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His Defiant Desert Queen(4)



                She tried to calm herself. She focused on her breathing, and clamped down on her wild thoughts. It wouldn’t help her to panic. She knew she’d entered the country illegally. She’d willingly agreed to work on a shoot that hadn’t been condoned by the government. And she’d shown her breasts in public, which was also against Saidia’s law.

                And she’d done it all because she hadn’t taken money from her family since she was eighteen and she wasn’t about to start now.

                She was an adult. A successful, capable woman. And she’d been determined to make it without going to her family begging for a handout.

                In hindsight, perhaps begging for a handout would have been wiser.

                In the wardrobe tent, Jemma shrugged off the heavy fur coat, and slipped a light pink cotton kimono over her shoulders, tying the sash at her waist. As she sat down at the stool before the make-up mirror, she could hear the sheikh’s voice echo in her head.

                You’ve done everything wrong...

                Everything wrong...

                He was right. She had done everything wrong. She prayed he’d accept her apology, allow her to make amends. She hadn’t meant to insult him, or disrespect his country or his culture in any way.

                Jemma straightened, hearing voices outside her tent. The voices were pitched low, speaking quickly, urgently. Male voices. A single female voice. Jemma recognized the woman as Mary Leed, Catwalk’s editorial director. Mary was usually unflappable but she sounded absolutely panicked now.

                Jemma’s heart fell all over again. Bad. This was bad.

                She swallowed hard, her stomach churning, nerves threatening to get the better of her.

                She shouldn’t have come.

                She shouldn’t have taken such risks.

                But what was she to do otherwise? Crumble? Shatter? End up on the streets, destitute, homeless, helpless?

                No.

                She wouldn’t be helpless, and she wouldn’t be pitied, or mocked, either.

                She’d suffered enough at the hands of her father. He’d betrayed them all; his clients, his business partners, his friends, even his family. He might be selfish and ruthless and destructive, but the rest of the Copelands weren’t. Copelands were good people.

                Good people, she silently insisted, stretching out one leg to unzip the thigh-high boot. Her hand was trembling so badly that it made it difficult to get the zipper down. The boots were outrageous to start with. They were the stuff of fantasy, a very high heel projecting a kinky twist, just like the fashion layout itself.

                They would have been smarter doing this feature in Palm Springs instead of Saidia with Saidia’s strict laws of moral conduct. Saidia might be stable and tolerant, but it wasn’t a democracy, nor did it cater to the wealthy Westerners like some other nations. It remained conservative and up until two generations ago, marriages weren’t just arranged, they were forced.

                The tribal leaders kidnapped their brides from neighboring tribes.

                Unthinkable to the modern Western mind, but acceptable here.

                * * *

                Jemma was tugging the zipper down on the second boot when the tent flap parted and Mary entered with Sheikh Karim. Two members of the sheikh’s guard stood at the entrance.