“Somehow I missed out on the tramp part. Tramps don’t go to bed fully clothed, and I’m pretty sure they don’t sleep through the night or tell guys not to kiss them.”
“Oh God.” She groaned. “I’m sorry. I knew I shouldn’t have said anything.”
“Bree, I’m teasing.” He pulled out his cell phone and handed it to her. “Here, put your number right in there.”
She handed him hers. “Only if you will, too.”
They both put their contact information into the other’s phone.
“I feel lucky that you spent the day with me, and I had fun shopping for Layla. I hope one day soon I get to meet her.” He brushed her hair away from her cheek.
I want you to meet her, too. Just not yet. “She’s gonna love the shoes.” Brianna had built such thick walls between her life with Layla and the idea of allowing any man in her life that she felt like she’d been preparing for it as she might a war. But the closer she got to Hugh, the more it became clear that when it came to the right person, the decision was relatively easy.
“We’re in my garage, nowhere near your work. Is it okay if I kiss you now?”
Instead of answering him, she leaned across the console and pressed her lips to his. He reached over to the passenger seat and scooped her into his arms, pulling her onto his lap and deepening the kiss. He kissed with slow, powerful strokes of his tongue, as if he wanted to savor every second, and the deeper he thrust his tongue, the more it aroused her. She felt so safe in his arms, like he wouldn’t ever let anything hurt her. When they drew apart, she ached for his return.
“I haven’t made out in a car since I was nineteen.” Hugh kissed her chin. “I kinda like it.”
He pulled her into another kiss and slid his hand along her hip. Brianna’s brain stopped functioning. She was all senses and desires. His cologne filled the car. The muscles in his thighs were strong and hard beneath her, and his large hand gripped her hip. His other hand cupped the back of her head and pulled her into a rougher kiss. She arched into him, pressing her breasts against his chest. Just as she’d experienced with him earlier, none of it was enough. She put her hands on his shoulders and kissed the stubble of his chin. Then she wrapped her mouth around his neck and sucked, not hard enough to make a mark, but enough to taste him, to feel the rough stubble against her tongue and send a bolt of lust right through her.
“Bree.” Her name was a heady whisper.
She felt a rise in his jeans, and she drew back.
Touch me. Kiss me.
“You’re driving me crazy. I’m really trying to behave, but you’re testing my willpower.”
She couldn’t weigh her response or think past right or wrong. All she could manage was, “Good,” and then she took him in another insatiable kiss.
He reclined the seat, pulling her on top of him and deepening the kiss. Driven by need, she pulled up his T-shirt.
“Oh my God. Really?” She ran her hands over his six-pack abs.
Hugh laughed. “I have to stay in shape to race.”
She kissed his stomach, then looked at him and bit her lower lip.
“What?” Hugh reached for her.
“I just want to put my skin against yours.” She lifted her shirt up just enough to expose her stomach and lay down on top of him. She moaned. “God, that feels good.”
“Do you have any idea how sexy you are?” He buried his hands in her hair and kissed her again. “Jesus, you’re killing me, Bree.”
Her cell phone rang, and they both froze.
“Layla.” Brianna sat up, and before she could reach for her purse, Hugh had snagged it and pulled her phone from the side pocket.
“You promised her. Here.” He thrust her phone into her hand.
“Hi, baby,” Brianna said.
Hugh righted the seat beneath them, and when she tried to crawl from his lap, he held her in place. He fixed her shirt so it hung properly and covered her belly.
“I’ll be there soon, honey. How was the play?” Brianna mouthed, Sorry, to Hugh.
He mouthed, It’s fine, and ran his hand down the back of her hair. She felt silly sitting on his lap and embarrassed to have been interrupted. There’s no way he’ll want to see me now. She tried to focus on Layla.
“I’m so happy for you, Layla. Okay, tell Grandma I’ll be there in twenty minutes. I miss you too, baby.” She purposely didn’t look at Hugh, afraid to see the disappointment in his eyes. “Okay, see you soon.”
