His Needs:Billionaire(22)

"Would you change it all if you could? Go back and fix the small cracks in the marriage?"

"Hell yeah. She's everything I wanted in a wife, a lover, a best  friend." He pressed his teeth into his lip and shook his head before  walking down the fairway toward the next hole.

"James all right?" Patrick walked over and got into the golf cart.

"Yeah, he will be." Damon dropped down into the driver's seat and tried  to figure out if he still had a chance of fixing him and Bethany. She  hadn't cheated on him. She wouldn't do that.

Neither would his mom have cheated on his dad. Not in a million years, but she did.



*



He walked into the office a few hours later to find the staff working  fast to put out a third quarter fire for another client. He left them to  it and walked to his office to find Bethany staring out the window.

"Hey, can you organize a dinner tonight? Looks like those guys in there  aren't going to get a break anytime soon. We'll either bring something  in, or go somewhere."

"Yeah, I guess." She glanced over her shoulder. The sadness on her  pretty face tore into him, but he'd made his apologies yesterday only to  have her lie to him about her stomach and leave with someone. No way  had she gone out by herself for two hours. He'd parked the car and  gotten to the room in time to smell the remnant of her perfume that  filled the place.

"Thanks." He walked to his desk and sat down, not bothering to ask why  she was standing by the window while everyone else was busting ass. That  wouldn't gain him any favors, though after the night before, he wasn't  sure he wanted any.

"Thank you for the card. It was sweet."

Sweet?

"Sure." He popped open his laptop and turned it on before glancing up to catch her watching him. "What's up, Beth?"

"Why does everything have to be a fight between us? What am I to you?  Your girlfriend? Your associate?" She pressed her hands to her hips.  "You're fucking secretary?"

"Because I asked you to organize a dinner?" He leaned back in his chair  and forced his anger to stay at the edge of the confrontation. She was  mad, and yet it was his turn to light into her. She was one hundred  percent in the wrong.

"Yeah, Damon. That's why." She shook her head and walked to the door.

"Right. Close the door behind you, and thanks for your efforts. Hope  your stomach is all better." He glanced down and opened a few files as  the door closed. "Fuck. What the hell?"

They were past the point of saving things, or so it seemed. This was the  reason he refused to get into a relationship in the first place.  Everything was taken the wrong way, skewed, fucked up. It was  exhausting, and at this point... not really worth the effort. If all he  was going to do was continue to hurt her with every move he made, then  he was done.

He was honest in the card the night before. He did love her. But as James had clearly reminded him, love just wasn't enough.



*



The rest of the day was a blur of activity, and he didn't look up from  his laptop until Ben knocked on the door later that evening. The  twinkling stars outside of his window let him know it was well past the  time he'd planned to get up and find something to eat. His stomach  growled angrily as if in protest.

"You coming?"

"Where?" Damon stood up and stretched before pulling off his suit jacket.

"Dinner. Bethany organized a family-style dinner at the Italian place just down the road. Come on, we can walk."

"Where is the rest of the team?" He walked out into the hall to see Delilah on the phone.

"They're already there. We let them go to get the appetizers and stuff.  You good walking?" Ben grabbed Delilah's elbow and she nodded and moved  in behind them.

"Yeah, I could use some fresh air."         

     



 

"Long day?"

"Yeah. I didn't move once I don't think. Everything hurts." He reached  up and rubbed his hand down the back of his neck before rolling his  shoulders a few times. "Beth do okay today?"

"Oh yeah. The girl is honestly brilliant. She's fast as fuck too. I love  having her on the team. She didn't talk much, which was odd, but I  figured she was just tired from a wild night with-"

Damon popped him in the chest. "Don't. Not appropriate."

"Gotcha." Ben gave him a sheepish look and held the elevator open for them.

Delilah's eyes moved across him as a smile touched the side of her  mouth. "My stupid sister seems to think that I'm going to set you up  again."

"Again?" Ben's eyebrow lifted. "Were you the one that set him up with Christa originally?"

Damon chuckled and pressed his fingers to the bridge of his nose. Were  they really going to unlock the stories of his past? He was too tired to  deal with much of anything.

"Yes. Dumbest mistake of my life. I should have swiped him up for  myself." She laughed and moved to Damon's side, pressing her shoulder  against his. "We would make a good couple."

"Would have. Past tense." He forced a smile and walked out into the  lobby of the building. Ben and Delilah laughed and poked fun at him as  they walked to the restaurant. He played into it a little, but stopped  outside the restaurant and turned to face them. "All right, drop it. I  don't want anyone here to feel inferior to either of you because we have  a past together."

"You have a past with Damon too?" Delilah laughed. "Have you seen him in a speedo?"

Damon rolled his eyes and walked into the restaurant. The hostess  ushered him to the back room where the rest of his staff were. Philip  was seated next to Beth and leaning over, showing her something on the  menu, but they were entirely too close for Damon's comfort.

She laughed and turned her face towards Philip's to say something,  putting them awkwardly close, intimately so. The widening of her eyes  said that she realized it, and she moved back.

Damon cleared his throat and smiled. "Thanks for all the hard work. Bethany, can I see you for a minute?"

"Of course." She stood up as her face lost color.

Unbelievable. Something was going on between the two of them. Damon had  taken a chance on hiring this little shit back, much to his detriment,  obviously.

He moved through the restaurant and walked out into the cool night air as she stopped beside him.

"Is this a good place for dinner? I should think-"

He turned and grabbed her arm as he leaned down to get in her face. Her tone was cocky, shitty, full of condemnation.

"What are you doing right now? Do you want this to end? If you do,  fucking say so, and I'll save us the pleasure of ripping each other  apart from across the room."

She jerked her arm from him and slapped him. Hard. "Fuck you for that.  You know that I love you. You're the villain here. Not me."

He rubbed his cheek and glanced around. "Right. I'm the one that lied.  The one that went somewhere with someone last night and left you  sleeping on the couch. Yeah, I forgot. That was me."

"If I don't have my legs open or a calculator in my hand, I'm nothing to  you but a puppet on a string." She took a step back toward the  restaurant. "And I didn't lie. You did."

"Your stomach still hurting?" Anger burned through him as he clenched  his fists and tried hard to pull himself back from pressing her to the  side of the restaurant and reminding her who was in charge. It would do  no good. She didn't want him anymore. That much was obvious.

"Is anyone else from Christa's family going to start working here? I mean, the more the fucking merrier."

"Grow up, Beth." He turned and walked back toward the office.

"Don't leave me standing here."

He ignored her and lifted his eyes to the sky as his heart ripped in two  and tears burned his gaze. She could have her freedom and her future.  He would take the role Charlie had advised him to. Mentor. Friend. Big  Brother.

He could be anything she needed him to be and nothing else.





Chapter 18

Bethany





"Everything okay?" Philip glanced up as Bethany took her place beside him.

"Yeah, I think so." She picked up her menu and forced herself into a  place of calm that didn't really exist. She'd been through enough shitty  situations as a teenager to know how to cover her tracks emotionally.  Damon's denial of her concerns over Delilah showed where he was far too  clearly.

The only question was whether there was a hope for a change of heart in  either of them. A depression that she couldn't imagine surviving began  to stir deep in her chest. As sad and stupid as it seemed, she couldn't  shake the desire to have him one more time. The strong emotions they  shared when making love were enough to leave her panting and shaken. It  was a little like hitting the most perfect drug and riding the high as  long as she could. He was addictive in ways she'd never imagined  possible.         

     



 

"You don't look like everything is okay." Philip glanced around and  pressed his shoulder to hers. "You and the big guy fighting?"