It was only in the kitchen, as I was putting together my morning salvation, that I remembered the earlier parts of the night: the threat of Mr. F, and my thwarted plan to finally get to Mr. Ronn and be done with the whole scene. Shit. Dom had really fucked that up for me.
Fuck.
I couldn't let that happen again. I mean, yes, I was so glad that Dom and I had finally breached that wall, that we had crossed all lines and were finally getting it on. But the cost was too high, and I needed to get my focus back. I needed to take care of business. For Tania, and for myself. The time had come-obviously, with Mr. F now looming ominously over my shoulder, and him being a favorite buddy or something to Joey fucking Ronn, I couldn't afford to play Hamlet anymore. Action was required, and the sooner the better.
By the time I got into work late in the afternoon, I was sorted. Focused. Determined. Energized. Tonight was the night, and I would be done. The worst part about it was that I'd have to leave town right away. A girl can't plan to take out a man and expect no one to come after her. Not that I thought anyone would miss him, pond-sucking scum that he was. Actually, I'd be doing the world a favor. I should get a fucking reward for it.
In any case, reality was that I'd have to go somewhere, and fast, and incognito. I had packed a bag for my run and had already loosened the screws on my license plate, snagging another plate off one of the cars that looked kind of like mine in a nearby apartment complex parking lot. I felt kind of bad about that, but luckily nobody had caught me doing it, and I figured it would buy me some time as I got myself to union Station in Chicago, which was only a couple of hours away.
After that, it was Amtrak all the way, baby. I had already found online that there were three trains heading to three different cities, each going out within a short time frame. I figured I'd buy the three tickets from three different ticket booths, dressed in three different wigs and styles. I'd pick one at random then, and be on my way. That should be enough to get me out safely and fast enough. Fingers crossed.
So, I showed up at work that afternoon with my handbag hiding my blessed small-but-mighty handgun, and my regular costume duffel bag stuffed with three assorted sets of getaway gear.
The one thing I hadn't figured on is, of course, the one thing that had completely ruined my plan last night.
Fucking Dominic.
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Despite the fact he had made sure to get my number last night, I had nothing but radio silence from Dom all day. That worked out well for me, as I had been super busy setting myself up for the second worst night of my life (the worst being the night I found out about Tania's death). I had barely had time to think about him, except for the moments when my body twinged in little sore places caused by our gymnastic against-the-wall orgasm bath. My mind would get lost in that for some moments, and then I'd reel myself back to reality and continue with my preparations for the night. It was a surreal day.
The shift was going slowly. Minutes dragged by. What made it worse than normal was that I felt like I was being laughed at by all the Storm MC guys. They were smiling at me like they knew something special, and it pissed me off. I mean, yeah, I had fucked one of their own last night. So what? It had nothing to do with them. I had nothing to do with them. And Dom wasn't even here (yet-was he coming? Fuck. I should not care. It would be better if he didn't). So why all the special looks, smiles, and attention? It was like fucking high school.
And then there was the cold shoulder from most of the girls. I mean, really? They were fucking pissed off that I'd had sex in the back with Dom. Okay, I could give them that. I'd have been jealous, too, if it had been one of them he had chosen. The man was a fucking god with the sex.
But that was as far as it could go between us, and it was over now. Tonight would be the start of a new world order for me, and I was determined to keep my focus. Tania was what mattered the most. And that meant no more Dom. No more Asia, either. And no more me, not for a long time. It's just the way it had to be.
So five hours in, I had performed three main stage dances and was working the room when I finally saw Mr. Ronn enter the clubroom. He looked peeved, and he was looking straight at me. This did not bode well.
But maybe it would give me the opportunity to get time with him one-on-one, which was exactly what I needed to pull off my scheme. So, I'd play dumb and regretful, or sexy, clueless, and eager, whichever might seem to appease him, to get that time in his office, alone.