She ended the call and tried again to move from his lap, but he held her still.
“How’d she like the play?”
“She loved it. Hugh, I’m so sorry.” She chanced a glance at him and he was looking at her with warmth and interest, not disappointment. His lips curved up and then he tilted his head to the side.
“I love hearing you talk to her. Your whole face lights up. There’s no need to be sorry.”
She struggled free and moved to the passenger seat. Hugh wrinkled his forehead.
“Why are you in such a hurry to move away from me? I like when you’re close.”
“I was embarrassed. There we were, making out, and I had to stop to take a phone call.” She shook her head and reached for the door handle.
“Hey, Bree.” He grabbed her hand. “Layla comes first. I get that. It’s the way it should be. I respect you for it. My father did the same thing with us. I’m not upset, and I’m not some kind of animal driven by sex.”
“Hugh,” she whispered, “you’re a little too good to be true. I’m waiting for something bad to bite me in the ass.”
He raised his eyebrows. “If you’re into that sort of thing.”
She pushed him playfully away with a little laugh. “You know what I mean.”
“I do, and I’m sort of waiting for the same thing, but right now, I’m not gonna fight it. I like to be with you, and you have a daughter. It’s an easy equation to understand. The more difficult part is, when can I see you again?”
Brianna pressed her lips together. “That’s the hard part. I have Layla every minute I’m not at work. This weekend was a fluke.” Kat had offered to babysit, but with working so many hours, Brianna would feel guilty leaving Layla after not seeing her all day.
He nodded. “Okay, well, I have a few things to do throughout the week, but can I come by your work and see you?”
“Of course, but, Hugh, I know what my life is like, and I know it will seem insurmountable to you. We’ve had more time together since we’ve met than I’ve taken for myself in years. I run from mommying to bartending to working with Claude, and some days I have to check the calendar twice to be sure of the day. Don’t feel pressure to see me just because you were nice to me for a few days.”
“Brianna, do you know what it feels like to hear that time and time again?”
It wasn’t the sharpness of his tone that silenced her. It was the hurt in his eyes.
“I’m sorry.” His voice softened, and he met her gaze. “I’m not angry, but I keep telling you how I feel about you and you keep pushing me away. If you really want me to walk away, I can do that. But don’t kiss me like that and then shut me out. It’s confusing to me, Bree. I’m not good at games. I’m a cut-and-dry guy. You either want to see me or you don’t. I know you don’t know me that well yet, but I wouldn’t spend the day with you if I didn’t want to. I’m not that nice of a person.”
Brianna looked down. “I’m sorry. I just—”
He let out a sigh. “You need to spend time working and with Layla. I’m not asking you not to do those things. I don’t know how we’ll get time together, but do you want to try? Do you want me to call you?”
“Yes, more than anything.”
“That’s a start. You must get a lunch or dinner break at work, or have time one morning after you take Layla to school? We could meet for coffee.”
Brianna felt the minutes—and her perfect fantasy day with Hugh—slipping away. “Call me and I’ll look at my work schedule. I really do want to see you.”
Hugh climbed from the car and opened her door. He’d been holding her hand all day, and now, as she placed her hand in his, it felt natural. It felt comfortable, and the last thing she wanted to do was walk away.
He took her in his arms again, and she was glad she’d worn her boots, because the extra three inches brought her that much closer to his lips.
“I’ll call you. Have fun with Layla.” He kissed her softly.
“Thank you for everything.” Why does this feel like goodbye forever?
He walked her to her car and put her bags in the trunk. They found the key in the tailpipe, just where Art said he’d leave it. She climbed in and it started right up. Brianna felt like she’d gone full circle. They’d begun getting close the night her car died, and here she was, feeling like she’d never see him again, no matter what he’d said. She knew how crazy her schedule was, and even as they said goodbye and she tried to work through the options in her mind, she couldn’t find an easy way to fit him in.
Hugh leaned through the window and kissed her again. She ran her fingers through his hair, hoping to remember everything about him—just in case.