Have Baby, Need Billionaire(15)

"Uh," Tula hedged, not sure if she should agree or not. Normally, she   would have, of course. But now that she had Nathan to worry about …

"Please consider it," Barbara urged, looking around the children's area   at the brightly colored floor rugs, the tiny tables and chairs. "I know   most authors hate doing signings, but I can promise you a success!  Your  books are very popular here and I know the children would get a  big kick  out of meeting the woman who writes the Lonely Bunny stories."

Tula followed her gaze and looked at the dozen or so kids sprinkled   around the area, each of them lost in the wonders of a book. Yes, her   life was a little up in the air at the moment, but a couple hours of her   time wasn't that much of a sacrifice, was it?

"I'd love to," she finally said.

"That's great," Barbara replied. "If you'll just give me a number where I   can reach you, we'll set something up. How does three weeks sound?"

"It's fine," Tula told her. While Barbara went to get a pad and pen to   take down her information, Tula told herself that in three weeks, she   might be back living in Crystal Bay. Alone. That would mean a drive into   the city for the signing, but if she was gone from Simon's life, she   would at least be able to stop in and see Nathan while she was here.

Her heart ached at the thought. That baby had become so much a part of   her life and world already, she couldn't even imagine being nothing more   than a casual visitor to him. She put the signed book back on the   shelf, walked to the front of the stroller and went down to her knees.

Running her fingers across the baby's soft cheek, she looked into brown   eyes so much like his father's it was eerie and said, "What will I do   without you, Nathan? If I lose you now, you won't even remember me, will   you?"

He laughed and kicked his legs, turning his head this way and that, taking in all the primary colors and the bright lights.

Her already aching heart began to tear into pieces as she realized that   Nathan would never know how much she loved him. Or how much it hurt to   think of not being a part of his life.

She'd agreed to be the baby's guardian for her cousin Sherry's sake. But   Tula had had no idea then that doing the right thing was going to one   day destroy her.



Simon got home early the following day and no one was there to appreciate it.

Damned if he'd be so boring that Tula could set her watch-if she had the   organizational skills to wear one-by him. He was still fuming over her   monologue the night before, ticking off his daily routine and making  him  sound as exciting as a moldy rock.                       
       
           



       

In response, Simon had been shaking up his routine all day long. He had   gone through the flagship of the Bradley department stores, stopping to   chat with clerks. He'd personally talked to the managers of the   departments, instead of sending Mick to do it. He had even helped out in   the stockroom, walking a new employee through the inventory process.

His employees had been surprised at his personal interest in what was   happening with the store. But he had also noted that everyone he talked   with that day was pleased that he'd taken the extra time to listen to   them. To really pay attention to what was happening.

Simon couldn't imagine why he hadn't done it years ago. He was so   accustomed to running his empire from the sanctity of his office, he'd   nearly forgotten about the thousands of employees who depended on him.

Of course, Mick had ribbed him about his sudden aversion to routine.

"This new outlook on life wouldn't have anything to do with a certain children's book author, would it?"

Simon glared at him. "Butt out."

"Ha! It does." Mick followed him out the door and down the hall to the elevator. "What did she say that got to you?"

He was just aggravated enough by what Tula had had to say the night   before that he told Mick everything. He finished by saying, "She ticked   off my day hour by hour, on her fingers, damn it."

Mick laughed as the elevator doors swept closed and Simon stabbed the   button for the ground floor of the department store. "Wish I'd seen your   face."

"Thanks for the support."

"Well come on, Simon," Mick said, still chuckling. "You've got to admit you've dug yourself a pretty deep rut over the years."

"There's nothing wrong with a tight schedule."

Mick leaned against the wall. "As long as you allow yourself some room to breathe."

"You're on her side?"

Grinning, Mick said, "Absolutely."

Grumbling under his breath at the memory, Simon stalked up the stairs,   haunted by the now unnatural silence. For years, he'd come home to the   quiet and had relished it. Now after only a few days of having Tula and   the baby in residence … the silence was claustrophobic. Made him feel as   if the walls were closing in on him.

"Ridiculous. Just enjoy the quiet while you've got it," he muttered. At   the head of the stairs, he headed down the hall toward his room, but   paused in front of the nursery. The baby wasn't there, but the echo of   him remained in the smell of powder and some indefinable scent that was   pure baby.

He stepped inside and let his gaze slide across the stacked shelves   filled with neatly arranged diapers, toys and stuffed animals. He smiled   to himself and inspected the closet as well. Inside hung shirts and   jackets, clustered by color. Tiny shoes were lined up like toy soldiers   on the floor below.

In the dresser, he knew he would find pajamas, shorts, pants, socks and   extra bedding. A colorful quilt lay across the end of the crib and a   small set of bookshelves boasted alphabetically arranged children's   books.

Tula might thrive in chaos herself, he mused, but here in the baby's   room, peace reigned. Everything was tidy. Everything was calm and safe   and … perfect. He'd had a crew in to paint the room a neutral beige with   cream-colored trim, but Tula had pronounced it too boring to spark the   baby's inner creativity. It hadn't taken her long to have pictures of   unicorns and rainbows on the walls, or to hang a mobile of   primary-colored stars and planets over the crib.

Shaking his head, Simon sat down in the cushioned rocker and idly   reached to pull one of the books off the shelves. Lonely Bunny Finds a   Garden.

"Lonely Bunny," he read aloud with a sigh. Now that he'd heard her   story, he could imagine Tula as a lonely little girl with wide blue   eyes, trying to make friends with a solitary rabbit. He frowned,   thinking about how her mother had so callously treated her daughter's   fears.

He was feeling for Tula. Too much.

Opening the book, Simon read the copyright page and stopped. Her name was listed as Tula Barrons Hawthorne.

He frowned as his memory clicked into high gear, shuffling back to when   he was dating Nathan's mother, Sherry. He remembered now. She had been   living here in the city then and she'd told him that her uncle was in   the same business as Simon.

"Jacob Hawthorne." Simon inhaled slowly, deeply, and felt old anger churn in the pit of his stomach.

Jacob Hawthorne had been a thorn in his side for years. The man's chain   of discount department stores was forever vying for space that Simon   wanted for his own company. Just three years ago, Jacob had cheated   Simon out of a piece of prime property in the city that Simon had   planned to use for expansion of his flagship store.                       
       
           



       

That maneuver had cost Simon months in terms of finding another suitable property for expansion.

Not to mention the fact that Jacob had bought up several of the Bradley   department stores when Simon's father was busily running the company   into the ground. The old man had taken advantage of a bad situation and   made it worse. Hell, he'd nearly succeeded in getting his hands on the   Bradley home.

By the time Simon had taken over the family business, it was in such bad shape he'd spent years rebuilding.

Jacob Hawthorne was ruthless. The old pirate ran his company like a   feudal lord and didn't care who he had to steamroll to get his own way.

At the time Simon had briefly dated Sherry, he'd enjoyed the thought of   romancing a member of Hawthorne's family, knowing the old coot would   have been furious if he'd known. But Sherry's own clingy instability had   ended the relationship quickly. Now, though, he had a son with the   woman-which made his child a relative of Jacob Hawthorne.