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Her Not-So-Secret Diary(4)

By:Anne Oliver


'What's this?' He stilled, leaning closer to the screen, blocking  Sophie's view and her heart jumped into her mouth again. 'This is your  work, I take it?' He turned slowly towards her. His eyes seemed darker  and there was a gleam there that she was sure hadn't been there before.

She found herself backing away from his powerful gaze as if pushed by  some physical force. Her hands alternately fluttered and clenched in  front of her. 'I can … explain … '

'No need.' He leaned back in his chair, a slow smile touching his lips.  'I left it with Pam but I see you've finished it. Everything looks to be  in order, you can email it today.'

The Lygon report. A sigh escaped her lips, instantly bitten off when she  caught him still watching her, eyes darker than she'd thought. She  straightened. 'I'll get right on it.'

'This afternoon will be soon enough.' He glanced back at the screen, then said, 'Nothing else here that can't wait.'

He rose and she almost sagged with relief. Her legs were like jelly and  she really, really wanted to escape to her desk and regroup.

But before she could propel herself forward-rather, backward and away-he  opened his briefcase, pulled out a few files. 'Since you're here and  obviously enthusiastic to get on with the day, I'd like you to come with  me.'

'Me?' To Coolangatta? With him? Her breath caught. 'But … '

He looked up sharply. 'Is that a problem?'

Uh oh. A temporary PA's golden rule: do not irritate the boss no matter  how short your stay is. 'No. Not at all. Absolutely.' She shook her  head, then nodded. Her head spun.                       
       
           



       

'Good.' His eyes pinned hers so directly, so intensely, she felt as if she were being probed, naked, with twin lasers.

She flicked at her collar, lifted her blouse away from her skin, sticky  now despite her morning shower, and flashed him a smile. 'I'll leave a  note for Mimi.'

'Fine.' He blinked, then seemed to shake his head, the movement abrupt,  and frowned at his watch. 'Better make that call from the car on the  way.' He handed Sophie the files without looking at her. 'These need  mailing this afternoon.' His voice was clipped as he snapped his case  shut. 'Bring Pam's laptop, you can familiarise yourself with the project  before we get there. Coffee- Forget it, we don't have time.'

'No worries.' This was more like the Jared Sanderson Pam had talked  about. Complained about. Adjusting the files in her arms, she swung  around to carry them to her desk. 'I'll meet you downstairs in two  minutes … '

But he was already out of the door, leaving that spicy fragrance in his wake.



Jared tossed his briefcase and suit jacket onto the back seat of his new  pride and joy, his BMW hard-topped convertible, and blew out a strained  breath. Took off his cufflinks, slid them into his trouser pocket and  rolled his sleeves up-something he never did before meeting a new  client. He was a professional and he dressed like one. Every day. He  liked routine, the predictability of it.

There was nothing routine about this morning.

Nor was Sophie Buchanan, dream-weaver, what he'd expected. Unlike the  brazen and over-endowed vision he'd imagined, she was tall, slim and  understated. She wasn't his usual blonde; her hair was the colour of a  mid-winter's night. Smooth and sleek and shiny.

He hadn't missed her fragrance on the air when she'd all but leapt off  his chair. Not the expensive perfume most women he knew wore, but  something light and sparkly, like fresh fruit and summer.

And all he'd been able to see when they'd made eye contact was the  disturbing image of her sprawled over his bed wearing nothing but a  blackberry-stained smile and dangling a sliver of snakeskin from one  finger. It had taken considerable restraint not to yank her against him  and find out if the reality was as good as the fantasy she'd described.

She'd deleted the email.

He'd seen the nerves, read the body language and was confident it had  been a genuine mistake, not some scheme she'd devised to get his  attention.

The devil of it was it had got his attention, and in a big way. Just  looking at her and knowing what she'd been dreaming had given him a  hard-on and he was still feeling its effects. Not a professional image.  And knowing all those intimate details, how was he going to deal with  having her right outside his office all day?

So why had he asked her to accompany him to Coolangatta? He couldn't  resist the smile. Maybe because she was here already and his PA usually  accompanied him? The smile teased his lips into a full-on grin. Maybe he  wasn't going to change his routine just because Pam was unavailable?

