Heroes Are My Weakness(8)
She’d given her name—he knew exactly who she was—but he acted as though a stranger had stepped into his house.
“I’m looking for Will Shaw,” she said, hating the slight tremor in her voice.
He stepped down onto the marble floor, which was inset with black, diamond-shaped onyx. “Shaw doesn’t work here any longer.”
“Then who’s taking care of the cottage?”
“You’d have to ask my father that.”
As if Annie could simply dial up Elliott Harp, a man who spent winters in the South of France with his third wife, a woman who couldn’t have been more different from Mariah. Her mother’s vivid personality and eccentric, gender-bending style—pipe stem trousers, white men’s shirts, beautiful scarves—had attracted half a dozen lovers as well as Elliott Harp. Marrying Mariah had been the answer to his midlife rebellion against an ultraconservative life. And Elliott had provided the sense of security Mariah had never been able to achieve for herself. They’d been doomed from the beginning.
Annie curled her toes inside her boots, ordering herself to stand her ground. “Do you know where I can find Shaw?”
His shoulder barely rose—too bored to waste energy on a real shrug. “No idea.”
The ring of a very modern cell phone intruded. Unnoticed by her, he’d been cradling a sleek black smartphone in his opposite hand—the one not caressing the dueling pistol. As he glanced at the display, she realized he was the one she’d seen last night galloping across the road with no regard for the beautiful animal he’d been riding. But then, Theo Harp had a dark history when it came to the welfare of other living creatures, animal and human.
Her nausea was back. She watched a spider creep across the dirty marble floor. He silenced the call. Through the open door behind him—the one that led to the library—she glimpsed Elliott Harp’s big mahogany desk. It looked unused. No coffee mugs, yellow pads, or reference books. If Theo Harp was working on his next book, he wasn’t doing it there.
“I heard about your mother,” he said.
Not—I was sorry to hear about your mother. But then he’d seen how Mariah had treated her daughter.
“Stand up straight, Antoinette. Look people in the eye. How do you expect anyone to respect you?”
Even worse, “Give me that book. You’re not reading any more drivel. Only the novels I give you.”
Annie had hated every one of those novels. Others might fall in love with Melville, Proust, Joyce, and Tolstoy, but Annie wanted books that depicted courageous heroines who stood their ground instead of throwing themselves under a train.
Theo Harp ran his thumb along the edge of the phone, the dueling pistol still dangling from his other hand as he studied her improvised bag-lady attire—the red cloak, the old head scarf, her worn brown suede boots. She’d fallen into a nightmare. The pistol? His bizarre outfit? Why did the house look as though it had regressed two centuries? And why had he once tried to kill her?
“He’s more than a bully, Elliott,” her mother had told her then husband. “There’s something seriously wrong with your son.”
Annie understood now what hadn’t been clear that summer. Theo Harp was mentally ill—a psychopath. The lies, the manipulations, the cruelties . . . The incidents his father Elliott had tried to dismiss as boyish mischief hadn’t been mischief at all.
Her stomach refused to settle. She hated being so frightened. He transferred the dueling pistol from his left hand to his right. “Annie, don’t come up here again.”
Once again, he was getting the best of her, and she hated it.
From nowhere, a ghostly moan crept into the hallway. She whipped around to find its source. “What’s that?”
She looked back at him and saw he’d been taken by surprise. He quickly recovered. “It’s an old house.”
“That didn’t sound like a house noise to me.”
“It’s not your concern.”
He was right. Nothing about him concerned her any longer. She was more than ready to leave, but she’d barely taken half a dozen steps before the sound repeated, a softer moan this time, even eerier than the first moan and coming from a different direction. She stared back at him. His frown had deepened, his shoulders tensed.
“Crazy wife in the attic?” she managed.
“Wind,” he said, daring her to refute him.
She curled her hand around the soft wool of her mother’s cloak. “If I were you, I’d leave the lights on.”
She kept her head up long enough to pass through the foyer into the back hallway, but when she reached the kitchen, she stopped and hugged the red cloak around her. An Eggo frozen waffle box, an empty bag of Goldfish crackers, and a ketchup bottle were visible in the overflow of the trash bin in the corner. Theo Harp was crazy. Not the funny crazy of a man who tells bad jokes, but the bad crazy of someone who keeps dead bodies stacked in the cellar. This time as she stepped out into the arctic air, it was more than the cold that made her shiver. It was despair.