The next thing I know the lights go out. How in the hell did the lights go out so fast? The television comes to life and the movie starts. “Oh. My. God.” I’m stunned…shocked, actually, that I’m sitting here watching this, or about to watch this.
There’s no hiding the laughter coming from the girls now, and I know it’s at my expense, but I start laughing right along with them. I think I’m gonna need more wine. I down the glass I’m holding then refill it myself. Are they? Is that… Does it really look like that?
I don’t know how long we sit there in complete silence, drinking our wine, while we watch this porn. There’s at least two bottles laying empty on the floor. I’m feeling a little tipsy, so I lean back against the mound of pillows that’s behind me and take in the picture before me. I’m like a deer in headlights for the longest time, and when I finally do move my eyes, I notice some movement in the corner. I look over and see that Sam has her hand down her panties. I quickly look away because I’ve never seen that done before, and quite frankly, I’m embarrassed, only to see Jenny…then Kaylee doing the exact same thing. The only other option is to look back at the television. I could leave, but honestly I’m rather curious to see where this is going to go.
“Haley…” Sam says.
I turn to look at her while she’s…she’s touching herself in that way I was told was wrong.
“Touch yourself, Haley. It feels amazing to please your body.” She closes her eyes and leans her head back before she continues. “There’s nothing wrong with it,” she says, and then I see her other hand snake under her shirt, and it starts caressing her breast.
“Don’t be afraid,” Jenny says. “We’re not going to judge you.”
Hearing the little moans starting to come out of their mouths is starting to do something to me. Hearing the sounds come out of the television is adding to the visions running through my head. I can picture myself on that screen in place of the women. I can almost feel that man’s hands on me, caressing my breasts, running them up and down my back, gripping my ass and pulling me closer just like he is her. Before I even realize what is happening, I let out my own little moan and realize that my hand has found its way down my panties and is now rubbing my clit.
“That’s it. Just feel,” Kaylee says.
And that’s what I do. I feel…and man does it feel amazing. I watch the girls, switching back and forth between the three of them, mimicking what they are doing until I find a rhythm that feels best for me. After a few more minutes pass, they slip out of their panties, toeing them off to the side. They even bring out what I can only assume are vibrators and start using them on themselves then each other.
I sit there and watch, glancing back and forth between the television and the three of them. I’m amazed at how comfortable they are with their own bodies…and with each other. They begin to move closer while gathering in front of me.
“We’re not making you uncomfortable, are we, Haley?” Sam asks while moving just an inch further.
“Umm…” I’m not quite sure how to answer that. Yes, I’ll admit I’m a little uncomfortable since I’ve never seen any of this activity before, but not to the point where I want it to stop. I’m more in the range of still wanting to see where this goes.
“What’s going on in that head of yours?” Jenny’s eyes rise to meet mine, while rubbing her hands up and down Kaylee’s legs, getting closer and closer to her thighs. Her shirt slips off one shoulder, falling down exposing the top portion of her breast.
My hand stills for a moment. “What’s it feel like?” God, I can’t believe I said that, but my mouth doesn’t stop there. “I know I sound like an idiot, but how good does it actually feel?”
“It hurts at first, but the feeling that follows is amazing. We can show you if you like. We won’t make you do anything you don’t want to do. All you have to do is say stop, and it ends,” Kaylee replies.
They can show me what it’s like to be touched, but do I want to cross that line and know what it’s like to be with a woman…or in this instance, women. I’m nervous, excited, anxious, scared all at the same time. I came here to experience new and exciting things, so why not just go for it. They said they’d teach me, so why not let them.
I nod my head in agreement that I want them to teach me, and they all smile in return. One by one, they inch closer to me, drawing me into the circle, and before long, I’m surrounded by them. They each take turns whispering how beautiful I am, how soft my skin is, how they can’t wait to teach me everything they know.