And maybe he wanted to find out more about Sophie Buchanan. Like why  this woman had dreamed sexy dreams about him when they hadn't even met.  The trick would be not mixing business and pleasure.

She exited the building, sunshine sparking off her ebony hair as she  searched his car out. Unlike her fantasy, her dress code was wishy-washy  conservative, but a gust of wind blew the fabric of her blouse against  her body, outlining a low-cut bra and subtle yet teasing curves. He  leaned across the seat and shoved open the passenger door, slid on his  sunglasses and fiddled with his GPS while he waited-hardly courteous,  but it was preferable to the alternative of letting her see how she'd  affected him. How her creative writing had affected him.

So he wouldn't let the way he'd noticed her hips undulate provocatively  as she crossed the car park-not to mention those long tanned legs  beneath her fitted skirt-distract his thoughts from the upcoming  meeting.

She dropped into the passenger seat as if those spectacular legs were  about to give out and he grinned to himself. Dying to know if he knew,  wasn't she? But she wasn't asking, and he wasn't telling.

'Been temping long?' he asked as he swung out of the car park.

'A few years. But not for much longer.' He noted she wasted no time opening the laptop.

'Why's that?'

She tapped keys, her attention riveted to the screen. 'I'm going to the UK next month.'

'Oh? Working or sightseeing?'

'Both, I hope.'

'Anything lined up there?'

'Work-wise, not yet. I'll take it as it comes.'                       
       
           



       

They were cruising south along the Gold Coast Highway, negotiating the  morning peak-hour traffic, and he wondered for a moment how it would  feel to take off across the globe with no responsibilities and only  oneself to think about.

'We'll be meeting with the building's owner and the architect to discuss  the project brief,' he informed her. 'You'll find the info in the file  labelled CoolCm20. Familiarise yourself with it and be prepared to add  to it later.'

They followed the bitumen past Burleigh Heads and crossed the bridge  where a glimpse of turquoise water met white sand lined with Norfolk  pines. Salty air with a whiff of motor fumes blew through the open  window, but at this time of day he preferred the fresh morning breeze to  air conditioning.

'So your company offers clients advice on refurbishment projects,' she said, looking up from the file a short time later.

He nodded, checking his rear-view mirror before changing lanes. 'Not  only advice. We prepare a complete project brief. Should he or she wish  to proceed, we initiate contracts and manage the project to completion.'  He glanced her way. 'So you and Pam know each other?'

She nodded. 'We go back a long way. As a matter of fact, we're still neighbours in the same apartment complex.'

'You're from Newcastle too, then.'

'Yes. I moved up here four years ago.'

'With family?'

She shook her head and looked away towards the side window.

'Boyfriend? Partner?' he asked, glancing her way again when she didn't elaborate. He saw her shoulders tense, her jaw tighten.

'I needed a change of scenery,' was all she said.

Obviously it wasn't only the scenery she'd wanted to change. Someone had  hurt her. None of his business, Jared told himself. He didn't need to  know her life history. He was only interested in the Sophie who was  sitting beside him right now. The one who smelled as fresh as the  morning and dreamed about him.

He couldn't help the smile that threatened to give him away every time  he thought about it. The idea of this quietly professional woman playing  out those erotic fantasies with him had grasped him firmly between his  thighs and wasn't about to let go.

Unless he did something about it …



Change of scenery. If only it had been that simple. Sophie refocused her  gaze on the safety of the computer screen. How could she have stayed in  Newcastle knowing she might bump into Glen and his new lover-his new  pregnant lover? Which was inevitable given their mutual friends and  working environments. She hadn't wanted their pitying glances and  platitudes so she'd moved to the Gold Coast and taken a business course.

But recurring childhood nightmares had continued to hound her, screwing  with her life, making her ill until she'd had no alternative but to seek  professional help. Her counsellor had suggested a dream diary and  they'd used it to work through her emotional issues. Her abused  childhood, her failure as a woman. Even the fact that she'd sought help  was still, to her, a failure.