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Heartstopper(7)

By:Lauren Landish


Our grumpy looking cat, Mr. Felix, an orange and white Persian who  adopted us when we were seniors in college, lazily watches her pace the  room from his perch on the couch. I'm sure to him, his only concern  about all of this is whether he's going to have to get strict when it  comes time for his humans to put out his food in the morning.

"Why not?" I demand. "I have his wallet. He's gonna think I stole it."

Hannah stops to scowl at me. "Honey, by now, he already thinks you stole it! Because, well, you did."

"I did not!" I protest. "I just didn't realize I'd stuffed it in my purse in my panic to leave."

Her words sink in, and I feel a feeling of despair creep through me.  "There must be something I can do. I can't keep his wallet. The longer I  have it, the guiltier I'll look."         

     



 

Hannah nods. "There is. Just go by Monday and turn it in to the club. Or  better yet, mail it to the guy. You have his address, assuming his  driver's license is up to date."

"Wait," I say. "Let me look him up." I don't know why I didn't think of  it before. Taking out his wallet, I pull out his license and see that  it's out of state, which makes me worry. But I have his full name, and I  type it into Google on my phone.

The first headline makes my eyes go wide, and I jump so hard I nearly  drop the phone. Corporate Executive And Stock Wizard Opens Club Jasmine.  I click the link and see that most of it is a PR piece that was  published just yesterday. My heart hammers in my chest as I read about  how the two friends came together to open up Club Jasmine and how they  wanted to make a new type of nightclub for the city. But the photo  catches my attention more. It's the same face, the same piercing eyes  that captured me earlier tonight. He's standing in the picture with the  same guy who accosted me in the hallway.

"Oh, my God, he owns the club with his friend. That's the same guy I saw in the hallway."

"Let me see." Hannah grabs the phone. "Shit, you weren't lying. Mr. Jake  Stone is sexy as hell. He's got those looks and money. Life ain't  fair."

"Yeah, not fair that he passed out before I could ride him to heaven and back," I complain.

Hannah stares at the article for a little more, then hands my phone back  to me. "That pretty much seals it. You're not going back there. There's  no way they'd believe your story. You'll just be some gold digger in  their eyes."

"Hey!" I protest, hurt. "I'm not a gold digging skank!" She's right,  though, and I feel horrible. I wish there were something I could do. But  now I'm too afraid.

Not to mention my body is all sorts of mixed up with my hormones going  in so many different directions that I can't focus at all. I'm horny,  scared, angry, and even a little bit hungry. "I can't believe I was  about to sleep with the owner of the club," I say to myself. "Why did he  pretend like he wasn't some big shot?"

"Who knows? Don't worry, chica," Hannah says, coming over to wrap an arm  around me in a sweet embrace. "Everything's going to be all right."

Right then, my phone buzzes and I glance down. Tears come to my eyes as I  feel a tug in my heart. "It's Mindy," I say. "Not sure why she's  calling this late."

"My cue to go to bed then," Hannah says, delivering a kiss to my  forehead before getting up. "Answer it and tell her all about the night.  Considering how crazy you both are, I bet she has a story to one-up  you. Just save some of the Cherry Garcia for me. I know how you get when  you start talking with your sister."

Hannah goes to leave, but before she can totally leave, I call out. "Hannah?"

She turns around, her hand on the door jamb to her bedroom. "Yeah?"

"Thank you for being here for me. I don't know what I'd do without you."

"Probably actually end up killing guys to get your needs met," Hannah  says. "And you'd probably have the freezer stocked with those  dick-shaped popsicles that have sweet cream filling."

I scowl, my lip curling. "That's disgusting."

"Just joking!" Hannah says, trying to smirk before sticking out her  tongue. When that doesn't work, she sighs melodramatically. "Enjoy your  talk with Mindy. Goodnight."

Hannah disappears into her bedroom area, and for a split second I debate  on answering the phone. But when I think about how long it's been since  I last talked to her, I press the button.

