How To Pleasure A Playboy(32)
Lacey drew in her breath. She probably shouldn't ask, but she couldn't help herself. "How is Bronson?"
"I don't really know." Carla hesitated. "Well, to be honest, I'm not sure whether to be worried or pleased. Since he's been in Brazil, I've hardly heard from him. It's strange. Ever since I've been working for him, he's been non-stop, you know? Working all hours of the day and night, and not getting any rest. And after his week staying the Baxter, I expected him to be right back into his grueling schedule. But poof, now he's gone. Two weeks, and barely any contact. I have no idea when he's coming back. So I'm not sure what to think."
Lacey was silent, her stomach turning over. What if there was something seriously wrong? Bronson had said his brother was furious with him, so maybe he was spending time with him to make up for it. Or could his brother have done something to Bronson? Hurt him, even? Should she catch a flight to Brazil just in case? Not that she could afford it. And she was supposed to be cutting all ties, mending her broken heart. But what if he needed her?
"Anyway, check out the apartment and let me know about the bookcase," said Carla. "I can get it transported somewhere else, if you prefer."
"How did he sound when you talked to him?" asked Lacey.
"Bronson? Fine, I guess. A bit distracted. Why?"
Lacey shook her head, though Carla couldn't see her. Why was she thinking about getting on a plane, when she could just call Bronson and make sure everything was okay? She'd do it right away to put her mind at rest.
"No reason," she said. "Thanks for calling."
"Lacey," Carla blurted before she could hang up. "I hope you don't mind me telling you something a bit … personal. I just want to tell you how much Bronson means to me. I've worked for him for eight years, and I respect him more than anyone I've known. He really cares about people, you know? He's got a golden heart."
Lacey's stomach turned over again. "You sound like you're giving his eulogy. He's okay though, isn't he? You don't think his brother might have done something to hurt him?"
"Oh, no. I didn't mean to give you the wrong idea." Carla laughed. "That's not where I was going with that. It's just that I see the way Bronson talks about you, like he thinks the world of you. And he never usually … " She laughed again, but this time it was a self-deprecating sound. "I'm not saying this right. But the thing is, he never dates. Not seriously, anyway. I might be way out of line here, but I'd really like for him to be happy."
Lacey pushed her glasses up her nose. "You're trying to set me up with your boss?"
"No, it's not like that. Listen, forget I said anything, okay? He tore down your home, so I guess you aren't going to forgive him anytime soon. I was just thinking out loud."
"Okay." Lacey frowned. Now she had to call Bronson. With Carla acting so strangely, she had to make sure there was nothing wrong.
As soon as she hung up, she dialed Bronson's cellphone. It went straight to voicemail so he probably had it switched off. She tried again, just in case. Nope, still off. What time was it in Brazil? Maybe it was the middle of the night and he'd turned it off to sleep. But dammit, now she was worried.
The library was about to close for the night, so she swung her backpack onto her back and headed down the road. She may as well go to the apartment on Darling Street. Not that she'd change her mind about moving in, but she wanted to see her dad's bookcase. She should have known Bronson would save it for her. That was the kind of guy he was. It was one of the reasons she'd fallen so hard for him, not that she could confess her feelings to Carla.
The apartment was at the city end of Glebe, a ten minute walk from the library. By the time she arrived it was getting dark, but she collected the key with no trouble and took the elevator up to the top floor. The building looked like it had been built in the thirties or forties, but it had been lovingly maintained, and its high ceilings and big windows reminded her of the Baxter. When she got to the top floor, a family came out of one of the apartments and two young sisters noisily raced each other down the hall to the elevator. Their mother smiled and said hello to Lacey as she went past.
Letting herself to the apartment, Lacey was about to turn on the light but hesitated with her hand on the switch. She was in a spacious living room that was airy, but not over the top. At the far end, large windows stretched to the ceiling. A beautiful moon was rising, spilling silver moonlight across the wooden floor. In its glow she saw her father's bookcase fitting perfectly against a wall in the living room, as though it had been built for the room.
The sight made her throat close up. If only her dad could see it here. Without the plastic cover that had protected the bookcase from the leaking roof of the Baxter, it was a handsome piece of furniture, and the moonlight made the wood shine.
If her father had been well enough, she could have brought him here. He would have grumbled and bitched, but even he would have had to admit this place was something special. The kind of apartment she could be happy in.
Leaving the light off, Lacey walked over to the bookcase, picturing it filled with her father's books. Tears pricked at her eyes, but she blinked them away. They were tears of regret, and hadn't she promised her father she wouldn't regret a thing? Maybe she had been foolishly stubborn when it had come to the Baxter. Perhaps she should have moved out a lot earlier. Too late now. The past was done. It was the future she needed to think about.
Tugging out her phone, she dialed Bronson's number again.
This time, it rang.
But the ringing wasn't just coming from her phone, it was too loud for that. She'd left the door open, she realized. And that's where the ringing was coming from.
When she hung up, the ringing stopped.
"Hello?" she called, her heart thumping. "Is someone here?"
"Lacey?" A familiar figure appeared, silhouetted in the doorway with the moonlight picking out his features. She froze, her heart lurching. Every time she saw him, it was a surprise all over again to realize how heart-stoppingly handsome he was. Even more so, in the silver light of the moon. And especially because she was in love with him.
"Bronson? But how are you here? Carla said you were in Brazil."
"I was." Like her, he walked in without bothering to turn the light on. "I've just got off the plane, and I was on my way home when I stopped here on a whim. I'm not even sure why, except I don't know where you live now, so I hoped you might have changed your mind about moving in here."
"No, I … " She swallowed. Even now, after she'd convinced herself there could be nothing between them, she could barely keep from throwing herself into his arms. But nothing had changed. With him, she'd never come first. "I just came to see my father's bookcase," she managed.
"How's your father?"
"He's weak, but hanging on. They keep telling me it won't be long, but he's too stubborn to give up easily."
"That's where you get it from." The teasing note in his tone was so familiar, it made her heart ache. He was unshaven, his chin dark. She wanted to run her hand over his stubble and feel its roughness against her palm.
She drew in her breath. "I heard you found your brother."
"He's in Rio."
"That's really … " She was going to say how selfish it was for Christof not to have at least let Bronson know he was okay, but swallowed the words. "That sounds nice," she said instead. "Is he still angry?"
"Not anymore. We talked a lot, and it was good. I think we're closer than we've ever been."
"That's great. Carla said she was a little worried that you hadn't been working."
A smile played over his lips. "Sounds like you and Carla had quite the chat. I should have let her in on what I was up to, but to be honest, I found it a little difficult to let go of work so decided going cold turkey might be best."
Something tightened in Lacey's chest. "You're moving to Brazil?" She couldn't stop her voice from cracking. "Is that what this is about?"
"What? No, of course not."
There was no reason for her to be so relieved. They had no future, remember? But still, Lacey's legs had gone wobbly. "Okay. So why didn't you want to work?"
He took a step forward to put both hands on her arms. She felt their pressure as though they were on her bare skin, rather than her thick winter coat.
"I've decided to do things differently from now on. I had my reputation all tied up with the clubs, but that's no longer going to work for me. The building managers are taking more responsibility, and it's up to them to make the clubs work. So far, they're stepping up to the challenge."