“Do not mistake me for a Guardian, human. It is not my job to keep you alive. My job is the express opposite. Drink it.”
“What is it?” I ask, my words slurring.
He snatches me by the neck and holds me to the pole with one hand.
“Does this look like a damn Q&A?” Rage asks.
Tears fall down the side of my face. He is going to kill me. My supply of air has been completely cut off. My face is hot and I’m certain it’s turning blue. He lets go of me. I gasp for air.
“Leave her alone. She didn’t do anything to you,” the man moans on my behalf from the corner. The fire had been put out by the coat. The air is filled with the smell of ash and flesh. Rage pays the prisoner no mind. He speaks directly to me.
“This is Weeping oil. If you drink it, it might kill you. If you don’t drink it, I will kill you.”
He presses the cup to my mouth and holds my head in place. He forces the vile liquid down my throat.
“Drink all of it,” he demands. I have no choice, I gulp down the mixture.
My body rejects it immediately. It’s like I tried to drink bleach, but worse. It burns as it makes its way down. Once it lands in my stomach, I feel like someone is stir-frying my insides. I scream so loud the inside of my skull feels like it’s going to cave in.
I convulse and fall over to my left side. My body shakes violently on the floor. My eyes roll to the back of my skull. I’m being burned from the inside. My mouth foams. My tongue wants to escape my body. I am lying on the floor making sounds that mean nothing because it is too hard to think. My brain is sizzling on the stove. It’s a searing, slow torture.
I think I hear the prisoner talk, but I am too gone to make out what he says. I don’t care. I’m being cooked. Someone help me. Please, please, please. Help me. Rage stands above me. He pours water from the bottle into the cup. He looks down at me with evil in his eyes. He smiles as he talks down at me.
“You better hope you have the memory I need in here. If not, I’ll be back. And trust me, it won’t be as pleasant as it was just now.” He walks away and slams the door shut. The prisoner crawls as close to me as he can
“Emmy?” he calls out.
I can’t answer. The pain won’t allow me to do anything. My head remains on the floor. I can only moan as the blood drips down the side of my mouth. The prisoner takes a handkerchief and flings it to me. He wants me to wipe the blood from my face, but I can’t move.
“Everything is going to be okay. Weeping oil is almost impossible for humans to digest, but you look like the kind of girl who can beat the odds. It’s okay. You’re gonna be okay.”
I continue moaning. He throws my coat and it lands softly on me. Huge holes have been burned into it. But it doesn’t matter. The cold, the rats and my fear are all second to being cooked from the inside.
Both my body and I hope that if more pain comes, it comes quick enough to knock us out completely. There can’t be anymore pain than what we just experienced, can there? How is that humanly possible? But that’s just it—these aren’t humans. They are demons and angels, and they are better at everything.
That means they are far better at inflicting pain than any human. Akons, especially; they are as evil as Guardians are good. They learned to torture from Lucy. If Rage comes back, he will inflict even worse pain.
I drift off to sleep once the pain was reduced to mere agony. Darkness came and stayed. It was a welcome relief.
Some time later, I open my eyes. The sky is just as dark as it was when I had drifted off to sleep. My head is throbbing and blood is caked all over my face. The pain is now a dull ache. The prisoner speaks to me from a few feet away.
“Who’s Marcus?”
“Why?”
“You kept calling for him.”
“Oh. He’s a friend.”
“Is he the reason you’re not, as you said, a ‘completely’ good person?”
“He’s reason enough.”
“So, who’s Reese and what was wrong with the kiss?”
“What?”
“You just kept saying. ‘Reese, about the kiss…’ over and over again. I’m guessing this guy kissed you and you didn’t like it. Am I right?”
No, I liked it a lot…
“How long was I sleeping?” I ask, not about to discuss Reese with him.
“Not long.”
“Rage is coming back soon.”
“They won’t feed you another dose of oil for another hour or so. If they do it too soon, they could kill you before they get what they want.”
