"It's like that at the flower shop. A lot of people tell you what they want and when you give it to them, they've already changed their minds on the colors or the flowers. Drives me nuts." Hailey smiled when the waitress put a glass of merlot in front of her.
"How're the plans for your California trip going?" Fallon asked.
"Goldie and I are leaving next week. It'll be so good to get away for a while, especially for him."
"How's his grandmother doing?" Breanna asked softly.
"Getting worse. It just rips him up. It's so hard to see someone you love die slowly. I don't know how to help him," Hailey answered.
"Just be there for him," Breanna said. Fallon and Raven nodded.
"I am, but I wish I could take away the pain." Hailey tore off a piece of bread and dipped it into the oil and balsamic vinegar.
"You being there means more than anything for him," Raven said.
Before Hailey could answer, her phone rang. She glanced at the screen and saw it was Ryan. "It's my brother. I'll be right back," she said as she pushed up from the chair. Standing outside the restaurant, she tapped the button. "Ryan! How are you?"
"Good. How're you doing?"
"Better than okay. I'm out with some of the old ladies having dinner. A new Italian restaurant opened in town and it's really good. When you come for Christmas, I'll take you here. You're coming, right?"
"That's the plan. I put in for my leave, but you know how that goes."
Hailey inhaled deeply then slowly blew out. "When are you going to talk to Goldie?" she asked.
"Hailey, let's not go there," Ryan replied.
"We have to. Goldie doesn't say much, but I know he's hurt about the way you're acting. He saved my life, Ryan. You guys have been friends for years. This has become ridiculous. If it weren't for Goldie, I would've been killed by that wacko."
"I know," he said in a low voice.
"Then … ?"
"I texted him and told him I was grateful that he saved your life. But it doesn't take away from the fact that he betrayed me."
"Because he fell in love with me? So, he had to deny all feelings just to keep you happy? What about me? I have to walk away from a great guy who treats me like I'm the best thing that's ever happened to him? I know you're hung up about his past, but that's just what it is-his past. Goldie and I are making our memories in the present. If he were such a horrible guy, why in the hell were you best friends with him all these years?"
"I didn't say he was a horrible person. He's just not the best bet for a woman. I don't want to see you get hurt."
"He's not hurting me. As a matter of fact, he's the only guy who hasn't hurt me. Give me some credit for knowing what I want. Life can't give us guarantees against being hurt, you know that."
Ryan's sigh crackled over the phone. "Let's see how things go. That's the best I can give you."
"I'll take it. I can't wait until you're stateside. I miss you a lot."
"Me too. I'm really pushing hard for the Christmas leave. They've canceled me the last three years, so I figure they owe me."
"All of us being together for the holidays would be awesome. Mom and Dad would be ecstatic."
"I'll let you get back to your dinner. I gotta go. Just wanted to hear your voice. I was missing home."
When they hung up, an emptiness filled her as it always did after they spoke. She took several deep breaths before going back into the restaurant.
"How's your brother?" Fallon asked.
"Okay. I wish he'd come back home. I hate thinking of him over there." Hailey motioned the waitress for another merlot.
"Is he still pissed at Goldie?" Raven asked.
Hailey nodded. "But he didn't pretend we had a bad connection like he always does when I bring up Goldie. This time he said he'd see how things go. That's something, isn't it?"
Breanna smiled. "It is. Your brother's just concerned about you getting hurt, but he's opening the door for reconciliation. It'll come in time, when your relationship with Goldie is stronger."
"I think that too. I figure when he comes for Christmas and sees that we're still together and even closer, then he and Goldie will make amends."
"It'll happen for sure," Fallon said while Raven bobbed her head in agreement.
After a few hours, Hailey waved goodbye to her friends and headed home. She and Goldie had found a beautiful home and had been living in it for a little over a month. Each time she walked into the house, a shiver of excitement would course through her. She still couldn't believe that she and Goldie were sharing their lives together. It was like a dream come true for her.
Muscles deep inside her tightened when she saw his Harley parked in the garage. After reapplying her lipstick, she walked into the kitchen. She saw Goldie sprawled on the couch watching the motorcycle races on the sixty-four inch TV screen he insisted they had to have. He hadn't heard her come in. She quickly shrugged off her skirt and blouse so she only wore her ivory lace bra, thong, and stiletto heels. Slipping her jacket back on, she walked into the family room then bent over the couch and kissed him.
Immediately, he pulled her down to him and wrapped his arms around her. "Did you have a good time?" he asked huskily.
"It was good. Did you miss me?"
"Yeah. I always do. Now give me your lips."
She pressed her lips to his and they kissed deeply. When his hand slipped under her jacket and his eyebrows raised in surprise, she giggled against his lips.
"What the fuck, babe?" he rasped as his hand squeezed her butt.
"You didn't hear me come in, so I thought I'd surprise you."
A devilish grin spread across his face. "I love it when you surprise me." He yanked off her jacket and feasted his eyes on her round tits encased in delicate lace. Within seconds, he had her bra off and his mouth on her erect nipples, sucking them. She had his jeans unzipped and her fingers wrapped around his stiff dick. And with the sound of cams screeching on the television, they fucked each other fast and hard.
Lying on top of Goldie, Hailey swept her fingers over his chest slowly. "That was incredible," she murmured.
He kissed her forehead and squeezed her tighter to him. Reaching over, he grabbed the remote and muted the television. "I can't wait for us to hit the road next week. Riding up the California coast has always been something I've wanted to do, and having you pressed behind me will be fuckin' awesome."
"And we have almost a month to take it easy. I can't wait to make love to you on the beach. We'll have to bring a big blanket because a roommate of mine in college told me that everyone gets gum in their hair when they make love on the beach. She was from Santa Cruz, and she told me she was always cutting gum out of her hair as a teenager." Hailey sniggered.
"I'll make sure the only sticky stuff you have on you will come from me," he said as he cupped her chin. Dipping his head down, he kissed her while he ran his hand up and down her bare back.
"I've always wanted to go to California. I was supposed to visit Amber, my old roommate, in Santa Cruz, but life happened, and after college, we drifted apart. Maybe I'll look her up if we're in her area. It'd be fun to reconnect."
They lay together in a comfortable quietness. After a long while, she said softly, "Ryan called me today."
"I know. He texted me," Goldie replied.
She lifted up and stared at him. "He did? Why didn't you tell me?"
"Because when you came over all sexy, I wasn't thinking about it." He winked at her.
She brushed her lips across his. "What did he say?"
"That he talked to you, and he thanked me again for saving your life. Then he said he'd call me if he got leave at Christmas. I was surprised as fuck that he reached out to me. I just figured we were done."
Elation zipped through her, and she hugged him tightly. "I'm so happy. All I want is for the two most important men in my life to get along. By the time Christmas comes, Ryan will see that what we have isn't a pit stop for you … or for me."
Goldie pressed her closer to him until there wasn't any space between them. "What he's gonna see is how fuckin' crazy in love I am with you. I'd like us to be buds again, but if he can't accept us, so be it. There's no damn way I'm letting you out of my life. We're together, no matter what."
Warmth radiated through her, and her heart felt as though it would burst. Loving and being loved by Goldie completed her, and even though she suspected Ryan's anger would eventually dissipate, there was no way in hell she'd ever consider leaving Goldie. He was the piece of the puzzle that made her life perfect. She knew no matter what happened, they'd stand by each other.
"Anyway, once we have some kids, there's no way Ryan's gonna miss out on being an uncle," Goldie said into her hair.
She swallowed. "You're ready to have kids?"