Sliding my hand into her underwear, my fingers glide through her heaven. She’s so fucking wet for me. ‘I need to taste you,’ I say, pulling out of the kiss and making eye contact with her.
‘Please,’ she whimpers.
‘Are you sure?’ I ask, hoping she has the sense to stop this, because I sure as hell don’t.
My hopes are dashed when she nods before uttering, ‘Yes. I’ve never been surer.’ There’s no way I can deny her.
Sitting back on my haunches, I glide her pink lace panties down her legs. She lifts her torso away from the mattress, pulling her shirt over her head, and removing her bra while she’s at it. Fuck, she’s beautiful. Surely she didn’t need all those trophies to tell her that. My eyes rake over her luscious body. She literally takes my breath away.
I’m so fucking hard my cock aches.
She moans the moment my mouth bears down on her and her fingers grip my hair. Christ, she tastes just as sweet as I knew she would. I love that it only takes me minutes to have her coming undone.
I place my hand over her mouth when she screams out in pleasure. Her mother’s downstairs. I don’t fancy facing her wrath if she finds out what we’re up to in here.
Taking my time, I kiss my way up her body until my mouth covers hers. I know the day will come that I’ll regret doing this, but I’m too lost in her to care right now.
My body is still nestled between her legs, and my need to be inside her is so strong.
‘Fuck me Jax,’ she breathes. Did she just read my mind?
‘Candice,’ I murmur as I move my cock towards her opening. The moment I slide the tip inside, I throw my head back and groan. She’s so tight. She feels … amazing.
My mouth hungrily captures hers as I push my hips forwards, filling her completely. Her pussy feels like a vice. I hear her breath hitch and her body stiffen.
‘Shit. Are you okay?’ I ask, pulling out of the kiss.
‘I’m perfect.’
‘Do you want me to stop?’ Please don’t say yes.
‘No. Just give me a minute. You’re hung like a horse, remember?’
I chuckle at her comment. She has no filter whatsoever. I love that about her.
Stilling, I give her body time to adjust. My mouth meets her again, but this time my kiss is a lot softer. I stay buried inside her for the longest time, while we make out until my need to move becomes too much.
Drawing my hips back slightly, we moan in unison when I slide back in. Within minutes I’m moving at a steady pace, pumping into her little slice of heaven, over and over. Rocking her hips, she meets me stroke for stoke. The sheer enormity of what I’m feeling for her in this moment scares me.
It’s like nothing I’ve ever experienced.
Flipping over onto my back, I bring her with me. ‘You’ve never looked more beautiful than you do right now,’ I say as she straddles my hips and sinks down onto my cock.
She rewards me with a smile. ‘I’ve never felt more beautiful.’
My fingers dig into her hips as I slightly lift her before drawing her back down. I watch as her eyes flutter shut and her mouth parts as she sweetly moans. Lowering my gaze, I stare at her pussy tightly wrapped around my dick. It’s a perfect fit. Then my heart sinks.
‘Fuck,’ I grate out, pulling her off me in a panic.
‘What?’ she asks, confused.
‘I forgot to put a rubber on.’ I’ve never gone bareback before. ‘Shit,’ I say, looking down at my cock. What the hell? Is that blood? ‘Fuck.’ That’s all I damn well need. ‘Please don’t tell me you’re a virgin.’
‘Okay, I won’t,’ she whispers, wrapping her arms around her legs.
‘You won’t what?’
‘Tell you,’ she replies, turning her face away from me. In that moment no words are needed, her actions say it all. Christ. How could that be? I never would’ve let this go so far if I’d known.
The moment I go to stand, Candice grabs for my arm. ‘Don’t go,’ she begs. ‘I’ve mucked around with guys before, but I’ve never gone all the way. It’s no big deal.’
Running my fingers through my hair in frustration, I turn to face her. ‘It’s a big deal, Candice.’
When I notice the tears pooling in her eyes I reach for her, pulling her to me.
‘Why didn’t you tell me?’
‘Because I know the type of person you are, Jax. You never would’ve gone through with it.’ She’s right, I wouldn’t have. Too late now, the damage is done.
We’re both silent for the longest time, until she finally speaks. ‘Please don’t leave me.’
I don’t reply because truthfully, I don’t know what to say. I’m not sure if she’s talking about this moment, or me going away to university. The thought of leaving her and not seeing her for God knows how long, is tearing me up inside.