“How do you know so much about it?”
“I have a lot of friends who are Sellers. They sell Weeping oil. I know more on the subject than most.”
“What happens if they come back?”
“They will come back.”
“How do you know?”
“Weeping oil rips a reflection of your memories and puts it into the cup you drank from. The very last time you cried, it will show that very memory. But teenagers, especially teenage girls, tend to cry a lot. How old are you?”
“Fifteen.”
“Everything is life or death at your age. I’m sure you have cried a lot. So the Weeping oil has a lot of memories it has to take from you.”
“How many can it take at one time?”
“Don’t think of it that way. It’s one long movie of you crying. It will start with the last time you cried and then the time before that. Then when it can no longer go back, Rage is going give you an even more potent dose”
“Why would it need to be more potent?”
“You don’t cry the same tears when you fail a test as you do if your mother dies. The tears for your mother are much stronger than the ones for a failed exam. The stronger the tears, the more potent the dose needed to retrieve it. I doubt they’re going to find what they are looking for in the first batch. It’s usually a weak batch.”
“That was weak? It nearly killed me.”
“That’s what I’m afraid of; you may not survive it this time.”
“Maybe I can throw it back up.”
“It won’t work. Once it gets in your system, it will track down your vital organs and attack them with fire. Or at least what feels like fire.”
I wanted to hear more, but I drifted off again.
***
“Get the hell up,” Rage barks at me. I look up from the floor as he kicks me.
“Get off me, you lunatic,” I say as scramble to sit up.
“None of the memories you gave us are useful.”
“What the hell do you want from me?”
“What I don’t want is a bunch of crappy girl memories about some guy who doesn’t like you. I got four damn hours of boo-hoo ‘Why doesn’t he want me?’ That’s crap all girls feel and it’s useless to me,” he shouts.
“Well, that’s not my problem.”
“You are so wrong about that. You better hope this dose of oil is potent enough to give me what I need. If I have to come in here again, you won’t have to worry about the oil—I’ll kill you myself.”
“Stop being a punk about it and just do it. Do you know how many times I’ve had my life in danger since you people came to Earth? The reason why none of you cowards ever make good on your threats is because you need me. So, kill me and shut up or get out of my face.”
“You’ve been so entertaining. But now let me entertain you. Tell me, how do you feel about torture scenes?”
He shoves a cup up to my mouth and pours its contents down my throat.
“Screw you,” I yell as I spit the green liquid out of my mouth and onto the floor.
He strikes me harder than the last time. I feel blood on the inside of my mouth.
“Do the other Akons know you punch like a five-year-old girl?”
He hits me again. The prisoner gasps as my face hits the floor. I spit a mouthful of blood.
“Drink.”
I can’t get up. He picks my face off the floor and shoves the liquid fire down my throat again.
The prisoner was right: this dose is stronger. It’s the difference between frying in a pan and roasting in open flames. I scream until my voice gives out.
I cry until the tears all dry up. There was nothing to be done. I pray death would want me and come quickly. I bang myself against the floor begging for pain I could understand.
“Emmy, stop. You are going to knock yourself unconscious.”
I keep doing it. Hurting myself is the only way to escape the torture of the oil. I need human pain.
“If you lose consciousness, you’ll die. The dose is too strong to risk giving into it. If you close your eyes, you might not wake up.”
I got a flash of my mom’s face just then. I stop trying to hurt myself.
“That’s it. Breathe, Emmy, breathe.”
I keep my eyes open and focus on the buildings outside, outside where people are having dinner and watching TV. Outside where normal girls are on the phone with their friends and planning dates with their boyfriends.
I have a sudden flash of him….
Marcus, if I die today, I’ll pray to become a Seller so I can keep dying until I come back into arms that are yours.
***
The door opens again. My heart races. The blood drains out of my face.
“I thought I’d bring my friends to meet the human,” Rage says casually as he enters with the rest of the Akons.
“Go to hell,” I snap.