The main difficulty here was that in my work uniform I could hardly carry my handgun. I mean, a G-string and nipple pasties don't hide much. The gun was still tucked safely away in my handbag in the dressing room. So I had to wait until the end of my shift to get dressed and hope that the fucker was still in the building. But I needed to make some moves soon to make the office meeting happen.
I waved to him across the room and smiled like an airhead, big eyes and innocently raised brows and all. I even tossed in a little wave. He ate it up, though he still looked peeved. Still, he nodded at me and the guy I was chatting up for a lap dance, like he was watching me, but I was doing a good job.
James was one of my regulars, a really nice guy, typical story. Married, but he had a history of wandering. His wife knew it, and they had agreed that he should frequent the club and keep his hands to himself, but lap dances with dancers were okay with her as long as that was the extent of his wandering. It had been working for a few years for them, and he was really sweet and respectful with me, and he was a good tipper, so it worked out great for me, too. He even said I was saving his marriage. I don't know that I'd have gone that far, but if he wanted to give me the credit, who was I to argue?
We went to the back rooms, I gave him the lap dance, he tipped me well, and we returned to the main room. I searched again to locate Mr. Ronn, my heart rate speeding up in anxiety as the time to pull the literal trigger came closer. Shit was starting to feel real. The throbbing beat of the rhythm and bass music was not helping matters; it only made me more aware of the blood pounding through my heart and veins. I was starting to feel a little nauseated.
Shit, I'd never done anything like this. I wasn't normally a violent person. I was kind of freaking out. If I had only gotten it done last night, when it was more of a fly-by-the-seat-of-your-pants kind of plan, it would have been so much better. But spending the whole day planning and preparing and packing and … Well, suffice it to say that my emotional turmoil level was pretty damned high.
But then I thought about Tania, my only sister, the one I was supposed to take care of. And I knew I had to go through with it. There was no way I would let Mr. Ronn get away with killing her and live freely for the rest of forever. No way in hell. I had to do it. I had to take him out. And do the best I could to survive beyond that.
I swallowed hard and kept sweeping the room with my eyes until they snagged on Dom.
Fucking Dominic. Who looked so delectably, fuckably fantastic, my heart about jumped into my throat. My skin pricked up, and my face started smiling right into his eyes. He smirked.
Goddamnit. I had no control over myself. This did not work. This had to stop.
Very purposefully, I forced my cheeks back down and my mouth to straighten out. Still locked in with his eyes, I lifted my chin in as cool a greeting as I could manage and continued to scan the room again in search of my fucking boss.
Apparently, that did not satisfy. Dom immediately beelined to me in his confident swagger, and he had lost the smirk. When he got within grabbing distance, he had the nape of my neck in his hand and pulled me in for a no-holds-barred declaration of rights and possession. His tongue swept into my mouth, rubbing along my own, circling and sucking. My knees about dropped out from under me, and I had to grab on to his wrists to keep myself upright. After god only knew how long, he lifted his head, looked into my eyes, and growled, "That's the proper greeting. Use it."
My eyes popped. "Excuse me? What the fuck are you talking about? I don't know what you think is going on here, but it's not like-"
"Oh, but it is." He shook his head at me. "You need to clue in, little one. Did you forget already? What did we cover last night?"
I had no idea what he was talking about. And I didn't really want to know, because something told me it was not going to work well with my plans that would finally end the Hardcore chapter of my fucked-up life tonight.
"I'm pretty sure we had amazing sex last night. That's what we covered. So, this is cute and all, but I don't have time for fun and games tonight, Dom. I'll see you when I see you." And I turned to walk away.
He grabbed my arm and swung me back around. "Yeah, it was amazin', baby. So, no, I am not gonna let you just walk away from this. And I am not gonna sit back and watch you self-destruct, which is definitely where you were headed when I found you upstairs last night. Remember that, Sienna? You got a problem. And I'm tellin' you-again-what your body already knows." He slipped his arm behind me and across to the opposite hip, and pulled my body flush with his. My nipples immediately went hard, and my pussy flooded. My body was a freaking traitor to my mind. "You need me. And you want me. And I'm not lettin' you go."