In Bed With A Stranger(22)

     



 

Many of the tables were already full of the earl's retainers. They  talked freely as the food was passed between them. A hush fell over the  room as she entered. The servants paused in their duties to cast  inquisitive looks her direction.

"May I present Mary Spencer, daughter of the Earl of Warwickshire. My wife."

Brodick's voice bounced off the walls, surprising her with its volume.  He stood at the dais, one foot propped on the top step. He looked  completely confident there, a vision of strength. The room erupted in a  cheer that startled her. Brodick smiled, holding out a hand in welcome.

Guilt showed up again to crush her with its weight. Every step across  the hall was pure torment because she felt like an actor. Men tugged on  the corners of their bonnets in respect, while others raised their  tankards with good wishes.

She was worse than a charlatan.

The good cheer filled the room, conversation resuming. Brodick didn't  climb the remaining step to the dais. Instead, he met her on the main  floor. Satisfaction was shimmering in his midnight eyes. Her throat went  dry. He closed his hand around hers firmly, clearly confident that all  obstacles had been removed from his path. Excitement ripped through her,  sending a surge of emotion along her limbs. His eyes narrowed as he  felt the shiver in her hand. His thumb reached to rub across the tender  skin of her inner wrist. She gasped softly as sensation rippled up her  arm. It was such a simple touch, but so intense, her knees weakened.

"Would the pair of ye mind waiting until supper is over?"

Anne jumped, shocked at her own inattention. Fiona was eyeing them from  the nearest table. She fluttered her eyelashes while smiling so sweetly a  nun couldn't have taken exception to her.

"Those simpering looks might make me lose my appetite."

Brodick grunted. "Ye remember my sister. She's the talk of half of  Scotland, even if our father spent a fortune on tutors to train her  better."

"Gossip should never be believed." Fiona offered a mischievous smile  along with her comment. She reached for a round of bread and pulled a  piece off. "No one truly cares what I do."

"Not so, Sister. I am very interested in what ye've been about." Brodick  stepped over the bench and sat down across from his sister. Cullen was  seated a few feet away, joking with other young men. Unlike  Warwickshire, there appeared to be no finery laid out for the nobles.  They broke bread with their people, ate off the same platters.

Brodick left the fine chairs on the dais empty choosing to sit with his men instead.

"That was my father's table."

Anne turned her attention back to Brodick. His expression was solemn. "I  will nae sit there until I've earned the right, as my father did. Until  I sit there with my family, showing the McJames name to be one that  will continue." He gazed at her. "I hope you dinnae mind."

He lifted one foot and straddled a bench.

Brodick watched her, waiting to see what she made of his table. She sat  on the bench, choosing the end nearest him and brought her legs about to  be beneath the table.

"This is a fine table, I am honored to sit at it." The scent of warm food drew a rumble from her belly. Brodick groaned.

"I've been remiss in feeding you. Now that we're home, Bythe will take delight in stuffing ye."

He began piling food on her plate, much larger portions than she could eat.

"Enough, Brodick, do I look that large to you?"

He stopped, turning his gaze toward her. "'Tis the first time ye have used my name."

Anne bit into a piece of bread to avoid answering him. He was pushing  close to her, overwhelming her personal space. The intimacy was bold and  there was a part of her that enjoyed it. Somehow, it made him seem more  powerful, that determination. Her pride was ruffled, too, but that did  not stop the tingle of anticipation that flowed down to her breasts.  Laced up once more, the tender globes protested their imprisonment.  Behind the steel stays, her nipples drew taut.

Fiona sighed dramatically. Brodick turned to look at his sister. She  only wiggled her eyebrows at his temper. Fiona shrugged before smiling  at Anne.

"Men are thick-headed. They canae disengage their minds from their lust."         

     



 

"Mind yer mouth, Fiona." Brodick reached for a tankard. "At least give  the lass a few days to become accustomed to yer brashness."

