Harmless(35)

Roan had too much going on in his life to invite Seg into it. No way would this be a permanent thing, and he wasn't about to bring a man into his life who wouldn't be there for Liam in the long run. But this  …  one night of incredible sex with a man he couldn't stop thinking about  …  this would be enough.

It would have to be.

Once they were out of the pool, Roan allowed Seg to lead him into the house and to the bedroom. He was shivering by the time they made it, but Seg fixed that by flipping on the shower and pulling him beneath the heat of the spray.

Seg never stopped kissing him and Roan never let him stop. He wanted this. Wanted all of this.

He could've remained steadfast if it wasn't for Seg fisting his cock roughly, stroking him until he damn near saw stars. At that point, he pulled back, trying to draw air into his lungs. When he did, Seg spun him around so that he was facing the shower wall.

"Need to be inside you," Seg growled against his ear as he tore open the condom he'd snatched on their way to the bathroom.

Roan picked up where Seg left off, stroking himself while Seg suited up, then grabbed a bottle of lube. He briefly wondered if it was the same lube that had been in here last time. Fourteen months ago. No, wait. Sixteen now. 

Sixteen months since he'd last had sex. A long fucking time to go without, that was for sure.

"Slow," Roan warned when Seg pressed the head of his dick against Roan's asshole. "Been a while."

"Me, too," Seg whispered against his ear. "Not since you."

Roan's dick jerked as those words registered. Was Seg for real? Had he honestly not had sex since … ? He wasn't sure he believed it, but those words worked for him. Leaning closer to the wall, Roan spread his legs wider, allowing Seg to push in deep.

"Oh, God, yes," Roan hissed, his cheek pressed against the cool tile.

"Feel good?" Seg's voice sounded strained, as though he was trying to hold back.

"Fuck yes. Deeper …  Go deeper."

Seg pushed in deeper, pulled out slowly, in deep again. Heaven. This was fucking heaven.

"Roan … " Seg groaned. "So tight. Fuck  …  not going to last … "

"Fuck me," Roan urged, pushing back against Seg. "Fuck me hard. Come in my ass."

Roan had to grip the tiled ledge as Seg began pounding his ass, slamming into him deep and hard. He didn't even need to touch his dick; within seconds, the overwhelming sensations drove him right over the edge.

"Coming … " Roan choked out.

"Oh, fuck. Me, too," Seg rasped. "God, me, too."

And just like last time, Seg made Roan see stars as he came. Hard.





Nine

PERHAPS IT WAS DUE TO the stress he'd endured waiting for this moment. Or maybe it was because of everything else going on. Whatever it was, Seg could hardly keep his eyes open when he'd dragged Roan out of the shower, dried them both, then tumbled into bed.

That was six hours ago.

Now, as he lay there watching Roan sleep, he wanted to stay like this forever.

Yes, he was an idiot. Yes, he was stupid. This wasn't a relationship, and probably not the beginning of one either. But damn it, having Roan here …  Seg hadn't felt this at peace in a long time. Maybe not ever.

He must've made some sort of noise, because Roan shifted, then his eyes slowly opened. He blinked once, then met Seg's gaze.

"Hey," Seg said, smiling.

Roan turned, looking as though he was trying to find the clock.

"It's only five," he told him. "Still early."

"Shit." Roan moved, but before he could get out of the bed, Seg pulled him back down.

"Don't go yet," he said softly, pressing his lips to Roan's shoulder, then moving closer. "Not yet."

"I need to," Roan said, but he didn't attempt to get up again.

Seg kissed him, trying to inhale him, not ready to let him go. He had a feeling that once Roan was out of his bed, he would never be back.

To his relief, Roan's hands came around him, sliding up and down his back as they moved closer. Seg gave in to the kisses, let himself get lost in Roan for a little while. Before he knew what happened, he was on his back, Roan kneeling between his legs.

"Remember last time?" Roan asked, his voice husky from sleep.

Seg nodded. He didn't know which part Roan was referring to, but since he remembered every single minute, every glorious detail, it wasn't like he was lying.

"Good," Roan brushed his lips against Seg's. "This time it's my turn."

Lying there, Seg watched Roan grab a condom and lube. Within seconds he was sheathed with the latex, and that was when Seg realized which moment Roan was referring to.

"Knees to your chest," Roan ordered, his voice, as well as his eyes, full of heat.