Grounded (Up in the Air #3)(122)

Lana looked stunning, of course, in a lavender dress that made those astonishing purple eyes stand out even more. She'd picked the color. As was her custom, she'd taken over that entire part of the process. I hadn't balked. On the contrary, I'd only been relieved. This sort of event was well out of my area of expertise. I had never been the girl who dreamed of this, let alone ever thought of planning one of the things. I had gratefully taken all of the help I could get.



       
         
       
        

"Bianca, you should know that I've been put on guard duty by your determined bridegroom. He said that if you tried to run, I would get to tackle you."

That made me laugh, and relieved some of the tension, as it was meant to.

"I don't know if anyone's told you this," she continued. "But I have quite the reputation as a kick-ass fighter in Maui, so I wouldn't test me if I were you."

Not only had someone told me that story, everyone had. Lana's Tutu, and her auntie, and even Akira loved to tell that story in great detail, and often. One girl fight and they thought she was the lightweight champ …

Lana wasn't finished, but she'd moved on from Stephan and me. She had an elegant finger pointed at the two mischievous pixies who wore gowns that matched her own. "And you. The Debauched Duo. You had better stay away from my brother at the reception. I saw the way you were eyeing him. Don't even think about it. I have plans for him that involve him finally settling down, and the two of you wouldn't know settled if it invited you to a threesome!"

They just giggled, completely unfazed.

"We already bagged that one," Marnie gasped.

"Double teamed him after the rehearsal dinner!" Judith said.

"He was awesome," Marnie added.

Lana rubbed her temples. "Oh, God! I don't know who's more hopeless. Him or you two?"

"Them," Jessa added from where she was getting her hair finished up. "I've known them for years. Definitely them."

"They told me a story about seducing a priest one time," Danika told Lana, giving her a sympathetic look. "Your brother is easy, but these two are nymphos. So if we're talking hopeless, I vote them."

"I swear I saw them eyeing up the minister that's performing the nuptials," Sophia added helpfully, adjusting the sleeve of her own lavender gown.

"I'm almost positive they were trying to hit on my dad last night, before they disappeared with Lana's brother," Jackie added from where she was working on my hem. I glanced down at her as she continued. "My poor father's been a widower for five years, and he's approaching sixty. They could have given him a heart attack."

Marnie and Judith just giggled, enjoying the banter.

It all helped. I needed distraction. It wasn't that I had doubts about James. I was sure of him, sure that I needed him, and that he was good for me. It was just the actual marriage part that got me scared. And the over the top wedding, which had started out so small, wasn't helping. It had just sort of built into this thing that I couldn't control anymore, though I wasn't sure I ever could have. We should have eloped …  

I never thought I'd be that person with more bridesmaids than I could keep track of, but there it was. I had opened my heart to more than Stephan, and it had opened like a dam breaking. There were so many people that I valued in my life now. My heart was no longer a block of ice with one thawed part just for Stephan. It was warm in my chest now. I was alive as I never could have been if I hadn't met James. He had been right from the start. We were made for each other, and he had made me a better woman, a more complete one, when I'd let him into my heart.

I had calmed considerably by the time Javier peeked his head into the room.

We had decided on an outdoor wedding in the late spring, because we both loved the idea of a wedding amidst blooming flowers. James had chosen Wyoming, insisting that there was no other place we could have our vows, since this was where he swore I'd fallen in love with him. He claimed that I'd fallen for his mind-boggling equestrian skills first …  I hadn't been able to change his mind on that idea-I'd even admitted to him just how quickly I really had fallen for him, but he heard none of it. I didn't really mind. I couldn't think of a place I'd have preferred for such a beautiful day.

The ranch had been transformed for the big event, a huge clearing at the front of the house painstakingly perfected for the ceremony. It was a vision of tall grass and wildflowers, well-groomed where the guests were seated, with flowers planted all along the perimeter, but the rest left running wild with riotous white and violet wildflowers.