"More like ye're thinking to get her settled into yer bed and stuck as yer wife before she learns too much about Celts."

"We're soon to be one nation, sister. I, for one, do not long to hold  onto the wars that have taken so much blood." There was a solid  reprimand in his voice, but not anger.

Anne held her breath. Warwickshire had always been such a formal house,  she wasn't sure what Brodick would make of his sister's words. He shook  his head, his expression turning jovial again.

"And aye, I'd like to show the pleasant part of living at Sterling afore she hears what a bold female I have for a sister."

They both laughed, enjoying the jest. She was drawn to the family  camaraderie. Hidden from Philipa's eyes, her own family enjoyed the same  ease. Teasing was the one thing that truly said she was among family,  because every other aspect of her life was governed by rules and her  station.

Sterling was a welcoming house, indeed. The maids were not standing with  their platters, attempting to be unnoticed. There was no lowering of  heads before the food was presented. Conversation flowed freely instead  of each word being measured before it was uttered for fear of those  higher than yourself becoming offended. Her appetite returned with full  vigor as she watched the supper tables, enthralled by the contentment  displayed. It radiated from everyone around her, warming up that spot in  her chest that had turned so cold when she was separated from her  family. She still longed for them but happily enjoyed her meal with such  company.

It would be simple to slip into the role she'd been thrust into. She was  tempted, sorely so. Her eyes strayed to Brodick. His jaw was newly  scraped clean of whiskers. His face was firm and hard, like the rest of  his body. The doublet he'd worn on the trail was missing. He wore only  his shirt and kilt. The tartan was flipped up along his thigh,  displaying the thick muscle of his leg. She should have ignored it, but  her eyes were drawn to it.

So intent was she on him she missed the fact that one of his hands was  beneath the table. He gently squeezed her knee through her skirts and  she jumped, knocking the table.

"Thick, cloddish, with only one thing on their minds." Fiona waggled a  finger from side to side with each insult she tossed at her brother.

Heat crept into Anne's cheeks as Brodick turned his gaze onto her.  Suspicion was clouding his expression again. He gripped her knee once  more, keeping his hand there. "Maybe ye are as innocent as ye say. Ye  certainly are not used to being touched."

He had lowered his voice but it still lit her temper. Pushing her foot  off the floor, she drove her knee and his hand into the top of the  table. The thump covered the swift intake of his breath.

"And you wonder," she gritted out, keeping her voice low, "why I am intent on following traditions that protect my good name."

Several men had stopped talking and were silently chewing as they tried  to listen. Rising, she bobbed a quick reverence before striding across  the hall. She didn't care if it was unwise to be angry, she was out of  patience with performing to everyone's expectations. She had no more  tolerance for charges against her chastity.

A hard hand caught her elbow once she entered the hallway. Brodick spun her around to face his displeasure.

"Ye're right, Mary, I dinnae ken why ye're avoiding my bed."

"Your bed … all I hear is your bed." She raised her chin and let him see  the flames in her eyes. "Yet it is my virtue you question. I am not the  one who speaks of lust so often. Attending court does not make any lady a  strumpet."

"I've been to your English court, madam, and it was full of titled  ladies who held no reservations about anything." He pointed a finger at  her. "They fucked in the hallways outside the Queen's own chamber. I  won't have it in my wife."

The word fuck was blunt but it also sent a shaft of need through her.  Her heart was racing, driving her blood at a fast pace through her. It  seemed to accentuate each of her senses.         

     



 

"Then why did you enter negotiations with my father, if you have such a low opinion of English ladies?"

Her rapid breathing pulled his scent into her head. She was instantly  distracted from her purpose by rising lust again. She wanted to find out  what all that muscle felt like, smooth her hands over it. She could not  stop the impulses and tried to thrust away from him. His arm shot  around her waist the second her palms slammed against his hard chest,  and with a hard jerk, she ran into his body, her fingers clenching at  his shirt.