." He smiles weakly. He's looking at her in a way that I've never seen him look at me. He looks so vulnerable, so open. My heart twists in my ribcage, but I can't stop watching this train wreck. "I just never thought I could fall in love like this."
"Awww." Brianna squeezes his hand and looks at the table.
"I never wanted things to get away from me like this. I just hope she can forgive me, you know? I hope she'll understand." He continues, staring at her earnestly.
I'm going to throw up. How is this even happening?
"Look, I know it's gonna be hard, but you have to tell her ok? I can't predict how she'll take it, she'll probably be really upset at first, but I know she'll come around. She's my best friend still, so you can't expect me to keep this from her."
"Just give me some time. I need to tell her when the time is right, ok? I can't just spring it on her out of the blue," he pleads.
"If you don't let her know soon, I will," Brianna answers flatly, staring him in the eyes. I've heard enough!
I storm up to their table. "Don't worry, I already know!"
"Kendra! What are you doing?" Matthew's head snaps toward me and his eyes widen.
"What am I doing? I can't believe the nerve of you! I gave myself to you, Matthew. That meant something to me! Now you're hooking up with my best fucking friend?" I'm yelling, I know I am, but I can't calm myself.
"Kendra, no! It's not like that!" Brianna pleads, throwing her hands that were just locked around Matthew's up in the air like a dirty convict being taken down at gunpoint.
"Shut-up, Brianna! I have eyes. I can't believe you'd sit there and lie to me like that. I just saw you two. I just heard you. You know what, you fucking deserve each other." The tears I've been desperately holding back spill down my cheeks. I turn and run toward the exit as fast as I can manage.