How to Capture a Duke(29)
Fiona was everything he always should have dreamed of, but never had.
"You're amazing," he blurted, and he slammed his teeth onto his tongue before he could also proclaim his love for her.
The woman seemed sufficiently overwhelmed by his previous statement. Her eyelashes swooped up, and her mouth parted.
She gave a nervous laugh and bent her head, so her luscious red curls hung over one of her eyes. A rosy flush grew on her cheeks, and she shook her head.
"I mean it." Heat prickled the back of his neck, but he continued on. Some things needed to be said, no matter how much they caused his heart to gallop, as if wild horses had taken charge of it. He stumbled from his chair and strode toward her.
Her eyes were wide. They sparkled and shimmered like emeralds, and he settled onto the bench beside her. Only a narrow width separated them, and the space between their faces lessened. He took her hands in his. A flurry of warmth jolted through him at the contact, and he smiled. Everything about her was wonderful. "Fiona Amberly, you are the most wonderful woman I've ever met."
"I-"
He smiled. She had no idea how marvelous she was. He stroked her hands and then leaned toward her. Soft lips touched his, and a sweet sigh escaped.
Chapter Seventeen
She was being kissed.
It was ridiculous. Men didn't go around kissing Fiona. And not handsome men like Percival. Their eyes weren't supposed to cloud over in something that mirrored desire, and they weren't supposed to gaze at her in reverence.
Firm lips caressed hers, exploring the shape of her lips with his own. Just as she was getting used to the tender game of sucking and caressing, even as she debated whether she had the courage to stop this blissful sensation, Percival's tongue stroked her own in a manner so intimate that warmth catapulted through her body, tightening at her most intimate portion.
They'd kissed before, but that had been at the tavern, before a group of strangers. This was real. No one was questioning Percival's masculinity. If he was kissing her, it was because he wanted to. Her heartbeat raced, and she felt like one of the audacious heroines in the Loretta van Lochen novels. She smiled. The fact was not unpleasant.
Percival drew her nearer to him. No, things were decidedly pleasant. More pleasant than anything she'd ever experienced, and her eyes flickered shut.
She swore she could feel every muscle in his body. She certainly felt his warmth spread over her, even through his robe. Wide shoulders that extended past hers gave her a sense of stability she'd never known she craved, but which she was unwilling to let go.
His morning stubble brushed against her cheeks. The rough texture reminded her that this was not a dream-not some wild fantasy she shouldn't be having, but completely real. Her breath quickened, and she tightened her grip around him. Percival moaned, a low, deep sound that stirred every portion of her body. Her blood sizzled.
Her whole life centered around the ecstatic sensation of Percival's lips, Percival's touch, Percival's scent. There was nothing more. This was it. This was life. This was what brought havoc and scandal to some of the ton, this is why even the most matronly members had expressed surprise when she had said she had no desire to marry.
They all knew about this. They all adored it.
"Fiona-" Percival's deep voice was hoarse, and his long fingers gripped her gown. The adjourning door was still open, and it was still winter, but she swore she'd never been so warm in her life.
"One moment." She staggered to her feet, and he blinked back up at her.
She took unsteady steps toward the door and stared at the opening. It would be easy to escape from it, easy to make Percival leave, but instead she kicked it shut.
They were alone. Her heart crescendoed, and Percival yanked her back to him. Her long dress swished against the chair, and he pulled her into his arms. She was sitting on a man's lap. She, Fiona Amberly, had abandoned all propriety.
"Is this fine?" He brushed his hands over her back. His scent filled the small space, and she closed her eyes, allowing the smell of pine needles and cotton to waft over her. He stroked her cheek bone, finding fascination in her face that she did not believe possible, and his hands moved toward her hair. "I've dreamed about submerging myself in these locks."
He peered at her. His eyes were wide, their gaze soft, and she stared at the flecks of gold that danced with the deep blue color. He pulled her against his chest, wrapping his burly arms around her. She pressed her body against his, her heart relaxing its frantic pace as it became soothed by the man's presence. Warmth emanated from him. Perhaps she'd never been in such a position before, and perhaps being alone with a man like this was everything her former governesses would have warned her against, but right now all she could concentrate on was the delicious manner in which he held her.
His hand cupped her jaw, and his thumb rubbed against her cheek. His eyes didn't waver from her face, and his lips parted in something that resembled awe. "I wanted to do this yesterday."
His voice was hoarse, and she blinked back at him. Words vanished, and all she concentrated on was the sweetness of his presence. She'd never expected to find herself on a man's lap. Grandmother was down the hall, and the servants were working, oblivious to the fact everything in her life had changed.
His head tilted, and she barely had time to gasp before they were once again kissing.
"You're astonishing." The words flew from him, and Fiona waited for him to withdraw them. She waited for his cheeks to tinge pink, and she waited for him to avert his eyes. She waited for him to inhale his breath, and she waited for him to quickly add a "but."
Yet no rebuttal, no modification ever came. Instead he continued to fix his gaze on her, and when a small giggle escaped her, because Lord, what else could she do in the face of so much seriousness, his lips rose.
"I mean it!" he said.
"But-" She paused. He was supposed to give the rebuttal, not her.
He smiled again and stroked her hair. "No more speaking."
Happiness spread through her, starting slowly, but then leaping on to an ever quicker pace, until she was practically grinning at him. She must look a fright, but he only returned her grin, mirth shining through his deep blue eyes.
"You could have anyone."
"You have a good impression of my masculine charms." Percival leaned toward her, and his hot breath brushed against the lobe of her ear.
She tried to smile back. His eyes were soft, almost in wonder, and she exhaled. Maybe she could believe him. Maybe this was indeed all real.
Though didn't a man compliment a woman in any seduction? Wasn't that what made it a seduction? Reality would come this evening, after the ball, when he returned to London. To marry the woman he was supposed to be with.
Guilt ratcheted through her, and she clung to his arms. She told herself that this was fine. He hadn't met the woman yet, they weren't formally engaged, and goodness, he was a man, and wasn't this just what they did?
She should be forcing him out, telling the servants, or just leaving herself. And yet-perhaps this would be her only experience with a man? Perhaps this was it?
He stroked her cheek, and her eyes flickered shut. She couldn't leave.
"You're beautiful," he murmured, and her heartbeat ratcheted up.
His hands glided against her, stroking her firmly. She looped her arm around him. Her fingers explored his hair, and then she moved downward to the solid planes of his muscular back. Like her, he'd only worn a robe, and the thin material left little to her imagination.
Except-she wanted more. The silky robe and undershirt-all of those seemed like an excessive barrier, even though she knew the thought was ludicrous.
His fingers brushed against the buttons of her nightgown, and the space between her legs tightened further. She rolled her body against him, trying to alleviate the pressure, and he groaned.
"That gown better come off," he growled, undoing the buttons and pulling the material up.
"I-"
For a moment the idea seemed dreadful, for he stopped kissing her, and her body was cold when he busied herself with her gown, instead of pressing her as close to him as possible.
He swooped the material over her head. She was naked. Before him.
She shifted, self-conscious.
But his eyes flared, and he stroked her cheek with reverence. His hand trailed down her body, skimming over the curve of her chest, moving to her nipples. He pulled her toward him and kissed her again, this time more forcefully, as if he wanted to meld his tongue with hers. He pulled her back, staring at her, and an open smile spread over his face.