“Fionnella…”
“The food’s getting cold, Lucky. It’s your favorite. You’ll want to enjoy it while it’s still hot.”
She waits until I make my way to the kitchen before she retreats to the glass and brick wall at the far end of the living room. I plate the burger and fries and watch from the corner of my eye as she dials and presses the phone to her ear. Her voice is too low for me to catch her end of the conversation, but I don’t need to. The slight ding in The Boss’s one million dollar body has been duly reported.#p#分页标题#e#
The sanguine smile is back on her face when she joins me in the kitchen. We go through the next few days’ schedule while I eat. Then she makes me stand on a scale in the bathroom for my weighing. She catalogues my five-pound weight gain with another bright smile, after which she promises to be in touch soon, and leaves.
He’s going to call. But I don’t know when, so I distract myself by trying to work out the elaborate TV/entertainment center controls.
I finally figure it out and I’m watching reruns of The Big Bang Theory, when the black box flashes green.
My heart climbs into my throat. I debate ignoring it. On top of the subject I don’t want to discuss, I recall our conversation last night. My body is strung up on the attraction I feel for another man. I don’t know if I want to add Q’s brand of electronic hotness to my crazy right now.
But what choice do I have?
I slowly reach for the box. Before I can touch it, it flashes off. I jump back, relief and disappointment mingling through me. Five seconds later, the flashing resumes.
I pick it up and press the ‘on’ button.
“Were you thinking of not answering me, Lucky?” His voice flows around the room, like a living entity. “Think carefully before you answer.”
My fingers curl around the box. “Yes, I was.”
“Thank you for being truthful. Why?”
“The bruise is nothing. I didn’t want it to become something.”
“That’s not for you to decide.”
My shocked laugh is tinged with more than a touch of exasperation. “Excuse me?”
“Small fact you should know about me. Everything I own is precious to me. Everything I own is unequivocally mine, until such time as I choose to dispose of it. Everything I own I maintain in pristine condition. Do I own you, Lucky?”
My exasperation stands no chance beneath his obsidian power and the inevitability of my answer. “Yes,” I whisper.
“Once again. With conviction. I need to know you’re convinced that I own you.”
“Yes,” I repeat. I toss the box on the sofa and take childish pleasure in glaring at it. “Yes, you own me!”
Silence seethes for several heartbeats. “Are you in pain?”
I’m not expecting that, nor the different cadence attached to the voice. He’s just callously labeled me an object. A possession to dispose of eventually. Rich people don’t care about the suffering of mere mortals.
And yet, he ensured you didn’t end up in the shelter…or worse.
While my emotions sigh with gratitude for that, my brain holds back, cautioning me that everything happening to me could still be a twisted game in some rich man’s fantasy.
The man I’ve labeled Q is a stranger. Until we come face to face and I’m able to assess him otherwise, he needs to remain that way, no matter how he makes me feel.
I tuck my feet beneath me on the sofa, noting absently that somehow the TV has been muted. “In the grand scale of things, compared to what your fitness instructor put me through today, I’d say the pain in my wrist is a piece of cake.”
“You think it’s the same? Pain deliberately inflicted and pain endured for the purposes of honing your body?”
I frown. “Of course not. You just…I was trying to explain…okay, I get it. No, it’s a touch uncomfortable when I touch it, but I’m not in pain. Can we get off the subject now, please?”
“We can. I have a prior engagement to attend to. If you would be so kind as to ensure I don’t have to make another call like this, I would appreciate it.”#p#分页标题#e#
The box turns black before I have a chance to respond. Or thank him for the clothes. Or just…enjoy the sound of his electronic voice.
I’m completely deflated.
When the TV miraculously un-mutes again, my enjoyment in my favorite show is nil. I flounder on the sofa for another hour before I drag myself to the double bookshelf at the opposite end of the room. I half-heartedly settle for a psychological thriller that promises high jinx on a pirate ship and take it up to the bedroom.