Her Cowboy Distraction(2)
As Candy left the booth he pulled one of the slices of pie in front of him and shoved the other to the opposite side, as if anticipating the arrival of another diner. But, in the four weeks that Lizzy had watched this ritual, no other diner had ever shown up to sit across from him.
He'd eat his pie, drink his coffee and not make eye contact with anyone in the place. Then he'd leave and the second piece of untouched pie would be thrown in the trash. It was a waste of good pie, but more than that it seemed like such a waste of good man.
Lizzy had speculated for the past four weeks each time he'd been in the café. All she could figure out was that each week he made a date with somebody he hoped would show up but who never did. Although Lizzy couldn't imagine a man like him being stood up by any woman with a beating heart.
Suddenly she wanted to make some kind of contact with him. She'd thought about him often after the first Friday night she'd seen him and had watched his actions and that spare piece of pie bite the dust.
You wouldn't dare, a little voice whispered in the back of her head as an idea began to form. It would be completely rude, wouldn't it? He'd think you were completely crazy. She tried to talk herself out of the strong impulse that had sprung into her mind.
But, she would dare. Since her mother's death four months before, Lizzy was doing a lot of things she would have never considered doing before.
She hadn't even realized she'd made up her mind to follow through on her impulse when she found herself on her feet, her coffee cup in hand as she headed for the third booth from the window and the handsome cowboy who sat all alone.
She didn't give herself a chance to think, to second-guess what she was doing as she slid into the booth seat across from him and set her coffee cup on the table next to the extra piece of peach pie.
Gray eyes. She hadn't been close enough to him until now to see the color of his eyes. His stunning, long-lashed gray eyes stared at her as if she were a creature from another planet.
She gave him one of her brightest smiles. "As you can see from my name tag, my name is Lizzy Wiles. Well, actually my name is Elizabeth Wiles, but everyone has always called me Lizzy."
She noticed he'd already eaten half his slice of pie, and he continued to stare at her as she picked up the spare fork and took a bite of the piece of pie in front of her. "It seems such a shame to throw this away after you leave each week. Personally, my favorite is apple, but Mary makes a mean pie no matter what kind it is."
Up close he was nothing short of amazing. Chiseled cheekbones and a firm square jaw radiated masculine strength, but his full lower lip whispered of something hot and dangerously sexy.
Still, it was his eyes that captured and held her. They were shadowed pools that, at the moment, simmered not only with a vague astonishment, but also with an underlying sadness that she hadn't expected, that seemed to pierce through her very soul.
"So, what's your name, cowboy?" she asked, aware that she sounded like a heroine in a Western romance novel.
The fork he held in his hand had never wavered until now. He carefully set it down next to his half-eaten pie, his eyes still holding that look of ambiguous surprise.
Before she realized his intention, he slid out of the booth, walked to the front door, grabbed his hat and then disappeared out of the café.
She stared after him, horrified that she'd apparently offended a paying customer to the point he'd left the café. He hadn't even finished his pie.
Her heart thundering with the feeling that she'd just made a dreadful mistake, she got up from the booth. What have you done, Lizzy? You should have just taken your break and minded your own darned business, a little voice inside her head chided.
She hurried into the kitchen, where she found Mary, the owner of the café, seated on a stool at a small table while Junior Lempke worked the grill, his tree-trunk-sized arms bulging beneath a grease-stained T-shirt.
"Mary, I think I just did something awful," Lizzy said as she pulled up a stool next to her boss. Lizzy's heart still banged painfully fast as she looked at Mary.
Mary Mathis was an attractive blonde with soft blue eyes and a beautiful smile. She not only mothered her ten-year-old son, Matt, but also her entire staff. "Lizzy, I've only known you a month, but I can't imagine you ever doing something awful," she replied.
Lizzy's cheeks burned with sudden shame. She should have never listened to that evil inner voice of hers. "You know that guy who comes in every Friday night and sits all by himself and orders two pieces of peach pie and a cup of coffee?"
Mary nodded. "Daniel Jefferson."
Daniel Jefferson. Lizzy now had a name to go with the handsome face and the hot body. "I ate his peach pie," Lizzy blurted out. "The extra piece, I mean. It was just a crazy impulse," she added hurriedly. "I'd watched him every Friday night and nobody ever joined him to eat the pie, so tonight I decided to."
Mary's blue eyes widened with surprise. "Oh, my goodness. What on earth did he do?"
"Nothing. He never said a word to me. He just got up and left the café."
Mary took a sip of her iced tea and gazed at Junior, who was carefully flipping a burger, a frown of deep concentration across his broad forehead. "Maybe it's a good thing." She looked back at Lizzy. "Maybe you shook him up just a little bit. Lord knows that man needs something other than his grief to think about."
"Grief?"
Mary nodded. "Daniel and his wife, Janice, used to come in here every Friday night for pie and coffee."
Wife. Of course a man who looked like Daniel Jefferson would have a wife. She frowned at Mary. "But, if he has a wife, then why since I've been working here does he always come in all alone?"
"About a year and a half ago Janice and her best friend, Cherry Benson, were killed in a car accident. It was a terrible tragedy, both for Daniel and the Benson men, who had already lost their parents years ago. Anyway, every Friday night since Janice's death Daniel has continued what had been their tradition of coming in for pie and coffee."
"And the pie I ate was meant for his dead wife." Lizzy swallowed hard against her horror. She felt as if she'd somehow spit on his wife's grave. "Oh, I feel so awful. I'm so stupid."
"You aren't stupid," Mary replied. "You just didn't know his background."
"What should I do now? How can I make this right?"
Lizzy thought of the sadness she'd seen in his eyes. Grief. It was definitely an emotion Lizzy understood intimately, still suffered from when it came to her mother's recent death.
"You should do nothing." Mary got up from her stool and offered Lizzy a sweet smile. "Stop looking so worried. Daniel is a big boy and you might want to apologize to him when he comes in here again, but other than that don't give it another minute of thought."
Easy for her to say, Lizzy thought that night at closing time. She'd been able to think of nothing but Daniel Jefferson for the rest of the evening as she'd worked.
He'd lost his wife. What a tragedy and it was obvious he'd loved her desperately, had shared with her that forever kind of love that Lizzy had only read about. Almost two years was a long time to grieve, a long time to keep alive a tradition that kept his dead wife in the forefront of his mind.
Daniel Jefferson was off-limits for any number of reasons, despite the fact that just looking at him made her feel a little breathless. Lizzy wasn't looking for love. She was looking for adventure, fulfilling a promise she'd made to her dying mother, a promise that would have her leaving Grady Gulch in the next couple of weeks to continue her journey of adventure.
Even if she was going to stick around for a while, the worst thing she could do was indulge in some kind of crazy crush on a man who was caught up in grief, clinging to a love that could probably never be replaced. That would be just plain stupid, and Lizzy didn't do stupid.
After closing up the café, Lizzy and two other young women who had worked that night left the building, walking together to the small cabins they were temporarily calling home.
Candy stayed in the one on the left of Lizzy's and Courtney Chambers with her ten-month-old son lived in the cabin on Lizzy's right. The fourth cabin was occupied by Rusty Albright, a forty-something man who worked as a cook/manager when Mary wasn't working the kitchen.
Candy was twenty-three years old, five years younger than Lizzy and, according to what she'd told Lizzy, had moved from a nearby small town into the cabin to work for Mary and be closer to her boyfriend, who was a Grady Gulch native.