"Hi, Mindy!" I answer as I would any other time.

"Hey, Roxy! How's it going?" My sister's voice comes through the phone cheery and upbeat.

I don't want to rain on her parade, and I don't want to get her worried. "Great. How's things for you and the fam?"

"Really? That's good. I didn't know if you'd still be up. I know you're  wondering why I'm calling this late, but I finally got some downtime  from handling Leah and thought I'd call you and leave you a voicemail."

I smile, thinking about Leah. The spitting image of Mindy if you shrank  her down and made her chubbier and cute, she's the darling of everyone  in the family. And with a new generation of women in the family, Grandma  finally feels like she's accomplished nearly everything that a woman  could ask for. She's cute as a button, and if she's anything like her  mother or her aunt, Mindy's going to have her hands full.         

     



 

"How's my favorite little niece doing?" I ask. "Still wrapping every man she meets around her little finger?"

"Of course. She's starting to talk more, and I'm trying to take her out  so she can make friends with other kids her age," Mindy says. "It's  crazy keeping up with them."

"That's wonderful. I wish I could see her." That's one of the things I  regret about living far away from family. I have missed out on the  important moments.

"I wish so too," Mindy says wistfully. "You know, Oliver asks about you  all the time. I think he thinks of you as our good luck charm, or maybe  the sister he never had."

I hold my tongue because she's right. I feel like I somehow, in a weird,  fucked up way, had a hand in getting them together. And some of my  favorite memories of the past few years have been with Mindy and Oli.  "How's work?" Mindy asks.

"Stressful," I admit. "I work an insane number of hours, but I'm still  learning and it's getting easier. I'm getting a promotion, though."

"You are? That's wonderful!" Mindy says earnestly. "I knew you could do it. Are you excited?"

"I am," I say halfheartedly. "I start Monday."

Mindy's quiet for a moment, and when she speaks again, her voice is soft, worried. "Is everything all right, Roxy?"

"I'm fine," I say. "Just tired."

"Don't lie to me. I can hear it in your voice," Mindy says. "Spill it."

For a moment, I debate on telling her the truth. It's not that I think she'd judge me, but maybe it's just a little too soon.

"Come on, Roxy," Mindy presses. "I'm not going to give up until you tell  me. If I have to, I'll fly Oliver out there to start poking around, and  you know how he is!"

I let out a sigh. "Fine. As long as you promise not to laugh. I'm sure  I'll think it's funny later on, but it scared me shitless."

"Deal. I'd pinky swear, but this is the phone."

Smiling at the old joke a little, I tell her everything about the creep and Mr. Heartstopper.

"Holy shit, that's crazy!" Mindy says when I'm done. "I bet that creeper tried to spike your drink!"

"He . . . holy shit, you're right!" I say, impressed that Mindy thought  of it. I should have thought of it too, honestly. "Still, I feel like  hell. I shouldn't have even gone, but gawd, babe, it's been so hard. I  haven't had a lot of time for myself, and I just wanted this one night  to relax, release, and have fun." A lump forms in my throat as the words  leave my lips. "I miss being the Roxy who sang her ass off for you."

Sympathy flows in Mindy's voice. "Oh, baby, don't be so hard on  yourself. I know how you feel. I went through the same thing working at  Beangal's. God, I was so burned out, and that was a place that was  literally bought just for me to run. So I totally understand. There was  nothing wrong with your going out to relax."

The tears threaten to flow from my eyes. "Mindy . . ."

"You know what? I think it's time for a visit," Mindy adds. "You got a  bestie, I know that, but nobody can get you back to normal like me."

"I don't know . . ." I begin, but Mindy laughs.

"I mean for us to come visit you. We might have some sister time to  remind you who the real baddest bitch in the family is, but this would  be for the whole family. I want to see how you're living, you can have  some baby time, and hell, I'll even let your roomie drool all over  Oliver for a few."

It would be nice to see my family again. I need to see my new niece and nephew. "When would that be?"